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這是我生命中最後一個星期六的早上,我和夢娜在狹小的廳中兩人獨處。406Please respect copyright.PENANAEHB18Yb06H
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夢娜一如以往地用她冷酷的眼神和不懷好意的微笑盯著我看,估計是又在盤算著要怎樣作弄我;我紅著臉,不敢正視她的雙眼。406Please respect copyright.PENANAnRj6rSytmf
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「對了,你盜用Angel的身體上學,是怎樣做到的?」我忽然想起了Angel的事,便問夢娜說。「不怕學校的人懷疑嗎?」406Please respect copyright.PENANAmNTZadidcX
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昨天和Angel相處的經驗,似乎讓我開始習慣和女生自然地談話了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAdTzHha2iqC
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「沒關係的,篡改記憶之類的能力,對我們死神來說不過雕蟲小技。」夢娜說著,繞起了二郎腿;此時才察覺到,她一直也是光著腳沒穿鞋子。可是那雙足部的肌膚仍是雪白幼細,未有沾上一絲塵土——我猜死神走路大概都是用飄的吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANAtlb3FiETTD
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「你們死神都會超能力嗎?像是瞬間轉移,隔空取物之類。」我望向夢娜,好奇地問道。406Please respect copyright.PENANACIjXEQIhru
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「沒錯,都是些執行任務必須要的能力......」夢娜微笑著說。「例如從地獄召喚出鎖鏈,把罪人捆綁在床上之類的......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAT7cQ0t9u9X
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「在床上」是多餘的吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANAux6I0S7BpA
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「而且,等級愈高的死神,能力愈強哦......」夢娜以半帶神秘感的語氣說。「例如一次過把一百個罪人捆綁在床上之類的能力。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAPXgFtvIhEK
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「唉?你這麼說,難道死神也有升遷制度嗎﹖」我無視夢娜後半段的話說。406Please respect copyright.PENANArUo7LCEbvm
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「不是的,」夢娜敞到沙發上說。「死神力量的等級,自成為死神的一刻起,就已經決定了,不能改變的。」406Please respect copyright.PENANA1FHdeNP9dp
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「那又是憑什麼決定的?」我禁不住好奇心,追問說。406Please respect copyright.PENANAPSzTjADarA
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「你沒必要知道那麼多吧.....」夢娜微皺著眉頭說。「反正像你這種人,是不可能成為死神的。」406Please respect copyright.PENANA63RCF4iGEW
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夢娜說得沒錯,我這種無能的毒男,怎可能勝任死神的工作呢?手無縛雞之力的我,大概連鐮刀也拿不穩吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANA0G5V5cUrMU
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「只是,好奇問問罷了......」我望向一旁說。「那麼你,又是怎樣成為死神的?」406Please respect copyright.PENANA8H7RcErJNo
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「我啊?」夢娜抬起頭,閉上眼睛,雙臂掛在沙發背上,帶著陶醉的表情說:「我可是在一百三十八年前,生在皇室貴族的美麗公主哦......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAkjUlH5hNde
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夢娜她的出生,果然非同凡響的高貴;就如同她現在的身姿,一副高高在上的女王姿態。406Please respect copyright.PENANAmMqvm9cDmF
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「擁有冰雪聰明的頭腦和傾國傾城的美貌,在死後受地獄之主的賞識,獲賜予了死神之力。」夢娜說罷,張開了眼睛。「怎樣?像你這種人根本無法想像吧。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAar9omeVk8b
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沒錯,我這種出身寒微的可悲毒男,根本無法想像生於貴族是怎樣的一回事。夢娜無論是生前還是死後,也是比我高貴得多的存在啊﹗但縱使身份如此懸殊,她還是為了死神的任務,紆尊降貴來到我家;而卑微的我居然拒絕了她,我還真是不識好歹。406Please respect copyright.PENANANXZQjnxEXK
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回想起初次拒絕夢娜的那個晚上,她似乎一眼就看穿了我對Sarah的心意,難道這也是死神的能力﹖406Please respect copyright.PENANA9J98R2UIjV
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「那麼,你們死神,有讀心的能力嗎﹖」我追問說。「不然,你怎會知道,我喜歡Sarah的事?」406Please respect copyright.PENANAPGXiF6c7Jl
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「沒錯,我能看穿人類的心,」夢娜注視著我的雙眼說:「但那稱不上讀心哦,只是能片面地感覺到,人類內心的感情狀況。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAgh5LfH1hoU
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原來是這樣,聽罷我鬆了一口氣——既然只能感受感情狀況,那我腦海中無法自控的那些糟糕的幻想,也就不怕被她發現了吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANAhxhxoeSqMD
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「喂,我好像感覺到,你正在想下流的事情哦﹗」夢娜瞇起雙眼說。406Please respect copyright.PENANAX0ZPXwjW2E
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「咦,沒有吧,是錯覺吧﹗」我慌忙望向一旁,避開夢娜的視線。406Please respect copyright.PENANA6m0M58r3Vf
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「沒關係的......」夢娜臉上的笑意加深,以輕柔的輕線說:「想要的話,就跟我說嘛......」說著又站了起來,把身體前傾;臉湊近過來,雙眼凝視著我,左手放在餐桌上,右手慢慢地伸向我的臉。406Please respect copyright.PENANAaAwkGMa3MI
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我額冒冷汗,紅著臉,緊張不敢動彈。406Please respect copyright.PENANAdJAk9FjUwz
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在夢娜的指尖即將觸碰我的臉頰之際,她忽然停住了手——夢娜皺起眉頭,抬頭望向一旁,一言不發,似是突然感應到什麼的樣子。406Please respect copyright.PENANAVpahwP0e9y
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「夢......夢娜?」看見夢娜這奇怪的舉動,我疑惑地說。406Please respect copyright.PENANA1d4Ht7ywaD
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「有新的任務,我要走了,對不起哦,阿仁。」夢娜伸手輕輕撫了我的臉頰一下,撫得我頭皮發麻。406Please respect copyright.PENANA3LHVbnllIv
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「好好享受她的生日派對吧,我會在家裡等著你哦。」說罷,夢娜便化為黑霧,消散於空氣之中。406Please respect copyright.PENANABr2s2tp8ZK
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轉眼之間,夢娜便在我的眼前消失了;這個狹小的客廳,瞬間回復到原本孤清的面貌。406Please respect copyright.PENANATbV6gjNLEl
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她說有新的任務,那就表示香港某處即將有人死去了吧——世界這麼大,無時無刻也會有人去世;而作為死神的她,必須馬上趕到現場,把死者的靈魂引導回地獄去。406Please respect copyright.PENANALWrYYB6GRh
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待我去見過Sarah最後一面之後,就是我的靈魂被夢娜帶走的時候了吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANAo3aHlnz3Bj
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我望向牆上的掛鐘,差不多要準備動身去Sarah的家了;回到睡房,坐在床上,抱住那隻預備作生日禮物的鬆弛熊布偶,腦海中再次浮現出那個笑容。406Please respect copyright.PENANAtXxh8csUgz
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那個我每朝也期盼著,單單看見便讓我心跳加速的,那個甜美的笑容。406Please respect copyright.PENANAe7k3YyuJuZ
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想到她的事,心中不禁燃起千絲萬縷。406Please respect copyright.PENANA58ZJpUdyk7
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她收到我的禮物,會高興嗎?406Please respect copyright.PENANAZZYQX571IX
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她接過禮物時,會露出怎麼樣的笑容?406Please respect copyright.PENANAuSLaCezWqA
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她收到禮物後,又會對我說些什麼呢?406Please respect copyright.PENANAcP1MLjt9ax
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好期待啊,不過已經是最後一次了吧,能與她說話的機會。406Please respect copyright.PENANAK3XDhLphyd
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還得向她道歉呢,為了昨天的事;也很想在死前告訴她,我對她的心意。406Please respect copyright.PENANAN9X44KEV3i
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不過,不可能吧,怎可能說得出口呢﹖406Please respect copyright.PENANAxAicEbNgNI
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更何況,一定會被她拒絕吧,拒絕我這個沒有將來的人。406Please respect copyright.PENANAGobhQm0hzz
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但至少要和她好好地道別啊。406Please respect copyright.PENANAqrOPUCmda0
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不知道她,會不會為了我的死而流淚呢?406Please respect copyright.PENANA8hzPRUbOg3
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Sarah她,不像我這種住公屋的窮等人家;她是獨生女,父母都是經常在外地工作的專業人士,所以她多數時間是獨居的;她的家位於某私人屋苑——就是那種價錢貴翻天,像我這種沒家底的窮光蛋,工作一輩子也未必買得起的,所謂的「私樓」。406Please respect copyright.PENANAS5rmQpcHdl
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如果不是和她相識,我大概一輩子也不會踏足那種地方。406Please respect copyright.PENANA0dsP7qVnGg
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花費不到半小時的車程,來到了Sarah居住的地方;先要穿過入口的大閘進入屋苑範圍,那裡中門大開,人來人往的,保安員不知到哪兒偷懶曠工了。不過這倒是方便了我——我這身寒酸的打扮被保安看見,絕對會被視為閒雜人等,禁止進入吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANA2PUwo9cSbq
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進入屋苑,便是縱橫交錯,連接各座大廈與停車場的車路和行人路;路旁還做足了綠化工作,栽滿了各種小樹和灌木叢;這些植物後隱蔽的空間,大概還容得下一對偷情的男女。406Please respect copyright.PENANA8rbw03dENB
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雖說已相識一年,這還是我頭一次上女神的家,大概也是最後一次了。憑著她給的地址,來到她的座下;乘過升降機,終於到了她家門前;我深呼吸,按下門鈴。406Please respect copyright.PENANA4jq9IlIZU6
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「阿仁,你來啦﹗」Sarah面帶笑容為我開了門。此時的她化了淡妝,放下了平時束著馬尾的長髮,穿著印有鬆弛熊圖案的白恤衫和牛仔熱褲,雙足套上了鬆弛熊絨毛拖鞋;她這身穿便服的形象,看起來也很可愛。「等你很久了,快進來吧﹗」406Please respect copyright.PENANAt8jQAMt4Yq
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「Sarah,生日快樂!」我祝賀她說,把藏在背後的鬆弛熊遞給Sarah。406Please respect copyright.PENANAO13l9YmbSx
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「哇,謝謝﹗」Sarah高興地接過禮物。「好可愛哦﹗」她笑了,抱著鬆弛熊,親了它一下。406Please respect copyright.PENANAn44gJHfKxW
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身為布偶竟也能一親Sarah的芳澤,我還真的有點羨慕它啊;不過看見Sarah這高興的模樣,我已經心滿意足了。406Please respect copyright.PENANALtp8Qo42n4
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Sarah的家雖說是天價私樓,其實也沒比我家大多少,不過裝潢陳設要講究得多——圖案華麗的牆紙,佈滿木紋、打過蠟的褐色木地板,天花掛上耀眼的小型水晶吊燈;客廳擺放了一張花岡岩材質,看起來重量十足的長方形大餐桌,上面放滿外賣的派對食品。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJvD3x3UwUl
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餐桌旁不遠處便是露天陽台,以落地玻璃趟門自客廳分割開;站在那裡,和鄰座空置單位的陽台也不過幾米之遙;從陽台遠眺的話,在一排又一排高聳的屏風樓之間,可窺見一小截海面,這個所謂的「海景」大概能使這單位的售價加添好幾十萬;但是不出幾年內,那「海景」也會被填掉,用作提供發展用地了吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANAt1dN1lC3Qi
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客廳的另一端擺放了一張象牙白真皮沙發,其他參加派對的人大多都圍坐在沙發上——他們大概都是同班同學,但我卻沒信心能叫出他們的名字。沙發的放置面對著一個大廳櫃,櫃上擺放的高清電視,正連接著一部卡啦OK機。406Please respect copyright.PENANAm5x32j0PMl
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「我們在唱K哦,你也來唱一首嗎?」Sarah笑著向我提出邀請。406Please respect copyright.PENANAWxQyCX7rjX
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「不,不用了,我不會唱歌。」我推辭說;正所謂獻醜不如藏拙,更何況毒男跑去和不認識的人搶米高峰,只會自取其辱吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANATo6MQN9K85
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「那你先吃點東西吧,桌上還有很多哦!」Sarah說罷,沒等我回話,便跑回沙發那頭,加入她的朋友了。本想為昨天沒能借她課本和陪她吃午飯的事道歉,卻沒機會開口;不過她看來沒有生氣,應該已經忘記昨天的事了吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANARyqjR9rtlk
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Sarah和眾人在一旁熱烈地聊天、唱歌;而我,獨自一人在另一旁吃著已經冷掉的食物。我該加入他們嗎?不可能吧,他們彼此之間都已是熟悉的朋友,根本沒空間容納我這種孤僻的傢伙。明明都是同渡了一年的同窗,但當中除了Sarah,卻竟然連一個聊得上天的朋友也沒有。406Please respect copyright.PENANAaGUKRXnfA3
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畢竟,我就只是一個,不擅社交的毒男而已。406Please respect copyright.PENANA75v0ALonMA
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就算厚著面皮來參加派對,毒男終究只是個毒男;無論到哪裡去,也只會是被孤立的一個。我獨自坐在餐桌一個屬於我的角落,擺弄著盤中的食物,聽著他們熱烈的歌聲與歡笑聲。406Please respect copyright.PENANAKFSIKcROmV
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就只是這樣嗎?這個我一直期待的日子,和Sarah最後見面的機會,難道就只是這樣,和從前在學校時一樣,毫無意義地流逝過去﹖406Please respect copyright.PENANAWnYOf7RymS
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話說回來,我到底一直在期待什麼呢?期待著參加了派對,Sarah就會對我有好感﹖只要我努力地存錢,送上她喜歡的禮物,或許她就會高興得,給我一個親吻作回禮?406Please respect copyright.PENANAj3hCkKmlyR
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不可能吧,那種事,只是我天真的幻想,不會發生在殘酷的現實中。406Please respect copyright.PENANAjoIo8EV01y
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只是我一廂情願地以為,硬著頭皮來參加Sarah的派對,給她送上祝福和禮物,和她的關係便會有所進展;其實,根本不會有任何改變吧——可悲毒男終究只能在地面上,仰望遙不可及的女神,做著不可能實現的夢。406Please respect copyright.PENANAq5SdehCTko
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更何況,我只是個連將來也沒有,可悲至極的毒男啊。406Please respect copyright.PENANAF9THe4Iz1D
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派對進行到一半,門鈴忽然響起;Sarah急忙地放下米高峰,踏著小跳步去應門。406Please respect copyright.PENANAgiDEqYhnre
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站在門外的,是個比我大上一兩年的少年:一頭褐紅色短髮,襯托著一張白晢又不失帥氣的臉;六尺高的纖細身軀,掛上一件純白襯衣,項間鬆脫地套著一條粉色領呔;如模特兒般修長的雙腿,穿的是價值能抵上我一年飯錢的Levi’s牛仔褲;少年腳踏閃耀著亮紅色的LEBRON X,華麗地進入眾人的視線。406Please respect copyright.PENANAsz6G3fcIoZ
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只看一眼就能明白了吧——他,才是這晚的男主角。406Please respect copyright.PENANAqetzXMaldP
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「BB﹗你終於來啦,怎麼這麼晚啊﹗」Sarah熱情地牽著少年的手,把他拉進屋內。406Please respect copyright.PENANAajXAc1Vf74
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「傻豬豬,生日快樂哦﹗」那個少年伸出雙手揉著Sarah的臉,然後把臂上掛著的紙袋交了給她。「這是你的生日禮物,我特意為你選的哦﹗」406Please respect copyright.PENANAoKnyvb5MLt
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Sarah從紙袋中掏出禮物,那是今季Louis Vuitton出品的桃紅色Alma GM,價值大概相當於我三年的伙食費......吧?406Please respect copyright.PENANAgVn589NSqg
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「哇,好漂亮!好開心哦,多謝BB﹗」Sarah收到他送的禮物,燦爛地笑了——比起收到我的禮物時,要燦爛得多。406Please respect copyright.PENANAlkFIrAYFWR
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她把手袋掛在臂上,然後抱住他的腰,吻了他的臉頰。406Please respect copyright.PENANAOimGRLYjiL
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眾人見狀,紛紛歡呼起哄,使派對的氣氛更為熱烈。406Please respect copyright.PENANAMxkQdPQOEO
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我沒有加人他們的歡呼,沉默地待在一旁。406Please respect copyright.PENANAaYHFLaFqSP
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我呆望著Sarah和他。406Please respect copyright.PENANAHnzCQrVqnM
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我這是......怎麼了?406Please respect copyright.PENANACVwPWVnOLb
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內心那,戚戚然的感覺——那漸濃的酸澀味,漸重的窒息感。406Please respect copyright.PENANAmcnTQ77DJP
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忽然變得無法正常地呼吸,眼眶微微地在發滾。406Please respect copyright.PENANAx450HhzRIM
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我到底怎麼了?406Please respect copyright.PENANAKPUpHzQjod
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啊,對了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJVzb2XNBcd
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我好想哭。406Please respect copyright.PENANAo8QHC7grk5
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不過,有什麼好哭的?這是理所當然的吧,像Sarah那麼可愛的女孩,當然要配一個帥氣又富貴,和她門當戶對的男朋友了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAlcHn5KAHsx
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沒什麼好哭的,其實我一早就明白了,現在只是更赤裸地感受到,那遙不可及的距離感;反正我早就知道,這些機會,不是屬於我的。406Please respect copyright.PENANAjLVWKqtlbm
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不可以哭啊,明明大家都這麼歡樂,哭出來就破壞氣氛了,Sarah一定會不高興的。406Please respect copyright.PENANAou1cSkQwaj
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Sarah拉著她的男朋友,坐到沙發上,加入了眾人;她的男朋友拿著米高峰,故作感慨地開始唱了那首歌——那首我再也熟悉不過的歌。406Please respect copyright.PENANAgH5t4BMfmy
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還能憑什麼?要是愛不可感動人...... 406Please respect copyright.PENANArLlPlA9Ba1
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對,我這種沒才能,沒樣貌,也沒家底,甚至連將來也沒有的可悲毒男,還能憑什麼去愛人?406Please respect copyright.PENANAVe06PdKQDy
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像他那種擁有一切,有能力給Sarah幸福的人,才有資格去愛她吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANALe70MckqWR
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沒錯,像我這種一無所有的毒男,根本連愛人的資格也沒有。406Please respect copyright.PENANABzJKqVoiu1
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待眾人過足了唱歌癮,便是切蛋糕的時間了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAmNKs8MomCd
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水晶吊燈被熄掉,在昏暗的廳中,眾人圍坐在餐桌旁;Sarah的男朋友捧著生日蛋糕,在橙黃的微光中,從廚房走出來。他帶頭唱起生日歌,眾人紛紛和唱;Sarah在大家的包圍中,用雙手捂住漲紅的臉,興奮得像是快要昏倒過去似的。406Please respect copyright.PENANA2bAJPPSQ4O
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「Sarah,生日快樂。」唱完生日歌,他剛好走到了Sarah面前。「許個願吧。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAHdhSpsHmcA
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Sarah十指緊扣,閉上了眼睛,沉默了一陣子;然後把蛋糕上那十七根蠟燭,全部吹熄。406Please respect copyright.PENANAGx9mVyPU6y
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他放下了蛋糕,一把抓住她的手;眾人見狀,紛紛興奮地為他吶喊。406Please respect copyright.PENANAdqkoWSgmbZ
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「吻她!吻她!吻她!......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAJbxaPW3VyV
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他左手抓住她的右臀,右手穿過了她的秀髮,撫住她的背。406Please respect copyright.PENANAAqdw24zoeU
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「吻她!吻她!......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAVY4rzCxhi4
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她漲紅著臉,含情脈脈地和他對望著。406Please respect copyright.PENANAoEoQolarWo
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「吻她!......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAdAmiWVLn33
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他終於吻下去了,唇對唇,深深地吻下去。406Please respect copyright.PENANA1LA42l98E6
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在眾人的歡呼聲中,在昏暗的浪漫氛圍中;他和她——最合襯的二人,纏綿在一起。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1UOusk29E
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而他,那單數的,一直待在一旁;他沒有和唱,因為他在忍住不發出聲音;也沒有歡呼,因為若然放任聲帶發出絲毫聲音,只怕他便會崩潰,放聲大哭。406Please respect copyright.PENANAuqXkLiXYnP
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真是個笨蛋啊,為了這期待已久的一天,堅持了那麼久;到頭來卻是啞巴吃黃蓮的可悲結局,真是個無藥可救的笨蛋啊﹗他彷彿能聽見,夢娜對他狠狠的嘲笑。406Please respect copyright.PENANAaoexhmdq6w
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蛋糕被吃光了,夜亦已漸荒涼。派對到了尾聲,眾人陸續道別離去。Sarah的男朋友,給Sarah最後的擁抱後,也離開了。留到最後的,是那個可悲的我。406Please respect copyright.PENANAtJYkxJgTa1
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「阿仁,今天真是玩得很開心呢!」Sarah在門前為我送行。406Please respect copyright.PENANAPtlg5lyHPz
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「嗯......」我說。「很開心啊。」406Please respect copyright.PENANANUutAvVvdq
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「那麼,拜拜,下星期再見﹗」Sarah張開右手,輕輕揮動著說。406Please respect copyright.PENANAftSoEmQXJk
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我站在門前,沉默地呆望著她。406Please respect copyright.PENANAaNJpFaWiVV
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道別了嗎?406Please respect copyright.PENANAAVDrU1ZEmj
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就這樣?406Please respect copyright.PENANAUrWhE7f9Nx
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「阿仁?」Sarah停住了揮手,右手半合起來。406Please respect copyright.PENANASV3WzZFdpK
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「嗯,再見。」我說。406Please respect copyright.PENANAQxZrYQ4iWi
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不會再見了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAUJwDNVfm8D
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我離開了Sarah的家,在昏暗夜色之中,走在寂靜的行人路上。406Please respect copyright.PENANALBi9uh1S8k
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茫然望向平靜的夜空,只見寥寥可數的幾顆星。406Please respect copyright.PENANAKKN3Xhjrab
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此際蕭颯而來的夜風,特別冰冷。406Please respect copyright.PENANAiOcCD9zsQz
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吹拂著那路旁的小樹,吹拂著我赤裸的空虛。406Please respect copyright.PENANAjFDMzvprsf
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已經可以了吧?可以哭出來了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAmR93Dm6iEb
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哭完以後,就乖乖地回去受死吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANA7XyzBRZS8u
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身體忽然感到震動——是冷得發抖了嗎?還是我咽喉的抽泣,顫動了全身﹖406Please respect copyright.PENANAGUyjvyylCa
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不,那是在我口袋中,那部手提電話的震動。406Please respect copyright.PENANAky9vzh12vo
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我掏出那幾乎未曾響起過的手提電話,螢光中只見Sarah的名字。406Please respect copyright.PENANAryzypPDKE8
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我咽下唾液,接聽了她的來電。406Please respect copyright.PENANAGKBFToC16y
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「喂,阿仁?」電話中傳來她輕柔的聲線;沒想到還會有機會,能聽到她的聲音。406Please respect copyright.PENANAP8Rnu5UBti
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「嗯?」我應道。406Please respect copyright.PENANA1k8ogND9mb
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「對不起,不過真的有點事,想要麻煩你......可以馬上回來我家一趟嗎?」她說。406Please respect copyright.PENANA2Civj1Gtif
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我沒有聽錯吧,她說得很清楚——看來這個悲哀的晚上,還未能迎來終結。406Please respect copyright.PENANAUpiqZTtBAt
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我壓抑著心中的傷痛,離開了Sarah的家;正想放聲大哭之際,卻被Sarah的來電截住了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAuHSTOJ31MW
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已經是夜深時份,Sarah把我叫回頭,是為了什麼呢?難道她察覺到我已命不久矣,想要陪我渡過最後的晚上?406Please respect copyright.PENANA7gnnt3KBo5
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不可能吧﹗我這種可悲的毒男,就只擅長不切實際的幻想。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJf7jat2PVJ
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可是,我清楚知道,剛才Sarah的來電並非我的幻覺;但我對此完全摸不著頭腦,唯有親自回去尋求答案。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJEFzTPYWTB
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「阿仁,你回來啦!」我按下門鈴,Sarah為我開了門。「對不起呢,這麼晚了還把你叫回來。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAqZSN0XoCrf
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「沒關係,反正我還沒走很遠。」我垂著頭說。「還有什麼事嗎?」406Please respect copyright.PENANAhh8JK2Wvgq
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「進來再說吧。」Sarah退開了身體讓我進屋。406Please respect copyright.PENANAZVw2kQwTN1
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再次進入Sarah的家,熱烈的派對氣氛已經散去;吊燈白熾的光,照亮了空無一人的客廳;大理石餐桌上,只剩下空空如也的食物盤子和即棄餐具。406Please respect copyright.PENANAY3a3rm1mvq
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「剛才玩得太盡興了呢,都忘記叫他們幫我收拾場地了。」Sarah走到餐桌旁,拉著鋪在桌上的即棄膠桌布說。「阿仁,可以幫我收拾乾淨嗎?麻煩你了。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAzcktpaF58E
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原來,就只是為了這種事啊。406Please respect copyright.PENANAPjeHdOvWlM
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不過,還可以是什麼事呢?406Please respect copyright.PENANAQP2Q1Vgodb
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那些不切實際的幻想,愛情小說的浪漫情節,根本不可能發生在我可悲的人生中吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANAGtTR6wTBeH
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「阿仁?」Sarah輕輕叫醒發呆的我。406Please respect copyright.PENANAecIFY3eCb0
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「噢,嗯,沒問題。」我答應道,反正我未曾拒絕過Sarah的任何要求,這次也不例外。406Please respect copyright.PENANAMYdhbkKZeU
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說罷,我開始為Sarah收拾派對場地——先把散落在地上和沙發上的,零食包裝和食物殘渣之類的垃圾收集起來,全堆放在餐桌上;然後拉起白色的膠桌布,把桌面上的垃圾全包裹起來,把開口捆好,整理成數袋垃圾;最後把垃圾拿走,丟到屋外樓梯間的垃圾收集站去。406Please respect copyright.PENANAYJQE6k14Rr
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丟掉垃圾後,我回到Sarah的家,卻看不見Sarah的蹤影。406Please respect copyright.PENANAUa7lunIofk
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「Sarah?你在哪裡?」我站在空蕩蕩的廳中問道。406Please respect copyright.PENANAVU0YLtBXg8
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「阿仁,我回房裡去了。」從房間中傳來Sarah的聲音。406Please respect copyright.PENANAo4MqyZbMIm
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「客廳已經收拾好了。」我提高聲線說。「沒什麼事的話,我先走了囉。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAgek33YL2zB
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「不,不要走﹗阿仁......」Sarah在她的房間中叫道。「你進來吧,進來我的房間。」406Please respect copyright.PENANA6c0dodBNCa
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Sarah竟然在這夜深人靜之時,邀我到她的房間裡去——她到底想怎樣?406Please respect copyright.PENANA2TAEaawjlI
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「快進來啊!」Sarah催促道,我慌忙地,卻又帶著一絲興奮地,走進Sarah的房間——真沒想到在我僅存的有生之年,還有機會能一暏女神的閨房。406Please respect copyright.PENANAJiJsrh5gPH
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Sarah的房間,簡單而言,就是屬於少女的房間——覆蓋著粉紅牆紙的牆身,地上是毛茸茸、印有花朵圖樣的紅色地毯;四四方方的狹小房間內只有一台電腦檯,一個木衣櫃和一張單人床:床單佈滿鬆弛熊圖案,床鋪上放滿了各式鬆弛熊布偶,就連床頭也放上了鬆弛熊鬧鐘。406Please respect copyright.PENANAA4338iIurp
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看到這麼多鬆弛熊,我一點也不驚訝;我早知道Sarah最喜歡鬆弛熊,所以才選了那份禮物,捨命地存錢買了下來。406Please respect copyright.PENANAFXfeSPK5bc
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這時Sarah她脫了鞋子,雙腳套上純白色及膝襪,屈膝坐了在床上;她換上了校服,束起了平時的長馬尾,雙手抱著我送她的那隻鬆弛熊布偶,下巴壓著它軟綿綿的頭,望向站在房門前的我。406Please respect copyright.PENANAMcOKLuoDFO
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「Sarah,你怎麼......換上校服了?」我半帶驚訝地望向床上的她,此時忽然察覺到,空氣中瀰漫著淡淡的香氣,那清新宜人的,Sarah的體香。406Please respect copyright.PENANAEvyHUcqans
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「這是你喜歡的吧,我穿校服,束馬尾的模樣。」Sarah緊抱著鬆弛熊,帶點含蓄地說。「噴的香水也是,你喜歡這氣味的吧?」406Please respect copyright.PENANA1pCh9dZHse
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Sarah臉上略帶紅暈,用她隱形眼鏡下那雙晶瑩的大眼睛盯著我看;我看紅了臉,內心充滿疑惑地問道:「為什麼......為什麼要做這些事?」406Please respect copyright.PENANAgS7r2kCs6B
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「因為......因為,我想答謝阿仁啊﹗」Sarah稍為鬆開了鬆弛熊,神情認真地正視著我說。「阿仁,謝謝你,為我付出了這麼多。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAyMxgcfsnmn
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「不,這根本沒什麼吧......」我搔著頭說,臉上的笑意卻泄露了內心的喜悅。「只不過是收拾一下場地而已,根本......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAoIi2zARxd0
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「不,不只是這樣的......」Sarah打斷了我的話,半帶激動地說。「阿仁你,總是把認真做好的功課借給我抄,沒帶課本時也不顧自己地借我,也不曾拒絕我任何的要求......」406Please respect copyright.PENANA16YJDGWlyB
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Sarah又再緊抱鬆弛熊,低著頭說。「還有你送我的這個布偶,我好喜歡哦﹗這花了不少錢吧,謝謝你......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAa6mJHOUrne
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「不,我做的這些事,都算不上什麼吧......」我垂下了手,低聲說。「比起你男朋友送你的禮物,根本天壤之別......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAlp161ZKXPE
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「不是這樣的﹗」Sarah忽然激動地說;說著把懷中的鬆弛熊轉過來,面對著自己。「比起他送的禮物,我更喜歡阿仁送的哦﹗」說罷,她緊緊抱住鬆弛熊,親了它一下。406Please respect copyright.PENANARWhJjZVQYp
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「真,真的嗎?」我以微微顫抖的聲線說,內心是無比的感動,之前的悲傷彷彿全都一掃而空——能聽到Sarah親口說這話,我可謂死而無憾了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAauBTVkMG2b
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「你喜歡它的話,那就太好了。」我抬起頭,微笑著望向她說。406Please respect copyright.PENANADYA9AnNv09
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在夜深人靜的此際,Sarah跪坐在床上,緊抱著鬆弛熊,與我四目交投;我與Sarah在她的房間中獨處,在這麼好的時機,我該說出來嗎?我對她的心意。406Please respect copyright.PENANAIaRRHmC0fb
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我一直很想告訴她的吧,在死掉之前,跟她說一句「我喜歡你」;那怕最後絕對會被拒絕也好,也想讓她知道,我的心意。406Please respect copyright.PENANAjXW2HGYd9V
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不過,還是算了吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANA8ObmEv0Jgr
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Sarah她,已經有很棒的男朋友了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAPiGiI4LhJ1
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我這種沒有將來的可悲毒男,怎好意思擾亂她們幸福的關係呢?406Please respect copyright.PENANARjkaPbFXoZ
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已經夠了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAwYBXBarSC9
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聽見Sarah說更喜歡我的禮物,因著我為她做的事而感到高興,我便已經心滿意足。406Please respect copyright.PENANAM2P8ACKKlO
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「謝謝你,Sarah。」我微笑著,轉緩緩轉身說。「那麼,我要回去囉。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAFbqCTWrPY0
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「阿仁,我喜歡你。」Sarah輕輕地說。406Please respect copyright.PENANASNtgwCYhvx
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什麼﹖406Please respect copyright.PENANAiSJx0viiiG
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慢著,Sarah剛才說了什麼嗎?406Please respect copyright.PENANAnGeCComvYm
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「Sarah,你剛才,說什麼?」我停住了身體,回過頭來問道,不敢相信自己的耳朵。406Please respect copyright.PENANA1QmPSx8oUk
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「我說,阿仁,我喜歡你啊﹗」Sarah漲紅了臉,高聲說。406Please respect copyright.PENANAQmpOTIS7gW
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她,Sarah她,向我表白了?406Please respect copyright.PENANAmKQYRXWsAs
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我還是,不敢相信自己的耳朵。406Please respect copyright.PENANA0aNGRmjRvY
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「喜歡你,一直,一直都很喜歡你啊﹗」Sarah紅著臉向我大叫;我清清楚楚地聽到了,聽到了她的告白;可是,我還是不敢相信。406Please respect copyright.PENANABqsZqWqtIS
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「妳在說什麼呢?」我回過頭來,用難以置信的眼神望向她說。「Sarah妳,已經有了,有男朋友了吧!」406Please respect copyright.PENANAnclBbhZ1KF
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「那......那只是因為,阿仁你一直都蹭蹭磨磨的,不向我表白......」Sarah把漲紅的臉別向一旁說。「因為不想被其他男生糾纏,才隨便接受了他的表白而已......」406Please respect copyright.PENANAwiAvaaFPHN
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Sarah她說的,是真的嗎?406Please respect copyright.PENANAazx4mWTXW9
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「如果阿仁答應的話,我馬上就和他分手!」Sarah紅著臉,以堅定的目光望向我。406Please respect copyright.PENANAFfqoR93e8c
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我不敢相信眼前發生的一切。406Please respect copyright.PENANAIv6md9BbTe
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我回望著她。406Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ6ctG3kKG
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我一言不發。406Please respect copyright.PENANAeF7MyzyFi2
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我,哭了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAbpEi24XibP
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忍耐了這麼久,終於哭了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAXKPG0V2Y7T
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可是,真沒想到——這個晚上,我竟不是因著悲傷而哭;恰恰相反,內心傾瀉而出的喜悅,猛烈地催逼著我的淚線。406Please respect copyright.PENANAWRFl5yAAGg
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好開心啊﹗406Please respect copyright.PENANALpLzFkoeLI
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原來,被自己喜歡的人告白,是這樣開心的。406Please respect copyright.PENANAff76VRyhzl
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我用雙手摀住嘴巴,手指全被湧出的熱淚沾濕了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAVfFjab0CGj
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可是,縱使眼眶的淚水如此的溫熱,縱使內心的喜悅如此的真實——但我仍然不敢相信,不敢相信Sarah的話。406Please respect copyright.PENANAlaAFNbSx9i
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已經不是第一次了吧,被可愛的女生告白。406Please respect copyright.PENANA8auNaQGWkQ
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真不敢相信,在我毫無異性緣的可悲人生,最後的幾天裡,竟然迎來了兩次告白。406Please respect copyright.PENANA2lpQjO3c12
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不過,我當下就明白了。406Please respect copyright.PENANAOjIXJmlWwS
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這兩次不可思義的告白,也是她的所為吧。406Please respect copyright.PENANAuzbLPgJU3n
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「又是,又是妳吧......」我強忍住抽泣說,放下了雙手;兩行眼淚卻仍不斷流下,在下巴上匯聚,滴在毛毯上化成紅印。「又是妳搞的鬼吧。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAhbJe7j47Ah
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Sarah紅著臉望向我,然後緊緊地抱起鬆弛熊,把臉藏到它後面。406Please respect copyright.PENANArFq2UsbuqE
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在鬆弛熊頭上稍稍冒出的,是那冷酷的眼神。406Please respect copyright.PENANAwBXPnn5oK6
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「阿仁,你在說什麼呢?」Sarah躲在鬆弛熊後,壓抑著聲線說:「我完全聽不懂哦。」406Please respect copyright.PENANAVHkcPwnQVy
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這是Sarah的聲音,卻是那個人的語氣。406Please respect copyright.PENANA8mZiCf4oKc
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那個愛惡作劇的死神少女。 406Please respect copyright.PENANAIkyH1fueWz