21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1sk7bO3go
一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6BVYw6l7C
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa4P6YpIXr
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdFXEctBsx
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsjx3BOhaL
一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL7zjP2nre
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAQ7o3rEUI
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UgFGPsAZ6
高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk0w3cGtIF
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf01BTvrb2G
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaBfyp59Km
一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QsmPoVG6e
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLoI1C1E82
他傳球，然後靜靜站著，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe40Q1wt5Nh
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIEykNYJgx
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLqrKLiuJg
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaGUR1kwjh
一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vmSikPJt3
從不打他，而是打他的母親。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUj2wRnhax
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutCdTl5fYm
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61W8O3UOU6
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygCZDEKSk9
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X6FMnUsWv
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurNLRSB6YW
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN9kWjnDbo
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPnorZzDdG
十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawcESVMBDl
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s7sbfjjkY
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpSEcd1Md4
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgGxrYRe1r
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizZmrkZ8Ys
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTtdsy4U1f
為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoafDzqQYmQ
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDuaultCEr
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4fcuMf3tn
啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3RugjnxSM
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI8LNG9LEm
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKLoY5JjMM
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVSTzR20GC
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbf9AepYBr
一季已經記不得了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe6EmPe3NH
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX52UcXuey
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fQCEp3wWa
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhYHXygK8u
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3Zgz3HbdO
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjPMrFmVcc
一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf4BOea5sV
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tD7ugBZvL
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdCSMK6Ihy
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKApPOdn3I
他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGmsHFeUl5
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWwq0oJE72
他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjiokqVhiw
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslEKGSt4wE
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7ol5if9hE
一季匆匆開了窗戶，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYArSQ854D
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPdiytTdp9
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vPotFCg67
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjRcWgVgHo
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVax7g95zy
一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ryzXdcpVG
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3iKkZO3t6
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWRasqI6wl
旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWBiMzJswW
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk2f2xSAbJ
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWP4is49Ek
一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVssfvzDiN5
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtTpRiRyMv
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRNtzLsm07
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fyCbx6FpM
他發現一季在發抖。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhurrdqnVRR
又或許是在哭呢？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnlIdtY1gY
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9IHosJfvd
所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgMcDrTmhh
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD5Z9kcc1j
一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w63UTeROp
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcqadjnIph
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbChKiSNtZa
那一夜他們睡在地板上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrtzzP23S4
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggR0T9rzsM
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlZoHSsGJC
從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDysA2E3Gp
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0enkB8kpth
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sjXpvoAV7
他們大學考在不同地方，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4g4vbmSos
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBU2h3QkXl
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxP2ZniCWe
他想著，拖了又拖。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDxRfuXKvO
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8kugqYrtJ
最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4z15OMzlZ
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvYNTKUQc1
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtiEE0qB6X
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxAqaKOmIy
一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODELIR39Qo
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDf6OBRVTg
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac33oh8rvv
旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1KwnIPzRU
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D6Gqqk5im
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3PMFeuDoY
一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXDDqAX0JV
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tyHcKdGLb
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4k6q2WX6T
他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6cEEKOcaB
他不喜歡這滋味。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8TZ83eNAw
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGkNPm2JeN
那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBAbFvMLzN
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq6J3wUuna
從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1DdGb6r6D
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSV51sJgQt
一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDDuz26l8C
和女人，也和男人。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPyXgpDB0d
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA1aERTyaA
總會想起母親離開那一夜，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIyrTgNR6d
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYqqR1uAeO
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iGg8KCb9K
卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF5gkdLIz7
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTevZu1J6k4
他們再次見面是在高中同學會。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbCrvlv3P0
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHgCvQt6pE
大家都是社會人士了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugfydHKUUR
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O4oZARSpq
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vKVnz1mT2
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAuoyPuaqq
旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA63Fx5Cuny
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMDgZt84fU
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf9mmLQmau
一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSDnUKmcUl
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspf70YPjXm
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCItdwi3RJL
大家都變得成熟了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86wpqrSROY
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYTeXzflAz
某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX7dCGKQdL
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hJIuumeki
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOaNXg9NME
但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH7bk7DEQM
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgCQl7tK07
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FNtv4qGxK
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6esIlI29e
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrZ0IiTEhQ
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9Xq0s10QG
他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFFwz5rn8w
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dP3YMsi8n
一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EfHOoYwOh
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFsS7jTBc5
或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdOpcd0uGe
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90TI0NQiRg
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuNQumYUsK
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6QiqaESGo
大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMA70NGyml
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEnEHBlpXm
聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsYmyD8HvL
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE9Xg0oBCr
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmLPb694Xc
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRA4OjEXj4
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZskSVNke2N
一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wbVaa2eGO
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fOeDhDooP
他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vQrwRrotu
那會令他太難受。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpVNBEw5wL
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBwkXpq2i3
其實一季自己也感到意外。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFvOih3eFy
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2PwefIB3t
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZK6aBhBpE
飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsqNBWzKxu
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLEv6nLY2p
把他釘在了當場。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW9z3ZDXWB
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRNp9WuwPD
旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSbud3yeyy
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXwktfhcon
一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp2iicyQx2
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJFtadUZ4w
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBhWXoBSAr
「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF2co4dKH6
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SY4p55wL7
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQtqZFOSeq
一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDDcFF80zw
他不再是當初的高中生了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AK6c0aY0y
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DMW7vxMkm
一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF8m1mhSp5
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAw6fJjT53
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h9gFMqMV3
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVg2gpQM40
「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Con5K6Xpv
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFopvolkIt
一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKrVPEraip
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF1966HKp6
和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA5zI0xrWm
他捻熄了菸。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF5qodTmVI
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35Yl7NKjDx
旭忽然就吻了他。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKdFfQRSX0
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzw4J3dsVb
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEPJ7UPvEm
這個吻來得太倉促，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO436TnYvE
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrzQlUj7me
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUUKmszhIB
他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGqC47K272
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGKXVFwJGV
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIESg17tWR
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbuPUXbwho
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxEQvtKGHY
他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlklyIJldRM
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZYJNPXF04
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgavNvPtvat
一季不是第一次與男人做，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzboVRRjMNQ
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeggw0Anpxp
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXalG3zHlm
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEZLJ0fF7z
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaFhuzRwyD
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHVueeCQD5
一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89pmKF8DyL
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwIFiMTq8b
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpiEk1Erra
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQna7oPk3AP
如果一季是柴薪，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUqcHJfbsb
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8Eh0l2XVQ
他嚐過了這滋味，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwca4KQM8kB
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMsybxgdVk
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ4iVvRmGK
那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3kzvJPq0X
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mp9YKpbEh
在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqNlbIYFzs
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhA4k0mh7i
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSuUd0semM
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6NMx0QC4p
就讓旭渾身發燙。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KVjBsumv6
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGXApEgdPx
旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqozK4UNYJ
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtHozBfEIy
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm7cGqX7NW
他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRyB6sEn9L
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lpdpGWzmH
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeC9HN5uWM
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhqImzExHd
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc1PmNngvA
隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4AVC8e2ic
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSfuM8Hor2
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGTOBz7rfB
旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd0oyW9DyG
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMmSeBnbGj
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0uOlECkU0
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE4H3iWoiZ
除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCC38Xmwi6
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd2Jo2ePUO
一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXsZaVVpJ9
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLczihB0Xz
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBTMVLzIhQ
一季唇角動了動。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbx7m3b0X3
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWGG2FJEBk
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWW9HX30r3
最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhaS3r34lR
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD5EqLYSY6
就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBPJ302X4q
很想很想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv15y9EluCj
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BfPkrQSrC
所以一季急急地就走了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmq7LG4d9H
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGgSjVQqRB
旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIZHAflaag
安安靜靜的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosnVspsDdz
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLvkN1fMSh
或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rKSIPdEYm
一季這麼猜想。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnlSvbNsDI
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkCKSPBvbC
一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM751vlrToz
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFqcay6Hij
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JMyTfXa3o
或許生命本該如此，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zt1GmZVMY
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluMecO5xFz
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBaI2G0IK6
蒼蒼茫茫。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKrPF2wLAF
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zfz3nE3ud
一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmHo8hirF6
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5eQGlRzgk
但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaacB1xGWY
那時他應該是笑得出來的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOgq36rnVr
能足夠堅強，21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaJmB7xKbp
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvGfinxqMQ
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqsXQxDMEv
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aDf3AHW1T
問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ792SvFDDXS
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXIBJuiFCl
在多年以後。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJrRPE7Ag7
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjSTVwQHix
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzxIZv0MaD
21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx33Gu3hUer
（完）
Penana
search
登入arrow_drop_down
註冊arrow_drop_down
