They were right behind me. The shadows. I don't know from who they are and why they aren't where they belong. Mine was also gone. I knew it. I knew it since it told me it gave up. It left me alone and now im getting haunted by those others shadows. I don't what they want from me. Are they here to replace my shadow? If that's what's happening... then I won't trying to make them leave. I don't want a new one. I wnat my old. It was there at my darkest times. It saw me crying, being happy, being angry, being jelous and feeling loved. It was mine and it was there. Now its just gone, lost somewhere I'll never go to. The new shadow? It would need to learn first, I'd need to explain everything again, I'd need to get used to it's slight different movements. But.... would I notice it anyways? It looks like my old one and it kinda behaves like it, but it feels different, though only a little. Should I let it? Or does it really wnat something else? How do I know? Would it also just leave me? I've starred at those empty spots where my shadow should have been so often, wondering if it could be the same again, if it wouldn't be so bad as I think. Maybe im overreacting..... maybe im scared of a new door that has opened.... maybe I want nothing more then my old shadow, my old memories and everything we experienced. Is it so hard? Is it so hard to try to trust this new one? Yes... it is. It is very hard. It feels like im betraying my shadow.... my old shadow. It feel like im forgetting what had happened back than. But.... something tells me to try, what's me to try. So I do, I'll face those shadows. Maybe they'll be good, maybe not. Maybe they'll go past me, maybe they end up being a part of me forever. I will know....