〈關於坦白〉 43Please respect copyright.PENANAU4Tj5ThsSn
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過了一會兒,他停下來看著我。43Please respect copyright.PENANAQVWWq93EXj
「妳以前有想過會這樣嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAjlhhJynQMg
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我搖搖頭,目光沒離開他的眼睛:43Please respect copyright.PENANACevxEfgxVA
「從來沒有。我甚至不敢想像。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAKA8UNHI5sD
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他點點頭,像是理解了什麼。43Please respect copyright.PENANAdas1KJViaI
「那妳現在後悔嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAyvzw0SRXeS
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我盯著天花板幾秒鐘,然後才回應:43Please respect copyright.PENANA9hZimu9kqz
「不。我只是有點害怕。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAsWGHvgeLBL
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他沒有問我怕什麼。 只是把手輕輕放在我的胸口,感受心跳的節奏。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6IXmsHF17N
「害怕是正常的。因為我們正在做一件真實的事。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAIAsHx7TP0R
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我點點頭,沒有立刻回答。 我只是把手貼在他的胸口,感受他的心跳。43Please respect copyright.PENANAvKo6MwcPR5
他沒有再說話,只是把我拉得更近一點。43Please respect copyright.PENANAEa1um4DOvJ
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〈事後的沉默〉 43Please respect copyright.PENANAzTzOltKS0w
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完事之後,我們仍舊緊貼在一起,像兩隻剛從水裡爬上岸的動物。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAruQK31DfUz
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他的手臂環住我的肩膀,讓我靠在他的胸口。我聽著他的呼吸慢慢平穩下來,像海浪退潮後留下的細沙。43Please respect copyright.PENANA5mxuzQB3Vi
他用指尖慢慢地滑過我的手臂,彷彿在確認這一切都是真實的。43Please respect copyright.PENANA5glCJbtBW6
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浴室很安靜,只有窗外遠處傳來的電車聲,像一首低調的背景音樂,提醒我們世界還在運轉。43Please respect copyright.PENANAldfl3PqNeb
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我躺在他身邊,柔軟的乳房半邊壓在他的胸肌上。43Please respect copyright.PENANAGApvkTn8sG
我把腿繞過去搭在他的大腿上,大腿觸碰到他漸漸軟下來的陰莖,還能感到他的餘溫。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAzzrXUVeLMR
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他忽然開口:43Please respect copyright.PENANANxHKrIc3uw
「妳還記得第一次看到我的照片時的感覺嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAYoBCxnhgP7
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我望着天花板,試著回想當時的印象。43Please respect copyright.PENANAFuHKfgXoGq
「是有點陽光很有活力的男生,笑容帶一點傻⋯⋯哈哈。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAMe5nixs1Df
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他停頓了一會兒,然後問:43Please respect copyright.PENANALAb2VqwIRR
「妳真的不記得我是誰了嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANA1937q1o2ws
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我抬起頭看著他,心裡有些疑惑。43Please respect copyright.PENANAknNwxfGejW
「我應該知道嗎?那你又知道我是誰嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANANRo827BCRU
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他沉默了一會兒,然後輕聲告訴我:43Please respect copyright.PENANAkbPihHb8Fc
「其實我是妳以前的學生。六年前畢業於妳任教的中學。我是轉校生,在學校只待了一年。雖然沒上過妳的課,但在每天的早會上見到妳……那時候我就已經被妳吸引了。我們班很多男生都暗戀妳。妳是那個總是穿米色連身裙,走路很有節奏的Miss Lam。而我……只是另一班的一個普通男生。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAgBrhopVm1J
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我帶點驚訝的望着他,努力回想那些模糊的臉孔,卻怎麼也想不起來。43Please respect copyright.PENANAB8mubs6Bfv
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我忽然覺得臉頰微微發熱,我不敢直視他。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA3DtKwM6A6a
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他補了一句:43Please respect copyright.PENANAJn8oHbqr4R
「我們班上很多人都喜歡妳。不只是因為妳漂亮,而是因為妳看起來……不像老師。妳像一個開朗的大姐姐,沒有像其他老師的一臉嚴肅。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAc6xMmY6828
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我雖然有點不知所措,但這一刻我已經躺在他身旁,而且毫無保留地向他展示了我所有難以啟齒的渴望。43Please respect copyright.PENANAlkyyQuohf7
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我已經決定豁出去面對他。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAB1VPLOzIp0
「原來你早知道我是誰了,但是現在這一刻,我是誰已經一點都不重要,你只要好好的給我守着這個秘密就好了。謝謝你跟我坦白。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAyi0N2Hnvd3
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我笑了,笑得很小聲。43Please respect copyright.PENANABLonZ96Cx1
「現在妳知道了我是誰,但我覺得,妳真正認識的我,是這個躺在床上的我。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAlYOP0OIUIL
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他點點頭,手掌輕撫我的背。43Please respect copyright.PENANA4Pb6Fi8t5T
「我知道。而且我不會告訴任何人。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAZjXTPdprmI
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我試著裝作輕鬆地問:43Please respect copyright.PENANAREXAP5wf5N
「哪……我有沒有把你嚇壞了?你有想過老師也會有這麼任性的一面嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANASSGYZmCAFe
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他笑了,聲音裡帶著理解:妳只是誠實地面對自己。43Please respect copyright.PENANAukfr75fQrO
就像妳在婚外情網站上寫的那樣——我們都戴著面具生活,只是妳願意摘下來給我看。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANA05j0wFbv7R
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我心裡一甜。他真的仔細讀過我的自述。而且不是隨便看看,而是認真地讀過。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAKWjWlcTlDz
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他說得對。我今晚只是忠於真實的自己,43Please respect copyright.PENANAJmNlJLDqGt
把那些藏起來的慾望,一點一點地釋放出來。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKGF6LWi34C
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我不是誰的妻子或母親,也不是站在講台上的老師。43Please respect copyright.PENANApfyoymMltg
我只是我自己,赤裸地躺在情人身邊,一個願意承認自己渴望的女人。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAPgr5VsmAfN
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話題變得有些沉重,我故意把柔軟豐滿的乳房壓在他側身的位置,讓他感受這個任性老師真實的一面。43Please respect copyright.PENANAHPLOUq23Y0
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我故意用一種近乎調侃的語氣問:43Please respect copyright.PENANAcxE9fjHPgd
「妳有想過,妳的老師會有這麼……『任性』嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAko0i81f5ll
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我閉上眼,把臉埋進他的胸口。43Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4lGIVJ8U5
「那你現在害怕嗎? 」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAHE8zSv6YIA
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他沒有用語言回答,只是用手輕輕地撫摸我的背,指尖沿著脊椎滑動到股溝,從那裏直接滑進花瓣內。43Please respect copyright.PENANAlNgIbLfFzN
我不自覺的把肌肉收緊,輕輕夾著他入侵的手指頭。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA0qo7r9abtZ
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他挑皮地回應我說:43Please respect copyright.PENANAScjpGrZBqu
「現在是誰應該害怕了?」43Please respect copyright.PENANA7F0FqPDgim
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「今晚開始,我已經找到新的自己。43Please respect copyright.PENANAlXFUAVxnGu
不再是妳的老師,只是屬於妳的情人。43Please respect copyright.PENANACnKBQr701a
我身上的每一吋,都是屬於妳的了。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAmpZFzQE4Y1
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他看著我微笑,眼神溫柔。 我把頭靠在他胸前,再次伸手握住了他半軟下來的陰莖,輕輕地搓揉用行動證明我的決心。43Please respect copyright.PENANADS0oInFwSH
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他望着我微微一笑,我把嘴唇貼近他的胸肌,溫柔地吸啜着他的乳尖。43Please respect copyright.PENANApx2e3oe8I2
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他忍不住低聲呻吟了一聲。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAklFXyNBmmA
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我抬起頭,狡黠地笑:43Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7ncSoGIOn
「你還對我這個老師有遐想嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAilGm3oLP9m
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他尷尬地笑:「已經不只是遐想這麼簡單了。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAqtORP6Zivj
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我滿意地笑一笑,然後爬起來,把我乳尖靠向他的嘴邊,43Please respect copyright.PENANAPK6UECoQJR
他用左手輕輕搓弄我的乳房 ,手掌貪婪的揉捏哪溫軟柔嫩,嘴唇靠在乳尖輕輕吸啜。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAL20DN9rxIT
我享受著這種親密的接觸的餘韻。像午夜裡的一杯紅酒。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAyiqY1xNwnn
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我們之間不需要太多真實,當然也不需要謊言。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAVGd5dEoa68
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我不是在背叛誰,也不是在尋找愛情。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKw2TDAkYoH
我只是終於承認,那個藏在老師、妻子、母親身份底下的女人,她還活著,而且渴望被觸碰。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKemfR874Kz
我們交織在一起,像兩條終於找到彼此的河流。 在黑夜中流動,不問終點,也不求永遠。43Please respect copyright.PENANAuQ9vrB2aIo
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<世界另一邊的訊息> 43Please respect copyright.PENANA6miourWH6f
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電話傳來訊息,是老公拜託我回家途中,在路口的便利店為他帶一點零食。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKjZulkIWVL
語氣很輕鬆,像是每日生活中重覆發生的事。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAD1mmxRYDRM
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我沒有立刻回應,只是盯著手機螢幕看了一會兒,43Please respect copyright.PENANAT0YlZMjt4c
然後輕輕回了一句: 「好。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAFBrbjaKim3
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那通訊息就像現實世界的鐘聲,敲碎了浴室裡的夢境。43Please respect copyright.PENANALxx8TqFgXI
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我知道,是時候該離開了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAgeYFKpAncS
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我輕輕吻了他的臉頰,然後從毛巾上爬起來,走進淋浴間,用暖水徹底沖洗身上的味道。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsAFR1nsjzm
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他躺在地上,目光始終沒有離開我。43Please respect copyright.PENANAJcYoJELSuX
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我全身赤裸在他面前沖洗。他的眼神裡有一種我看不懂的東西,像是想把這個畫面永遠封存起來。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAn5xoh4d0uS
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他緩緩開口:43Please respect copyright.PENANA3iJMeTtTol
「今晚是我第一次可以細細欣賞妳的身體。不再是參與者,而是觀察者。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAnnJq4MjtqQ
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他停頓了一下,像是在整理腦海中的影像:43Please respect copyright.PENANACwQ5ia4nmr
「沒想到當年總是藏在米色連衣裙下的妳,原來這麼……完美,這麼誘人。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAZGe0pXwvaP
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我一邊沖洗頭髮,一邊笑著問:43Please respect copyright.PENANAz7AX6j15Ba
「跟你想像中有什麼不一樣嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAfS4S5vnzu8
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他沉默了一會兒,才回答:43Please respect copyright.PENANAls356YhFvK
「我沒想到妳在保守的衣服下,有這麼豐滿的乳房,深深的乳溝加上白嫩皮膚⋯⋯43Please respect copyright.PENANA1MVW4JqZHX
乳型是我最喜歡的那一種,微微上翹的美麗曲線。我猜妳應該是33C吧?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANA0uRHVrpGMA
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女人總是會為受到讚賞而喜悅,我轉過頭,我微笑著輕聲回應他:43Please respect copyright.PENANAsXq2ll62ZR
「34C啊。因為我的背還有點肉喔。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAlpBZvS1Gnl
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他笑了,聲音裡帶著一點滿足:43Please respect copyright.PENANAepJU4hN3Q2
「我認為有點肉的女人才是最性感啊,所以我特別喜歡你的渾圓的白嫩屁股,很想再有機會從後按着它進入。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAzw7YZIpyiV
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我聽著他的話,故意轉過身,將臀部微微翹起,用手輕輕拍打,讓手指陷進白如凝脂的屁股軟肉上輕輕搓揉着。43Please respect copyright.PENANAb1BtVzmLzA
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他看著我,眼神裡閃過一絲驚喜。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAbhjitjk7KI
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我一邊微笑享受他的讚美,一邊從沐浴間走出來,用乾淨毛巾把身體擦乾。43Please respect copyright.PENANArCAKtZpwxx
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我站在長凳前,抬起一條腿踏在長凳上,從小腿開始,把腿上的水份盡量擦乾。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnE37DHXNTa
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他仍舊躺在地上,目光不曾移開,靜靜欣賞著我的每一個動作。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAm8hbTaupVK
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忽然,他輕聲說:43Please respect copyright.PENANARVInjQDtEY
「原來一直被連身長裙遮蓋的雙腿,是這麼修長嫩白,我相信你穿起絲襪和高跟鞋的時候,一定會很誘人。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAo3ICzbmEO8
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我擦乾身體,穿好內衣褲,坐在長凳上,垂下長髮,用毛巾包住濕漉漉的髮絲。43Please respect copyright.PENANAQXdgk2DjcR
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一邊對他甜絲絲地笑:43Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ1Ynu0fU3
「只要你喜歡,我什麼都可以為你穿上。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAW1Xh1ZB1pF
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最後當我開始把黑色絲襪穿上的時候,他轉過來蹲在我旁邊,膽怯的開口問我:43Please respect copyright.PENANApN80dPJYkK
「這個……」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAxNkb1ao1Pm
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他指著我手中的絲襪,聲音輕得像怕打破什麼,43Please respect copyright.PENANA2m72ub49xm
「可以留給我嗎?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAvbHh9OK6N5
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我愣了一下,然後笑了。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAHkz1Wr0KDq
他看起來像個忘了帶功課的學生,急切又小心翼翼,實在太可愛了。 43Please respect copyright.PENANACnfz646z6m
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我把還套在小腿上的絲襪脫下來,放在他掌心,然後甜蜜地輕輕吻了他。43Please respect copyright.PENANAcUCrDkmKRx
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我堅持不讓他送我回家。43Please respect copyright.PENANAvnchoXWNSF
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我不想因為我的來訪,打亂他明天的生活節奏。43Please respect copyright.PENANAfckOLIWnhb
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他依依不捨地把我送到門口,我只是留下一句話:43Please respect copyright.PENANAt1Fd5QQ0uW
「下次見面,我會換上妳最喜歡的那一雙絲襪。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAzckGJMhhQt
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他在門口看著我,眼神裡有一點失落,也有一點釋然。43Please respect copyright.PENANA8DM6Zm6IXz
我踮起腳尖,親吻他的唇,然後轉身,走入夜色中。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAMkPTtJkKk2
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街道已有秋意,風吹過耳際,涼意滲入肌膚。43Please respect copyright.PENANATaLr8HDgP3
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我一步步走在回家的路上,心裡明白一件事: 我不是回去扮演誰的妻子、誰的老師。43Please respect copyright.PENANA0hQUNc6VbV
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我只是回來,繼續活在兩個世界之間。
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**第二部正在進行中,歡迎大家留言給予意見和分享感受,讓我有動力繼續創作,謝謝大家。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnbH0Xxzj7c