CHAPTER TEN : Kiss Me Like You’re Not Hiding Something37Please respect copyright.PENANAErJ4wT8l7r
(Her POV)
He touched her the same way.37Please respect copyright.PENANAO9imIFwhdg
His hands were still gentle.37Please respect copyright.PENANAFFoRvMYS47
Still slow.37Please respect copyright.PENANAK4snErzlRk
Still reverent.
But his kiss?
His kiss… had changed.
She couldn’t explain it—not with words.37Please respect copyright.PENANAZAeHA36Jcp
But she felt it.37Please respect copyright.PENANAgNE03vtp9P
Somewhere between the breath he took before his lips met hers…37Please respect copyright.PENANAdiKYt85ifZ
and the silence afterward.
There was a kind of goodbye in it.37Please respect copyright.PENANAFNe2GEgTZG
A kind of “I might not get to do this again.”
He pulled away too soon that morning.37Please respect copyright.PENANAjZi5d3mkaZ
Said something about needing to “review files.”37Please respect copyright.PENANAL4MmfgpCy4
Didn’t kiss her forehead like he always did.37Please respect copyright.PENANAvGnZkaZeft
Didn’t ask her what she wanted for dinner.
And yet, he looked at her like she was his air.
It was confusing as hell.
She spent the rest of the day pacing in her apartment.
Staring at her phone.37Please respect copyright.PENANACmpDey4gkV
Checking if he’d text.37Please respect copyright.PENANA5GPzNwJgdg
Telling herself not to overthink.
But every woman who’s ever been loved and then unloved knows this feeling.
That gut-level ache.
By nightfall, she was in front of his clinic.
No appointment.37Please respect copyright.PENANAgRFFy6mPkj
No plan.37Please respect copyright.PENANAzGvH2TvhR4
Just need.
She knocked.
He opened.37Please respect copyright.PENANA51NYMp2Rey
Surprised.37Please respect copyright.PENANAUVYOFXybVr
Shirt slightly damp.37Please respect copyright.PENANAjs6Hzi8JM4
Hair tousled.37Please respect copyright.PENANA9XabJ39xn7
Eyes tired.
But his lips curved. “You’re here.”
“I couldn’t stay away,” she said softly.
“Neither could I,” he whispered.
He let her in.
She stepped close.37Please respect copyright.PENANA2XRSxQ65w7
Tugged gently at his shirt.
“I want you to kiss me,” she said. “But this time…”
He looked down at her, brows furrowing.
“…kiss me like you’re not hiding something.”
Silence.
His jaw tensed.37Please respect copyright.PENANAxrtCd1Oy7W
Hands flexed at his sides.
Then, slowly… painfully… he leaned in.
And kissed her.
It was warm.37Please respect copyright.PENANAMS9GtcFnvy
It was slow.37Please respect copyright.PENANADivpARfmja
But it wasn’t honest.
Because she felt the tremble in his hand.37Please respect copyright.PENANAJYQsK78Mmv
Felt how tightly he was holding back.37Please respect copyright.PENANA1RSiW5X3DM
Felt how scared he was to give in.
When he pulled away, her eyes were wet.
“You’re scared,” she whispered.
He didn’t deny it.
“What are you afraid of, Matteo?”
His answer came barely above a whisper:
ns216.73.216.238da2“That if you knew everything…37Please respect copyright.PENANAH6xdylbBQO
you’d never kiss me again.”