You know what's the worst part of growing up in my opinion? The main part of it, I mean. Now, in today's society growing up seems like something we have to do the moment something goes wrong in life, parents seem to realize that 'oh look. our kid just went through something. Well, here you go. Grow up, suck it up. You're not a kid anymore.' While we're still like 10, I'm saying this from my point of view from how my mom is, I mean. Over the years a lot has changed in my family, mostly a divorce between my parents. It caused a lot of stress, and emotional/PTSD amongst other things in our life. That my mom said 'why not go ahead and make my 8 year old child take maturity and start acting like a grown adult?' And when I tell you that changed me, I mean it. I was the kid that you know, would go up to you and be like 'did you know that you can hear sounds when you sleep?' Literally, I would not care if I cut people in the line or anything. But when I turned 10 that all changed, I became more closed offed, I guess that was part of my mom wanting me to be obedient in a sense that made me turn against everything she stood for behind her back. 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLZiPoa7qu
I became friends with the worst people you can imagine, and honestly I didn't mind being with them because I felt normal with them. In a way that people might say 'but weren't they bad?' Yeah, but the funny thing is I saw the good in every single one of them, because there is good in every single person no matter who you are or where you come from. 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKyFv4GVt1
Now, three years later at 13 years old. I see that maybe some change isn't so bad, maybe staying with the friends you had that changed was good. I've been trying so hard to mature, just for my mom to say 'stop acting like an adult, you're a child.' 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SUM2A9tOO
Yeah, maybe wanting to grow up is the dumbest shit a kid can say, but at least I can say that growing up just takes you closer and closer to leaving a place in which nothing helps you strive, that's why when I go to college I'll be away from the problems, maybe not escape them but I won't be face to face. Like Conan said 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs8JsVRjWs
"I can run, but I can't hide from my family line." -Family Line, Conan Gray.6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZBeNJtA6W
Yeah, that's gonna happen, but I can change in order for it to happen, not literally but emotionally. So yeah, growing up is probably the worst part of life now. 6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFvSDVtiOg
