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那条信息是在晚上九点零七分跳出来的。那一瞬间,手机屏幕比窗外的阳光还刺眼。8964 copyright protection46PENANA4PxoA5y3j2 維尼
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“我们不适合,谢谢你让我平静的心再起波澜。”8964 copyright protection46PENANAGaIeLxJJcg 維尼
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我读了五遍,像是在确认它是真的。然后微信头像灰掉,聊天框冷冰冰弹出一句话:8964 copyright protection46PENANA9C22s45p9J 維尼
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我没动。甚至没愤怒。就是那种感觉——像电梯失速时的下坠,一秒钟,却够你心跳漏半拍。8964 copyright protection46PENANAuFRI4NLHy8 維尼
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我反复点进对话框,仿佛系统会突然恢复,好像页面会告诉他这只是个误会。他甚至试着给她打电话,语音提示却是一成不变的:“您拨打的用户暂时无法接通。”8964 copyright protection46PENANAJPT3vnqz7t 維尼
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她就这么走了,干净得像没存在过。8964 copyright protection46PENANAVdATQOgVJE 維尼
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屋子里很静。我坐在床边,空调运转的声音像是被拉长的叹息。阳光透过窗帘,斜斜打在地上,那种安静让我反而不敢动。8964 copyright protection46PENANAcQXWxAskNQ 維尼
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我一直以为,分手是一场争吵,或者至少是一场哭。但她只是拉黑我,就像撤回了一封投错地址的信。8964 copyright protection46PENANA89sA0mk2j9 維尼
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我靠着沙发,手机滑落在膝盖上。屏幕一闪一灭,我也不知道自己盯着它看了多久。8964 copyright protection46PENANAYv9k7uAG1A 維尼
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直到凌晨三点,屋里彻底暗下来,我才发现自己连灯都没开。8964 copyright protection46PENANACChMZEx0oS 維尼
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第二节:断崖之下8964 copyright protection46PENANAyvr8p1KWeD 維尼
第二天醒来的时候,阳光已经透进窗帘的缝隙,把房间切成两半。空气里混着昨晚没关窗的夜风味,干燥,又有点凉。8964 copyright protection46PENANAw8c31RjBuX 維尼
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我坐起身,脑袋像被什么重物压着。不是头疼,更像是脑子深处有什么东西卡住了,怎么都转不过来。手肘撑着膝盖,我低着头,盯着自己的脚趾发了好一会儿呆。8964 copyright protection46PENANAx6lh9dcvnR 維尼
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明明不过一夜,整个人像从另一个世界醒来。屋里一切都在,摆设没变,空气也没变,但我知道,有什么东西已经彻底不一样了。8964 copyright protection46PENANAhWbR8U1oRM 維尼
我开始意识到那种“撕裂感”并不来自心脏。不是情绪崩溃,不是难过得想哭。8964 copyright protection46PENANAmgLmTceUyX 維尼
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它来自更深的地方。8964 copyright protection46PENANAkQHIP1cEgX 維尼
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像是我的意识底部,被什么无形的力拉开了一道口子。不是痛,而是空,像灵魂的某个部分被抽走后,留了个空壳在那里共振。8964 copyright protection46PENANA2WnHOgCz5U 維尼
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我打开手机,看着通讯录里几位熟人,试图编出一个请假的理由。最终只是发了句“这两天我有点不舒服,先请几天假”。8964 copyright protection46PENANAmr6ATISiHu 維尼
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发送那一刻,我盯着手机屏幕,突然觉得自己的手像是别人的。指尖轻轻颤着,连关节都像是不熟悉的部件。8964 copyright protection46PENANATDfnDysxFk 維尼
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那种感觉很奇怪,不是梦,也不是醉。8964 copyright protection46PENANATbVkB8FatK 維尼
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我开始问自己:我是真的喜欢过她吗?还是说,我只是被那种“有人爱我”的错觉俘虏了太久?8964 copyright protection46PENANA8aqbUMOSzY 維尼
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可不管是哪一种,那条信息就像一根钉子,牢牢钉进了我的大脑最深的角落。8964 copyright protection46PENANA258dPvIwEK 維尼
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“谢谢你让我平静的心再起波澜。”8964 copyright protection46PENANAqS8rFL6JDo 維尼
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她的平静,我曾经觉得是拒人千里的冷淡。现在我才发现,那其实是我一直闯不进去的某个世界。我靠近过,却从未真正走进去。8964 copyright protection46PENANA0xxpUlvG6m 維尼
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我只是站在门外,猜测她心里的颜色。直到她把门关上,我才突然意识到,原来我连敲门的权利都没有。8964 copyright protection46PENANAcoulZk4CjZ 維尼
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洗了把脸,坐在厨房的小桌边,烤了两片吐司,倒了杯牛奶。一切动作照常,身体像记住程序一样动着,心却像被抽空了。牛奶送入口的瞬间,却猛地呛了一口,剧烈地咳嗽了起来。泪水被呛得滚出眼角,无奈的低着头笑了笑,觉得自己狼狈得像个笑话。8964 copyright protection46PENANAEHNa95ENF4 維尼
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换了件深灰卫衣,走出小区,沿着后街一圈又一圈地走。想找点事做,转移注意力,但脑子始终只有她的脸。8964 copyright protection46PENANAeoNvp1M95n 維尼
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走到小区旁的便利店,我站在货架前呆了三分钟,只拿了一瓶水。结账时,收银员冲我笑着说:“找到了吧?”8964 copyright protection46PENANAyWfUdjf7qZ 維尼
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我突然愣了一下:“什么?”8964 copyright protection46PENANAiMM2VmcoMT 維尼
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女孩笑道:“你不是刚才在冷柜前找梅子汽水吗?还在那儿喃喃自语来着。”8964 copyright protection46PENANA6NfeuKD0Xg 維尼
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一瞬间我怔住——我根本没说话,也不记得找什么汽水。8964 copyright protection46PENANAi65tcMBdvW 維尼
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“是不是记错了?”我小声问自己,额头开始冒汗。8964 copyright protection46PENANAUul09ufOla 維尼
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走出便利店,阳光有点晃眼。望向路边的梧桐树,忽然听到一个熟悉的声音。像是梅鸯的笑——她那种轻轻一哼,嘴角往下压的笑——从背后传来。8964 copyright protection46PENANA4jUmAIjuSZ 維尼
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猛地回头——没人。街道空荡荡的,只有风吹过的树叶在窸窣作响。8964 copyright protection46PENANAKrgcwBgsfP 維尼
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那种声音,明明就在耳边响起,甚至带着她平时调侃的语气:“你啊,总是太认真。”8964 copyright protection46PENANA3ocavyzrBn 維尼
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晚上,我终于还是给宋望打了电话。8964 copyright protection46PENANApNxld7R4Vt 維尼
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其实按平常的我,是不愿意在别人面前露出这种状态的。但那晚不一样。电话一接通,我的情绪就像被撬开的水龙头,根本关不住。8964 copyright protection46PENANACe5SNFTjLe 維尼
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“她说我们不适合,然后直接把我删除了。”我说的时候尽量让语气听起来平稳,可那种平稳里全是裂缝。8964 copyright protection46PENANAqYnFJh094W 維尼
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“我们没吵架,也没有任何征兆。”我顿了顿,盯着天花板,“就像……突然从一段熟悉的路上掉下去,地面没了。”8964 copyright protection46PENANAMFIXporvhY 維尼
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那头沉默了一会儿。宋望声音低:“兄弟,她不是唯一的地砖。你踩空这一次,下次注意别再走回去。”8964 copyright protection46PENANAtdkETT4GoS 維尼
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我笑了笑,不是嘲讽他,是嘲讽我自己。8964 copyright protection46PENANADK4qIQXZkq 維尼
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“问题是,我连怎么走到那块地砖上去的,都忘了。”8964 copyright protection46PENANA1eYbCGNPHW 維尼
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我没跟他说,我今天在便利店里,听见了梅鸯的声音。她调侃我的那句——“你啊,总是太认真”——清清楚楚,从我身后传来。我转头时,连个人影都没有。8964 copyright protection46PENANAmGeEfBeQNG 維尼
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我不敢说。怕他说我多想了,更怕他说,“你是不是该看看医生。”8964 copyright protection46PENANAkxcsRFqNau 維尼
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夜里我躺在床上,脑子像被塞进了一台坏掉的播放器,一直有噪音。那声音不是幻听,却又不属于任何语言。像是从什么遥远的频道里渗进来的碎片,断断续续的句子,有节奏但听不懂。8964 copyright protection46PENANArODjROnIVy 維尼
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我睁眼看着天花板,世界一片寂静,声音却还在脑子里缓缓旋转,像一圈低频的回音。8964 copyright protection46PENANApGgjHWvSJF 維尼
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我不知道这是不是幻觉,也不知道是不是神经出问题了。8964 copyright protection46PENANAtLvTtiOVD0 維尼
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