gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,735Please respect copyright.PENANA5F2vWdxpWp
like a bright message to the future.735Please respect copyright.PENANAhLBkgYGDJM
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,735Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ1vZCWcy8
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)735Please respect copyright.PENANAF734OEQMvA
and instead, I find out with days to spare.735Please respect copyright.PENANAjW9A05vCn7
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.735Please respect copyright.PENANAWTSkeqrtQZ
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.735Please respect copyright.PENANAhQqD3uxR19
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.735Please respect copyright.PENANAVpQoS5dvRW
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.735Please respect copyright.PENANAYJTob3L4vy
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.735Please respect copyright.PENANADLxIXcAuCO
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,735Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y5FqwQpLG
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.735Please respect copyright.PENANA4doMs38paU
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.735Please respect copyright.PENANAmol6agQqYa
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled735Please respect copyright.PENANAaa6OEx3u4u
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here735Please respect copyright.PENANAHaD3jriQRk
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,735Please respect copyright.PENANAKKVSUqz6b7
and a broken heart. It could be worse.735Please respect copyright.PENANAfppGbLuWUm
I still want you here thought, by my side.735Please respect copyright.PENANAIbVASEnj8M
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,735Please respect copyright.PENANAqOBRK5iWRR
that chooses to visit once in a while.735Please respect copyright.PENANAGU1ENNVKXK
I just have the recollections of our good days.735Please respect copyright.PENANAhApUO2fbn7
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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