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Mark

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Jun 10, 2025

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I wish I could split seconds into as long as I need

Into as long as it takes

To find solutions to problems; make decisions and process everything

And process everything

Before I felt the wreckage searing and searing in me

Searing, too searing to think

About solutions to problems; make decisions or process anything

Or process anything

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I prayed to live when I could

But in the moments I was consciously conscious, I didn't wish I would

Adrenaline and I could

Feel everything I never could before I should

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I wish I could skip minutes that feel like millennia

That feel like took forever

Writhing with stillness, past limits; my appearance a grimace repertoire

A grimace repertoire

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I prayed to live when I could

But in the moments I was consciously conscious, I didn't wish I would

Hit ketamine and I could

Feel everything I never would before I could

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Who would ever love me, looking like this?

Who could ever love me, looking so hideous?

Who could ever love me?

Who could ever love me?

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I wish I could pick moments to drop back into again

To drop back into the past

To change the outcome, feel less numb; I could look up, overcome my constraint

Overcome my constraint

Because I've been lonesome, my back towards the mirror

My back towards the bustle

Can't change the outcome, feel less numb; I can't look up, overcome my constraint

Overcome my constraint

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I prayed to die if I could

Oh, but if I'm being honestly honest I, I didn't wish I would

Try every night and I could

Feel everything I never should before I would

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I wish I could find solace amidst my pure self loathing

And the sympathy showing

Without a promise of justice you've inflicted, stuck like this forever

Stuck like this forever

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I prayed to die if I could

Oh, but if I'm being honestly honest I, I didn't wish I would

Cry every night, yes, I would

Feel everything I never would before I could

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Who would ever love me, looking like this?

Who could ever love me, looking so hideous?

Who could ever love me?

(Kill me now)

Who could ever love me?

Who would ever love me, looking like this?

Who could ever love me, looking, but my parents

Who could ever love me?

(Kill me now)

Who could ever love me?

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