CHAPTER TEN : Kiss Me Like You’re Not Hiding Something35Please respect copyright.PENANA8pNIPzJPx8
(Her POV)
He touched her the same way.35Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZXZi6DmZm
His hands were still gentle.35Please respect copyright.PENANAHFWc7RwMnp
Still slow.35Please respect copyright.PENANAtS2GagoNMn
Still reverent.
But his kiss?
His kiss… had changed.
She couldn’t explain it—not with words.35Please respect copyright.PENANA7gwqsm6Uto
But she felt it.35Please respect copyright.PENANAZAFueqnn6A
Somewhere between the breath he took before his lips met hers…35Please respect copyright.PENANADwQZzxnGTP
and the silence afterward.
There was a kind of goodbye in it.35Please respect copyright.PENANAjD5kCfzTGd
A kind of “I might not get to do this again.”
He pulled away too soon that morning.35Please respect copyright.PENANAWfxhEw8IkI
Said something about needing to “review files.”35Please respect copyright.PENANAv55pheUPIF
Didn’t kiss her forehead like he always did.35Please respect copyright.PENANAN09tcWA7oI
Didn’t ask her what she wanted for dinner.
And yet, he looked at her like she was his air.
It was confusing as hell.
She spent the rest of the day pacing in her apartment.
Staring at her phone.35Please respect copyright.PENANAejqVdbZTkC
Checking if he’d text.35Please respect copyright.PENANAv35CLQYP8h
Telling herself not to overthink.
But every woman who’s ever been loved and then unloved knows this feeling.
That gut-level ache.
By nightfall, she was in front of his clinic.
No appointment.35Please respect copyright.PENANAZZSIRKxxKY
No plan.35Please respect copyright.PENANAzSFLlmBCPM
Just need.
She knocked.
He opened.35Please respect copyright.PENANACgz0RRTmDv
Surprised.35Please respect copyright.PENANAiwcQm9Q9tz
Shirt slightly damp.35Please respect copyright.PENANAeiE4x8HRTR
Hair tousled.35Please respect copyright.PENANAoO1M9Sz8CN
Eyes tired.
But his lips curved. “You’re here.”
“I couldn’t stay away,” she said softly.
“Neither could I,” he whispered.
He let her in.
She stepped close.35Please respect copyright.PENANACJHiH2FpTH
Tugged gently at his shirt.
“I want you to kiss me,” she said. “But this time…”
He looked down at her, brows furrowing.
“…kiss me like you’re not hiding something.”
Silence.
His jaw tensed.35Please respect copyright.PENANA6CP8RQ9iuR
Hands flexed at his sides.
Then, slowly… painfully… he leaned in.
And kissed her.
It was warm.35Please respect copyright.PENANAbsVVMTPwl8
It was slow.35Please respect copyright.PENANATWYQ5FnmGm
But it wasn’t honest.
Because she felt the tremble in his hand.35Please respect copyright.PENANAv28i5sPBlg
Felt how tightly he was holding back.35Please respect copyright.PENANAiN0EHkwdBC
Felt how scared he was to give in.
When he pulled away, her eyes were wet.
“You’re scared,” she whispered.
He didn’t deny it.
“What are you afraid of, Matteo?”
His answer came barely above a whisper:
ns216.73.216.238da2“That if you knew everything…35Please respect copyright.PENANA0tqHiHupEn
you’d never kiss me again.”