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一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEwCeeOqi0
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjOvTvyrKj
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zZAEIM8c6
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDme5AmuQDX
一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWbHfCU4z7
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL9SJL822r
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO1RbeOp9W
高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB6UI2MztR
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwYttPujva
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FpOLKyjOB
一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O29EXEUGs
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GmdCg2LEX
他傳球，然後靜靜站著，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWsNKrTnch
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7QJUXSza5
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7cbNELAmt
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaPTZqc6PH
一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbgomz0DK7
從不打他，而是打他的母親。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4Bv4u6Wjs
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw4Zj0KbBE
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOqMsmy2au
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5lJCPpqjB
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt07vdNOHwE
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTKqHKNPom
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI4kP0eFJg
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hs6CQSyal
十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRk4eOee00
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkRVXnXcI0
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiHSrPixte
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX7LsBOLdi
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWUhzQIe1W
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfRUKuXLKe
為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3NBdEnZlf
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8i9j9A8MX
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3iM14QX4G
啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBLaSPStqD
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVFJEXlGuu
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjmVQcyvud
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KjcyfdzRl
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCLYb8l3lZ
一季已經記不得了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvbcMQz4LE
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeakksGLyyK
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9GX41TNnf
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrKSw8sINi
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj8oYUZ2r7
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFtZfK9W3Y
一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmdP3zYaz7
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE40X24QvQ4
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocAWNBcmOw
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdPzywimLj
他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F5mxELjN1
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVE8nLon6h
他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstTYJbUZ9T
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o2YZcJ0ro
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPCPleaONS
一季匆匆開了窗戶，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52GVpy886T
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXynoRTss0I
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK2aKCGtHw
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz5gxIlRHg
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcheuZccLw
一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnnwUFG9st
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk6WyMFxgj
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuZP1LNk5K
旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5mgDF6pqY
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3L79SO3aW
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKc64qFsFJ
一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsQM4ApkC1
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtlbEQHtm2
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sQeHck7g2
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBC8PzOeDP
他發現一季在發抖。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBsEbZ7c8B
又或許是在哭呢？20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDutgPlwzkj
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok0Nm9UOO2
所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1jdBR1hn3
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl0mmJPhPY
一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMwJrdSr7e
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i3RH8Kdgw
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXtgfk16SP
那一夜他們睡在地板上。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH0aHR2CgT
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKorOql9OqS
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBk3qLtaVI
從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnrPQUsIf8
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuZc2ebaDt
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIkxpjwUG9
他們大學考在不同地方，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWT4o03w1M
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJl61tGuE4
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ0nzxOkAS
他想著，拖了又拖。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLruFO6KrDg
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJFdTWmpLY
最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw2GenHTGf
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE7L0V15VI
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB5VF5atiE
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTExxJ8LPw
一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7yC5ZB1aA
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a451WVSRR
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZOKTrTPMx
旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GTIxOfVGO
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKenx3GRvRn
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ab5jnlrPW
一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSitymhHdgd
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnnU1R5O3O
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhCCHjW1bf
他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh506pOBmE9
他不喜歡這滋味。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQciYcdamO
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHriuutNGo
那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7IyQbwWCO
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDag7cu1za6
從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U4ta5n8pj
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4iAnvWlpm
一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkPpzSplRw
和女人，也和男人。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGtZJaiND2
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z0gvxCrmF
總會想起母親離開那一夜，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfh5GjHC0V
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFngimeHKn
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2PO2Udq0T
卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB7Aqumxww
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VQZJAXnVk
他們再次見面是在高中同學會。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A78hIwSyO
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPfTuP6UMU
大家都是社會人士了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHeiFAZQ2F
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe6qNMNKnj
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX8dqeWr4K
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1iqGPZrOZ
旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEudfHejJ6S
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP9mq1VBMS
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau1g7IdClR
一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4KI16D8gu
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLRbAlnqwF
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnptledAdj
大家都變得成熟了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseCm8vayWl
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n30uAB29X
某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tH24puhc3
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzIWabWGOy
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1JrW0kNuA
但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyLkOMiBqW
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEhMg7Kvgd
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIaVKypUhG
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvmhjwr2Q7
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD0UYhLtbJ
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhxgtSuqPd
他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSGj4BPRi7
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgoQVD2APC
一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Jv5lalAh
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7UN98c1tY
或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6rCl0yO0j
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10YKFD80X1
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolBX4KcsCo
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOkzmT8OYY
大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYxr2mb4NE
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c40YooZSo
聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmliZU2957l
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytDor87iV3
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIs5xg3tL9
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDdmeOhQDH
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs3x3B6huS
一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIouWPLTe3
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXuYsBnQFw
他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs42B0xSb6
那會令他太難受。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYzfCXBKve
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCOykyOxmh
其實一季自己也感到意外。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwvsQ8FWFy
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJOCzP8bx5
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAFLz5i5GW
飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryBiAEmUNL
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5xYgT9sQR
把他釘在了當場。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSPrQMzWAd
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzZTFLXzKJ
旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDwN6Hqv3m
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLTJGQicW0
一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56W6aCsb6o
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8lHl3D2vV
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb68YqX1N46
「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhyNdO2ALu
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KeTCWvIWm
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCTi4gTmrp
一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lXAavGqHV
他不再是當初的高中生了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GtCHpRPb6
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一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lxq1crtDB
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqbKchHeWT
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA9rICGrWc
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「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcwfpcKbyc
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一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCAhrDPDTd
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和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4ZxghsYOL
他捻熄了菸。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1nzK96kad
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旭忽然就吻了他。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYouprB6ryV
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HszOcJ8v5
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6CvUUY5Ni
這個吻來得太倉促，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nwQiWiVMV
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDMdxo7Idy
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他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsxgub3vIK
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvg5pRCNUv
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNANfVwtgF6
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M2HxqiBpc
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38mk4QSywc
他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtmiO62Al1
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZVNLDKB10
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKbhsoTIy0
一季不是第一次與男人做，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL71yweVrG
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo9fEtkz6U
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBbhjLgxjp
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OMM2Kf2Mn
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDj7gZTPO0
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaR1YZTzmX
一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31eNTBZTzZ
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6uAKavt0N
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHcGhM1umN
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQz49FUvR7
如果一季是柴薪，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0bYM36Zhj
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf8ufJg7zv
他嚐過了這滋味，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fVzlKIk8o
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex7VF8Qg9q
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwcwqO176k
那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga535fqjAY
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwW9QETMPZ
在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2YvTuI20U
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnAzF2CZg4
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbbwvNIVaD
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhcIKqvCzo
就讓旭渾身發燙。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmakrVvxS49
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旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCDMbrgLhf
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFCFTdxpVY
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他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxhtPqR9b2
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxQ6HekjB8
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8grzAd28C
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34Srz7SQiA
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隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ChNFkb7h2
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaEXnZANjV
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旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GutwnF1LR
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoqI4Cy5uu
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavHviq8inb
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除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqXUrMplLK
20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcTV2wR007
一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQydOteamq
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG8oWQYBF7
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一季唇角動了動。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgyK5YwWR0
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErEqDIuqEy
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最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV22BVMa050
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就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1GXKwRxSP
很想很想。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14Z0UxXvNM
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所以一季急急地就走了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEKGHveI6c
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旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa9AW3l5qQ
安安靜靜的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f40FosjaQ
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或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNQ8iH2glI
一季這麼猜想。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj9shfT7gB
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一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBrXHSXrzw
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAnOZpjtbY
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或許生命本該如此，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdwJL4BRsn
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZakCLFh5g
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6tq2kGazm
蒼蒼茫茫。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycZDfa0vtk
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一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2JRrEzkSP
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但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKNzCRVPLD
那時他應該是笑得出來的。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4Bi6eGpn3
能足夠堅強，20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZa0LbmTMZ
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuvFI5yNXK
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問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMixEDXtTa5
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在多年以後。20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGDY7grz0H
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