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「我係琴日收到警署消息，你啊爸已經摔死左係牢房入面……」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns4OneFRSg
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啊媽既聲線空洞到好似敘述既一個我唔識既人，離逝既消息。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yl0H0mITx
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「日美……你啊爸佢其實一直都好內疚，佢覺得對你唔住。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEcu5YEUH5
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望見啊媽將每隻咬字儘量讀得好清楚，我也不想接受父親已逝去的這個消息，是事情發生得太突然了嗎？為何我已經毫無反應去面對父親，是因為母親的臉上已經替我表現出這份激動嗎？這份麻木，這份不安嗎？590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIcMHAmObt
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「明明……佢過多一個月就會放監……點解……點解！」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegXhg80Cm3
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「你可唔可以話我知點解！」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImIABzXQdY
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「點解要咁樣對我地兩母女！唔公平！唔公平啊！」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVWyc2stv1
啊媽一直坐係客廳到喃喃自語，有時語句顯得粗爆，有時低沉得像蚊子般聲線。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrX2vlKz90
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我從中一開始，啊爸入左係坐監之後，都末見過一個咁真咁激動既啊媽。啊媽每日放完工之後就粒聲唔出走左入房，我地從冇拎過哩件事出嚟傾，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFXsUImYIh
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啊媽激動完之後，臉上面只有一片死寂蓋在臉上，聲音顯得低沉而沙啞。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5XRLRb9QU
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「啊爸留低左遺言……佢好後悔自己所做既一切一切，佢覺得好對唔住你。」終於，激動的聲線開始重回軌道，我認得出，這才是啊媽在小時候經常和我談話的獨有聲線。590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNukzsgx00
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「全部都係……我既錯，唔關你事既，啊媽。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoyjnDmuhr
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我跪係地上面，扶住被我推撞之下跌左係地上面既一個女人，粗糙乾燥既手掌，我握緊啊媽既雙手，哩一刻我終於知道，原來啊媽一早已經冇怪責過我當年供啊爸出黎，啊媽一直好勤力咁做野，黎彌補對我所造成既不快童年，我一直都誤會左，啊媽一直對我既只有恨，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMjsDWsLtR
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我錯哂，我全部都錯哂，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q3YmKFe76
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「唔係，其實全部都係我既錯，如果當時唔係我不育……你啊爸就唔會走去强姦一個九歲既女仔……」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaimtnA60F
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啊媽講出了一D佢一直收藏已久既秘密，當年我年紀太少，實在唔應該知道咁多野，但係我依家大個左，哩D秘密係時候要有個終結，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9TKrLB6bj
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「諗番轉頭啊媽覺得好對你唔住，之前我咁樣對你……我良心好過意唔去……我就係唔知點樣可以彌補對你造成既傷害。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I5BczfNOJ
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温熱的眼淚從啊媽的臉滴在我的雙手，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6oK9LTOxu
我緊緊的擁抱着完成不似人形的一個虛弱女仔，黑黑的大眼圈，滿身啤酒的氣味，凌亂的一頭短曲髮，眼神裡仿佛只要逃不掉的欠債，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8ReHJRyFz
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「我一定會還哂所有債，然後同你過番正常既生活，你放心。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAQuTlkiXW
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Miss張堂過後，miss張依舊留低左我，同我傾左幾句，今次佢冇再話我堂唔俾心機聽書，因為我明顯已經好俾心機去聽書，發問。miss張只係為左上次我粒聲唔出，丢書包走左去果件事而煩住我，有好多野係越解釋越解釋不清，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ9oJf7Ujm
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「程日美，你知唔知你咁樣做………！」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHsRXoXjHQ
Miss就企係我前面，停頓左一陣之後，我決定鼓起勇氣講出哩一句異常正義既說話，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH5TiPevU6
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「以後我會好好照顧啊媽，絕對唔會再發脾氣走左去，我會俾心機去讀好D書。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaVVZw9MiJ
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講完出嚟之後，連我都唔敢相信哩句說話，竟然出至我程日美口中，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXhJct5262
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「你識咁樣諗就好，記住，你應承左我既，程日美。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JhtjF8O3K
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Miss張既眼神因為我既一句承諾，由厭惡既眼神變得重燃了光明，我唔知道佢知道幾多我既野。但係佢知道我已經變左，唔會再係以前果果任性，貪玩既程日美，590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUbC1sutkj
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「冇野既話，我走先la，miss張。」590Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmkyXQdU97
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