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一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rUDkAB8Oq
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb11842tdqu
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFqy94UzXC
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一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP90QrZQdVU
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns2gh2fBdi
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHHYKF8CAG
高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4o5yeW4yW
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8byyy3ZhgB
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIJxC2fkN1
一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLAbFyq0Fd
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PUQunWtZm
他傳球，然後靜靜站著，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qzg7jnW3c
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoN8HPmWKv
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJHCUHG2m5
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBZdP28u0B
一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhCL2pHbDP
從不打他，而是打他的母親。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wwzeZJav5
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT8TSHXjLu
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4FJr3VaMc
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBcxmTb0Gt
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aEoTlYYsk
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvjM0GyDBD
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEReuM6AenL
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ871NSyamQq
十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CWuOj0hoW
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvybXbPW0I
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0J1BVBsKj
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sTypqBFOp
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9Fpcxbgcr
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1FitL0mgt
為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB3qPalPdg
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkHjYr4Xzj
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcWHx1ybzp
啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRvmTW16Hq
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPikvdL9TL8
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJzwvZOApt
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVSFKfo4L4
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNZDhzj5o6
一季已經記不得了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUwCod3Say
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UJfrOgk0R
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzkO0KXOwd
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo7ITeyJXm
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkdMklc2tI
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g2Vwao9UP
一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jGfBowudg
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hzaxl6PTT
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZRoSHE3l6
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniTnYfXImg
他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOaa1z59Gd
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOetTyhTQEs
他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ5ERMokOY
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5HIBgp22A
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFlFp1LtFQ
一季匆匆開了窗戶，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL90U1kGrY
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPthQcEbt1G
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4b27yne95
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzriVQ6XrSC
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgXbTn9fOy
一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDW6ZUgo9X
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVRaLOG6Wy
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyElJ4xPdW
旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bdaCiVVHn
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9nFbh0YA4
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsQYhbs7MH
一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqCPRnHOv4
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu8k4vxszE
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ib8RoLD0V
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0oiJlCpbV
他發現一季在發抖。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMink6Y9tcI
又或許是在哭呢？35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPSg0w7fv5
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziEEgR5hPM
所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcm1WjZ7rW
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fTsI3zEZz
一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaFQZOwWQk
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7lFg6cAe6
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoHZZyDRrz
那一夜他們睡在地板上。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO7f3P2x6S
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkzBERDuGv
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieBxfgIYVH
從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPwiI3Zoa5
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYJvd94tga
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ7Z73qNVh
他們大學考在不同地方，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwHNxjeqpq
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiNOJrs49z
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ACgCibSbc
他想著，拖了又拖。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDzxxIO0o8
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3FDgDi1Co
最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHiogZoCXa
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7lmoSch48
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nXqF34lu9
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6glIQdvWkf
一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDpUxUzNku
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG99kZVIAgR
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb2BCOEBR5
旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3X01P63vv
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW19SbCCAhH
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFBWZCv2ed
一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2idwYqafuv
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMC1WNwKt4
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC47b7IMgc
他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqmleFXYFi
他不喜歡這滋味。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMz7lKmqZB
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScZtmJyWIL
那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWan4ZSe4Z
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn57jEC0H8
從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKRTELCQDN
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGyiDcCYSt
一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxvWnFFsiE
和女人，也和男人。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7pinoSfPw
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFW28Ncczu
總會想起母親離開那一夜，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvJsTkcOqN
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX8u7vFVEy
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgVtM2W9EG
卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfdUOXOuu0
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCUFmkJzfB
他們再次見面是在高中同學會。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1cJgApkJL
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtbi2foWUg
大家都是社會人士了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDxW6nKQ12
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7cScLzaQo
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYp1ZkCdHl
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVYuUhVivY
旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3qqgOxuB9
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzL5oJpL3V
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbNcIGgX5L
一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe9HFMHker
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95SHVFiict
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvTB9RBWPf
大家都變得成熟了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm1FSqxDC7
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjcWHKEEcQ
某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlHQ6eFnm3
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZHFFzLY1Z
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcd75gvjJM
但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7ZjuqHELj
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCimbVrew7V
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHYQSWcoJn
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqkfLM8MHU
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA0xAnTbQk
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJwAbsKRIx
他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH4EoHD3aP
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi9r9I1tbL
一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFV5nlNfpk
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOFL1l8qWp
或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkcC4H1hin
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7i8UbnF3P
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVW15vIbFI
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkPIPD16jT
大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaIf8yqm3w
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jljB1FoHk
聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rgUFikMw4
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Vv4V5g6v2
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEeNRvmKSd
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVj0xiDRpA
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYkncB36cT
一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB79AhpW4M
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc4lpwLW2r
他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Ti6gMJg8
那會令他太難受。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuSb1KrKLO
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAHjv9jg6I
其實一季自己也感到意外。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaa83QVIY0
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiew4JF0utC
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGujbVutPIa
飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2APPATSjG
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFtMPHO2xN
把他釘在了當場。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAWZq7oJQh
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUfC2WOJeA
旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3elVMorNBU
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrT5dPzz6K
一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0X3bNAjGs
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaVQG1iUuo
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQHqsGGyYG
「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWkdxqg7zy
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYiG40wZWa
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ua4hysKhs
一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR1POJb8h6
他不再是當初的高中生了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzJfMkpXBP
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一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2gXoJZRWb
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BniPelkks
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FzN4JATIM
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「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9Oa7s6iup
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一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSAtMHuaTX
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和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEubKYo86mV
他捻熄了菸。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOc2uq70t9
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旭忽然就吻了他。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7tIkSJGRw
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzcNC4hdsH
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwrRMPeTnr
這個吻來得太倉促，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYoFMqOFuz
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TvBLaQEUd
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他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlTwA1kSvH
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWsESxw4ps
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCKZLyP4oS
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I4SR9CnC0
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffjyet6XKo
他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgNesMKxaI
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLI4j30IiC
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwVjocPdF5
一季不是第一次與男人做，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAybNSEtVro
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hdyn8l2iv
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaALJat0muB
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSGUcS4GUS
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBppN6xRKhY
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9n8VJGpu4
一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemdQmDuRve
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFvU3XbkDU
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcxEYNYMjD
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9WE22y6QZ
如果一季是柴薪，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayzaGsZ2wK
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL466JPc8C
他嚐過了這滋味，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzALyGfpVTn
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc4bF2nUMJ
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那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlm1HRuqV4
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUMERqQRUH
在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbnaqFHWqk
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GHb8BrqVd
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxCEnti4Tl
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxTeBeYyOb
就讓旭渾身發燙。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgt6NCPgks
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGdSmmWyE5
旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVDS6Q2sY6
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVT06KSfaE
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他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1Zb9TAMwM
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tYLQxXbNQ
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUsWEoVWJm
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxOYeNRI7D
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隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalafEDxoKE
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW1hnLxzEp
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旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ2Rx5BBno
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9QeHCtTfR
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT5oQiTU1t
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除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTssjUNR9Y
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一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDkF89Cvrc
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu9hiJ1Cj3
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一季唇角動了動。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsoDGRM366
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwFj7m5Qtz
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最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3wDVkdBdH
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就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkUXtJoaRN
很想很想。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvDw5YglyX
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所以一季急急地就走了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83uWQkZN3Z
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旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6FHj0Atcv
安安靜靜的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqUAS8mlLW
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或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyx8ppi9FI
一季這麼猜想。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ125ZL9gP35
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一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcibQ45TPJO
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVXMF0bjP2
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或許生命本該如此，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJwYbssvHm
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIEj44VEuE
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkkHCrQIfj
蒼蒼茫茫。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigddre8QEv
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一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBuLx8lmnJ
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但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiyXv18r0o
那時他應該是笑得出來的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJond76AlO
能足夠堅強，35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccJEAPdVSX
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqiinf9KUC
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問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMScc3Aks4
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在多年以後。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTbKpgaRaW
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