〈關於坦白〉 35Please respect copyright.PENANAwwmdcOz4QH
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過了一會兒,他停下來看著我。35Please respect copyright.PENANAi85nPVsiBa
「妳以前有想過會這樣嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAZNfYiJBQGq
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我搖搖頭,目光沒離開他的眼睛:35Please respect copyright.PENANA5C5qLLbWm7
「從來沒有。我甚至不敢想像。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAoFjGxreO34
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他點點頭,像是理解了什麼。35Please respect copyright.PENANAMFpJy3Rov1
「那妳現在後悔嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAlB7EMDycd4
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我盯著天花板幾秒鐘,然後才回應:35Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZBSPQW8rn
「不。我只是有點害怕。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANA8S9sYtC2ME
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他沒有問我怕什麼。 只是把手輕輕放在我的胸口,感受心跳的節奏。35Please respect copyright.PENANABiVk1jzdL8
「害怕是正常的。因為我們正在做一件真實的事。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAvV8zPvXRIh
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我點點頭,沒有立刻回答。 我只是把手貼在他的胸口,感受他的心跳。35Please respect copyright.PENANAGxvfBkYHlt
他沒有再說話,只是把我拉得更近一點。35Please respect copyright.PENANA19UoUffyci
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〈事後的沉默〉 35Please respect copyright.PENANAFbaLmiyydK
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完事之後,我們仍舊緊貼在一起,像兩隻剛從水裡爬上岸的動物。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAaWglhK8dGd
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他的手臂環住我的肩膀,讓我靠在他的胸口。我聽著他的呼吸慢慢平穩下來,像海浪退潮後留下的細沙。35Please respect copyright.PENANAkVgjW5w6F9
他用指尖慢慢地滑過我的手臂,彷彿在確認這一切都是真實的。35Please respect copyright.PENANA5sQBg1UL4g
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浴室很安靜,只有窗外遠處傳來的電車聲,像一首低調的背景音樂,提醒我們世界還在運轉。35Please respect copyright.PENANAwhBDHMiZZ4
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我躺在他身邊,柔軟的乳房半邊壓在他的胸肌上。35Please respect copyright.PENANAtK0oHfbwiq
我把腿繞過去搭在他的大腿上,大腿觸碰到他漸漸軟下來的陰莖,還能感到他的餘溫。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAlwiMaloDZl
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他忽然開口:35Please respect copyright.PENANAwCraNGqPxj
「妳還記得第一次看到我的照片時的感覺嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAAk2koxGosZ
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我望着天花板,試著回想當時的印象。35Please respect copyright.PENANAg13T5mkPw8
「是有點陽光很有活力的男生,笑容帶一點傻⋯⋯哈哈。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAjR1tXIxlMC
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他停頓了一會兒,然後問:35Please respect copyright.PENANATXdpVUqV9M
「妳真的不記得我是誰了嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAv09LcxynkW
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我抬起頭看著他,心裡有些疑惑。35Please respect copyright.PENANA8Zm2XC2dhG
「我應該知道嗎?那你又知道我是誰嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANApcsMa439ha
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他沉默了一會兒,然後輕聲告訴我:35Please respect copyright.PENANAJr9pdA72at
「其實我是妳以前的學生。六年前畢業於妳任教的中學。我是轉校生,在學校只待了一年。雖然沒上過妳的課,但在每天的早會上見到妳……那時候我就已經被妳吸引了。我們班很多男生都暗戀妳。妳是那個總是穿米色連身裙,走路很有節奏的Miss Lam。而我……只是另一班的一個普通男生。」35Please respect copyright.PENANAldqyAkhqpx
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我帶點驚訝的望着他,努力回想那些模糊的臉孔,卻怎麼也想不起來。35Please respect copyright.PENANAAnqmlyrzN2
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我忽然覺得臉頰微微發熱,我不敢直視他。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAS1Ikptx1b5
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他補了一句:35Please respect copyright.PENANAlqwHH4wnlc
「我們班上很多人都喜歡妳。不只是因為妳漂亮,而是因為妳看起來……不像老師。妳像一個開朗的大姐姐,沒有像其他老師的一臉嚴肅。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAcr7es5THjW
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我雖然有點不知所措,但這一刻我已經躺在他身旁,而且毫無保留地向他展示了我所有難以啟齒的渴望。35Please respect copyright.PENANAp4Onjz3pDI
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我已經決定豁出去面對他。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAelg9ygYd6O
「原來你早知道我是誰了,但是現在這一刻,我是誰已經一點都不重要,你只要好好的給我守着這個秘密就好了。謝謝你跟我坦白。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAyyIDHySOzx
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我笑了,笑得很小聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQZN7siafWE
「現在妳知道了我是誰,但我覺得,妳真正認識的我,是這個躺在床上的我。」35Please respect copyright.PENANAtbjw7OJgbY
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他點點頭,手掌輕撫我的背。35Please respect copyright.PENANAFSVXjPbOBx
「我知道。而且我不會告訴任何人。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAmzCccOGk4J
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我試著裝作輕鬆地問:35Please respect copyright.PENANAu3Y4fWVMEk
「哪……我有沒有把你嚇壞了?你有想過老師也會有這麼任性的一面嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAz9EHBxBVBq
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他笑了,聲音裡帶著理解:妳只是誠實地面對自己。35Please respect copyright.PENANAe5EH4zlOqo
就像妳在婚外情網站上寫的那樣——我們都戴著面具生活,只是妳願意摘下來給我看。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANA8DuAJUBOFY
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我心裡一甜。他真的仔細讀過我的自述。而且不是隨便看看,而是認真地讀過。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAdCiVMC3rAV
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他說得對。我今晚只是忠於真實的自己,35Please respect copyright.PENANAfGTliga5nz
把那些藏起來的慾望,一點一點地釋放出來。35Please respect copyright.PENANA05Abq7DtSp
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我不是誰的妻子或母親,也不是站在講台上的老師。35Please respect copyright.PENANAHM0z3Geh4A
我只是我自己,赤裸地躺在情人身邊,一個願意承認自己渴望的女人。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAbcZDpf6L4E
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話題變得有些沉重,我故意把柔軟豐滿的乳房壓在他側身的位置,讓他感受這個任性老師真實的一面。35Please respect copyright.PENANACuvrNLfNS0
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我故意用一種近乎調侃的語氣問:35Please respect copyright.PENANAyQEzu1hdFU
「妳有想過,妳的老師會有這麼……『任性』嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAXgK9lwrEEk
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我閉上眼,把臉埋進他的胸口。35Please respect copyright.PENANA0Wb448SoNE
「那你現在害怕嗎? 」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAh0uVtgdhNS
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他沒有用語言回答,只是用手輕輕地撫摸我的背,指尖沿著脊椎滑動到股溝,從那裏直接滑進花瓣內。35Please respect copyright.PENANAa8AxiRNHJD
我不自覺的把肌肉收緊,輕輕夾著他入侵的手指頭。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAhRtXVkrSs9
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他挑皮地回應我說:35Please respect copyright.PENANAMOzla0Q1ns
「現在是誰應該害怕了?」35Please respect copyright.PENANAR61PXS4eYC
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「今晚開始,我已經找到新的自己。35Please respect copyright.PENANAKQxIHCM8rz
不再是妳的老師,只是屬於妳的情人。35Please respect copyright.PENANAoboyvUvRxj
我身上的每一吋,都是屬於妳的了。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAE4UKIbA9RU
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他看著我微笑,眼神溫柔。 我把頭靠在他胸前,再次伸手握住了他半軟下來的陰莖,輕輕地搓揉用行動證明我的決心。35Please respect copyright.PENANAVaFilEXicC
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他望着我微微一笑,我把嘴唇貼近他的胸肌,溫柔地吸啜着他的乳尖。35Please respect copyright.PENANAmLh5b3ly00
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他忍不住低聲呻吟了一聲。 35Please respect copyright.PENANA5WKglf3RaN
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我抬起頭,狡黠地笑:35Please respect copyright.PENANA9BCnfZhMcB
「你還對我這個老師有遐想嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAFtFnBJn1Do
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他尷尬地笑:「已經不只是遐想這麼簡單了。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAVRfjcqY0Ey
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我滿意地笑一笑,然後爬起來,把我乳尖靠向他的嘴邊,35Please respect copyright.PENANAKLVHFcRZtb
他用左手輕輕搓弄我的乳房 ,手掌貪婪的揉捏哪溫軟柔嫩,嘴唇靠在乳尖輕輕吸啜。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAYc30z0qcxY
我享受著這種親密的接觸的餘韻。像午夜裡的一杯紅酒。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAIMmelyeQ1p
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我們之間不需要太多真實,當然也不需要謊言。 35Please respect copyright.PENANACvAtBLEiAP
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我不是在背叛誰,也不是在尋找愛情。35Please respect copyright.PENANAVCYNNZsiIp
我只是終於承認,那個藏在老師、妻子、母親身份底下的女人,她還活著,而且渴望被觸碰。35Please respect copyright.PENANAZj4Ial5V9e
我們交織在一起,像兩條終於找到彼此的河流。 在黑夜中流動,不問終點,也不求永遠。35Please respect copyright.PENANAn8kWNYIV4t
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<世界另一邊的訊息> 35Please respect copyright.PENANAbXh1ETnc4i
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電話傳來訊息,是老公拜託我回家途中,在路口的便利店為他帶一點零食。35Please respect copyright.PENANAhHIGUsOSie
語氣很輕鬆,像是每日生活中重覆發生的事。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAEWp78dyfhy
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我沒有立刻回應,只是盯著手機螢幕看了一會兒,35Please respect copyright.PENANAd3w7dG9jBu
然後輕輕回了一句: 「好。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANA5SWsWtln0D
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那通訊息就像現實世界的鐘聲,敲碎了浴室裡的夢境。35Please respect copyright.PENANA9exQV8q1VT
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我知道,是時候該離開了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAGGQLVbn9oP
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我輕輕吻了他的臉頰,然後從毛巾上爬起來,走進淋浴間,用暖水徹底沖洗身上的味道。35Please respect copyright.PENANArQZsEm6EMb
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他躺在地上,目光始終沒有離開我。35Please respect copyright.PENANA4SlufABKq3
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我全身赤裸在他面前沖洗。他的眼神裡有一種我看不懂的東西,像是想把這個畫面永遠封存起來。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAgWsu7MEAIW
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他緩緩開口:35Please respect copyright.PENANAfB0toldMZn
「今晚是我第一次可以細細欣賞妳的身體。不再是參與者,而是觀察者。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANApYCCm2Qc2l
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他停頓了一下,像是在整理腦海中的影像:35Please respect copyright.PENANAY0yAqwFyDa
「沒想到當年總是藏在米色連衣裙下的妳,原來這麼……完美,這麼誘人。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAOph4EVWS7z
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我一邊沖洗頭髮,一邊笑著問:35Please respect copyright.PENANA0LK6ze6zuc
「跟你想像中有什麼不一樣嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAAnuEmIS50T
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他沉默了一會兒,才回答:35Please respect copyright.PENANA6rXu8DWiLI
「我沒想到妳在保守的衣服下,有這麼豐滿的乳房,深深的乳溝加上白嫩皮膚⋯⋯35Please respect copyright.PENANAeovH5vCjAo
乳型是我最喜歡的那一種,微微上翹的美麗曲線。我猜妳應該是33C吧?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAvPSATzzXEr
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女人總是會為受到讚賞而喜悅,我轉過頭,我微笑著輕聲回應他:35Please respect copyright.PENANAqbqj2IDoI6
「34C啊。因為我的背還有點肉喔。」35Please respect copyright.PENANA2g7zaSLmf0
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他笑了,聲音裡帶著一點滿足:35Please respect copyright.PENANALLjVxU6TyH
「我認為有點肉的女人才是最性感啊,所以我特別喜歡你的渾圓的白嫩屁股,很想再有機會從後按着它進入。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAqfNbIc0Nwa
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我聽著他的話,故意轉過身,將臀部微微翹起,用手輕輕拍打,讓手指陷進白如凝脂的屁股軟肉上輕輕搓揉着。35Please respect copyright.PENANAW7Tw93Reyz
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他看著我,眼神裡閃過一絲驚喜。 35Please respect copyright.PENANALGtpFOucV1
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我一邊微笑享受他的讚美,一邊從沐浴間走出來,用乾淨毛巾把身體擦乾。35Please respect copyright.PENANAnE1vx8py6J
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我站在長凳前,抬起一條腿踏在長凳上,從小腿開始,把腿上的水份盡量擦乾。35Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ6p224nZt
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他仍舊躺在地上,目光不曾移開,靜靜欣賞著我的每一個動作。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAOkVl5BD0NJ
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忽然,他輕聲說:35Please respect copyright.PENANAC6jAiS6SYe
「原來一直被連身長裙遮蓋的雙腿,是這麼修長嫩白,我相信你穿起絲襪和高跟鞋的時候,一定會很誘人。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAzi6jJCsUWz
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我擦乾身體,穿好內衣褲,坐在長凳上,垂下長髮,用毛巾包住濕漉漉的髮絲。35Please respect copyright.PENANA0aTVynYCOo
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一邊對他甜絲絲地笑:35Please respect copyright.PENANAnDBFrpv7X5
「只要你喜歡,我什麼都可以為你穿上。」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAhMiuiqaKSc
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最後當我開始把黑色絲襪穿上的時候,他轉過來蹲在我旁邊,膽怯的開口問我:35Please respect copyright.PENANA9qTvK0pzCE
「這個……」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAAxLcLLMJjf
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他指著我手中的絲襪,聲音輕得像怕打破什麼,35Please respect copyright.PENANALXL5HLvpUM
「可以留給我嗎?」 35Please respect copyright.PENANAPeLolblgyy
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我愣了一下,然後笑了。 35Please respect copyright.PENANA3YZ4xWowHN
他看起來像個忘了帶功課的學生,急切又小心翼翼,實在太可愛了。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAap88bW3RZw
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我把還套在小腿上的絲襪脫下來,放在他掌心,然後甜蜜地輕輕吻了他。35Please respect copyright.PENANA3I2II4VHtu
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我堅持不讓他送我回家。35Please respect copyright.PENANAJaTk8oyrIF
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我不想因為我的來訪,打亂他明天的生活節奏。35Please respect copyright.PENANAfmbknYK4IT
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他依依不捨地把我送到門口,我只是留下一句話:35Please respect copyright.PENANAmhlccRt3Jf
「下次見面,我會換上妳最喜歡的那一雙絲襪。」35Please respect copyright.PENANAcjfAOhw7w2
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他在門口看著我,眼神裡有一點失落,也有一點釋然。35Please respect copyright.PENANA5xrPauA5aw
我踮起腳尖,親吻他的唇,然後轉身,走入夜色中。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAY7Mxe6mlpN
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街道已有秋意,風吹過耳際,涼意滲入肌膚。35Please respect copyright.PENANAGvIIZZHsPT
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我一步步走在回家的路上,心裡明白一件事: 我不是回去扮演誰的妻子、誰的老師。35Please respect copyright.PENANA0JSBRY2DvF
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我只是回來,繼續活在兩個世界之間。
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**第二部正在進行中,歡迎大家留言給予意見和分享感受,讓我有動力繼續創作,謝謝大家。35Please respect copyright.PENANAlkFyEogpRe