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一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOyX8WjZik
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UJXkS0RKC
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV7zANHMSR
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一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl0NweE43W
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp5rKqoce4
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高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusAEkk15J0
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxADtGROVRe
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一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj5JFPeYq9
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他傳球，然後靜靜站著，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30MayqNeb2
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eXp1AS3Wx
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcKo5T90Lg
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一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxAaUai4b6
從不打他，而是打他的母親。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF286ngb36o
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSppqa6PxHX
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB2XIyScag
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6F2UG1bln
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s74aYL8hj
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqlb7mtEqQ
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi6whaZJpm
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十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanW4djwdA8
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7dBur5FkM
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAuo3oEFST
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0ZfiVaJug
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkY4gEDmHh
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為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47MUYgAnuu
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOEdTQJnC8
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啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhpusE2oDa
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJINLgLn08w
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4xP2EYEus
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcjbNHSCI7
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZfrLxQXk9
一季已經記不得了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJqpfF5QiP
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5gi6CzF5K
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSkjwuIdEO
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tcGjr9bNo
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwLaVR8rE2
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一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fl3m17N0c
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDpNd2sEUx
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfFJcFq2p7
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他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz8OBM4INP
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq8CjMc2Pl
他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMntE6HKrf9
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5xtcEqDpt
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一季匆匆開了窗戶，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkeXPuVkf7
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh4Jp2HACB
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibhRceIfDT
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczdanl0SNT
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一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsddVeIDCFe
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb0gxii9LD
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvTB4gvtwe
旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItatu3WgBO
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SD47CsErj
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一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDLPW2cDY5
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPyu8wFnQi
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUcfFJp4UR
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他發現一季在發抖。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTuQ899KBH
又或許是在哭呢？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfzawBUb4k
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所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2CpaGjYbI
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaZOCFHiI6
一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5VqzsHmpJ
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPiLhvipQm
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那一夜他們睡在地板上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrsknBpWIW
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvalFEF4EZ
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從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWU5kk5x7s
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyQnZbuNM4
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他們大學考在不同地方，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPVwKuiAL4
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOseFGAVRH
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他想著，拖了又拖。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KAViY0qLZ
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最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO5EC3rq7o
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbhO58YrcM
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil7qibTVRL
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一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdFfI2lCqn
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV2WGZpPT9
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9kuIPKSWV
旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvubJJsD4sH
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8lsGEl0sM
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一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zv9Cx2Xph
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm9Yy7CYvD
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ270pUJSwIY
他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSi8afK7S4
他不喜歡這滋味。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcNlrtVZvy
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那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFCQ4CcNAD
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從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZl2tfWThb
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一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoza7L8tSe
和女人，也和男人。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRw4OUZZr6
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshayccuGkM
總會想起母親離開那一夜，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ26AV9EYW6
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8Us3jOme6
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卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEUfL8NGd7
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他們再次見面是在高中同學會。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeqIXyBTsn
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大家都是社會人士了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7mzZwHGkU
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh67w4xnssm
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf0iBk5T8A
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旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ919klIsX28
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZMlPQZROq
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一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UdlfrJawr
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzXyUcxe9y
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大家都變得成熟了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hVDrSagjb
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某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb8NHrFHUt
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJsduppbSV
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但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XmbBkP09y
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK10jPQFpp
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iwtxZdmpH
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lQv106UCK
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI5OSyNazR
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他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iyIJgDEGr
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一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbPTu2Utk0
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或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jMqbZVwYU
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6A2KWeuF8
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxo7UnKbfs
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大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaTw7T6uxD
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聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbyRnOhG2c
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9ODjrxosc
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBELB90BEh
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZEP8qpwdu
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一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifXIH7QAxD
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他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa52yLSy1Hp
那會令他太難受。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRSptuT1Rx
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其實一季自己也感到意外。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB8oYa6FOU
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE9MDvmLHs
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飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCQK02CbSa
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr3PmK2ltu
把他釘在了當場。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PujYbT2dH
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旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz0Y7pHD3F
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一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVjHk7jsWn
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD8b0Am8pH
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「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmHCvCktU0
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEMCCYNQwe
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一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUiAv3l6mV
他不再是當初的高中生了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSIftiFp0f
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4EeQIRdA7
一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzRnaJIFlB
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQKw2xOYta
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzWuKw8sDV
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「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q3PgZJQ7o
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一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaLIWCEN80
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和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo4SnetuHs
他捻熄了菸。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgYl5KDBm2
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旭忽然就吻了他。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpegW0rAzmJ
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SIR40BXh3
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn2egkSQK4
這個吻來得太倉促，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1XU27VoMv
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYSW8s7Ruo
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他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAnD6kykPn
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8i0969Uc4
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKPYPLFYan
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBJQNoXDSu
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他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboT2p7q3XD
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtJOoJvD3A
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一季不是第一次與男人做，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfXd3gUm6X
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcIaADmxxG
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBT6lS3EgD
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwmalK61K2
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVGAuZDmuK
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一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eIrChlXEl
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHpyq3G0dJ
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWuGikBv2v
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如果一季是柴薪，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq3TeXY8wH
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84F3KP4iIS
他嚐過了這滋味，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrVnSSPZZL
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4ZvGwYZG4
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那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUNtkY3m6L
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在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv5yeWMxBO
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0I0QHbHip
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1DTeOZezq
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjECukLeVFy
就讓旭渾身發燙。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnDgzMZzcZ
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旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUz4xhUCOr
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5o9ES4kfF
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他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDf13t8DrY
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR04zZo3AXX
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxwUcyjk27
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVZY7D2AlK
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隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFHYB68lWo
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVwpwqh0Mz
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旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FKCzO0nBW
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRXcCPakn7
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW1f2hOLeT
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除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhHjbe8VZi
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一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WKnWHvRCP
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2NlacIrUs
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一季唇角動了動。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMDbgLMQDk
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bqk7mzp0x
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最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5VRygLZGE
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就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcY6xCbhxn
很想很想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3coI6sMbYJ
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所以一季急急地就走了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9ar5gaaK6
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旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJWGSNZd4m
安安靜靜的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW8CsD26DR
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或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fpooye1Bd
一季這麼猜想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJzMqMJLRn
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一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkspGdx317u
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUzbM1QMsI
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或許生命本該如此，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1ivy1CGEF
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9d8t3skqR
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rfernYL0H
蒼蒼茫茫。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd6tjBzjEp
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一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Rw1h0Hghi
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但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhqgj6laTJ
那時他應該是笑得出來的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClBvAxFWT4
能足夠堅強，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPm1IM5OtN
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7T9HQyXgW
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問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbFJLfbbd6
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在多年以後。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIaQdtFhom
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