所以我放棄了音樂9Please respect copyright.PENANAloZmVcvSy4
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明明是一首歌曲,但卻取了這樣一個名字,讓人不禁好奇的點進去看看到底是怎麼樣的故事。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVfiqLuUsuq
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這首歌跟市面上常見的日文歌曲不一樣9Please respect copyright.PENANAgC5mbDzvlk
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一般是:前奏/主歌--->副歌--->間奏/主歌--->副歌--->結尾9Please respect copyright.PENANAz5uGhyq5Vd
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但這首歌的編排卻不是遵照常態的歌曲,雖然曲子很悅耳,但不一樣的編排會讓人感到奇怪、混亂9Please respect copyright.PENANAi4wnyWpFy2
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再看看歌詞,就會明白這樣安排的原因9Please respect copyright.PENANAzU2UYjYdjF
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「想過了,但還是不明白」9Please respect copyright.PENANAUCbrBZgAH9
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每段主歌,也就是副歌前面的段落,都以這句話作為開頭9Please respect copyright.PENANAtvqNMnD9w0
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作詞人想讓聽眾感受到她的迷惘,她的疑惑9Please respect copyright.PENANAX92SFlk35f
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想要放棄音樂,卻不自覺地回憶起作音樂的快樂,於是怒吼著讓自己不要再回想了,怒吼著轉移自己的注意力9Please respect copyright.PENANAKMGnGikHyZ
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為什麼總是有人一直帶著笑容呢?9Please respect copyright.PENANAzga9aRn2Zr
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因為自己的不得志與迷惘,讓自己連看到帶著笑容的人們都會感到憤怒9Please respect copyright.PENANAQkHPNs4oUM
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但又不想承認自己是個失敗者,自己正在迷惘9Please respect copyright.PENANAGrQqSIX6SL
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在這樣的矛盾中,只能說出「反正都是你們的錯!你們根本都不了解!你們只是一群偽善的傢伙!」這樣逃避現實的話語9Please respect copyright.PENANAqtfO5sXVJ3
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看起來很可笑,不是嗎?9Please respect copyright.PENANABhdRd6txSj
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但誰沒有過夢想?而夢想可以實現的機率有多麼小啊9Please respect copyright.PENANAkU0N4sf5dm
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誰沒有看著那些人生勝利組憤怒過呢9Please respect copyright.PENANA9Lbf9ZLvH9
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有句話說得好9Please respect copyright.PENANAs7dsWNDG7V
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「人是矛盾的生物」9Please respect copyright.PENANAwxllzIeoEn
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不管是什麼人,為自己的失敗、悲傷找理由時,一定會察覺到自己話語中的矛盾9Please respect copyright.PENANAfMJhbuFCYX
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就舉個最簡單的例子,我曾經認為歌曲一定要有內涵,沒有的都是垃圾9Please respect copyright.PENANArclXRZ0UPO
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但也難免還是會聽到旋律好聽的歌曲,卻沒有內涵9Please respect copyright.PENANAwyvIcbJLEy
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這時候矛盾就形成了,認為沒有內涵都是垃圾的我,卻喜歡上這首歌9Please respect copyright.PENANAP6BB1SpOL4
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這時候就會催眠自己9Please respect copyright.PENANAOXN9DGpppc
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「這不一樣」9Please respect copyright.PENANAhdVb9akf3I
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但哪裡不一樣也說不上來9Please respect copyright.PENANAePvT2lCr39
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這首歌在後面,把這種感受唱了出來9Please respect copyright.PENANAhOfo12z1iG
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我這樣憤世嫉俗,我這樣全部怪給他們,這真的是對的嗎?9Please respect copyright.PENANAFQESUr6WBP
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這是對的嗎?9Please respect copyright.PENANAADgGDJRnOz
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回過頭來又說,我也曾經有過信念,這都是世界的錯,是世界改變了我9Please respect copyright.PENANAwJJtQyvB5I
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這樣一首歌,把一般人心裡的矛盾憤恨都給唱了出來9Please respect copyright.PENANAJZymCNOusn
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這邊不得不提到歌手的聲音,主歌時溫柔但帶著迷惘的歌聲宛如天籟9Please respect copyright.PENANApryePyoHOH
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和副歌的憤恨的語調形成了很好的反襯,讓人不習慣,但又感受到歌手想傳達出的心情變化9Please respect copyright.PENANAxbgTP0IkF0
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尾聲的哭腔,把對自己想法的質疑,和惱羞成怒反駁自己的“對手戲”描述的多麼的生動9Please respect copyright.PENANAptrhbf8U7b
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這首歌如果少了這個歌手,我覺得就少了靈魂,因為想要唱的有故事,真的不是隨便抓個人來都能做到9Please respect copyright.PENANAtETcsHJ7T8
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雖然這首歌到結尾沒有反轉,沒有正向的思考,但也值得你反思一下自己有沒有違背本心?有沒有為了逃避而去怪罪世間的一切?9Please respect copyright.PENANA2rjvrpPZ9t
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可能有人覺得聽歌還反省,自虐狂嗎?9Please respect copyright.PENANAC1JWJHqmlj
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不過我只是覺得這首歌真的把迷惘之人的心聲給唱出來了,以純粹好聽不好聽的角度來看,也是屬於好聽的範疇,所以也可以用單純聽歌不看詞的角度去聽啦9Please respect copyright.PENANACwMUP9FXQQ
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這邊附上連結,我覺得有小提琴的聲音比較震撼9Please respect copyright.PENANAoJkKohRCG5
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