gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVMiww8ZVN
like a bright message to the future.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLglafHzjQW
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyY4I8U1gI
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlKPEtvr4U
and instead, I find out with days to spare.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18UOsxqNwZ
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZQcMydTav
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKaMj02JtN
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMBlAEM19y
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBX6DOOPDG
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYuig9j04P
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS5cTAaArP
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OAhEKB70e
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblL4yXeGnT
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6uWQvm3b9
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdUMHJ0Rwk
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAGdUOb0zI
and a broken heart. It could be worse.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaXO4ohdPT
I still want you here thought, by my side.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndfjMMwhlH
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYqXpkwlvs
that chooses to visit once in a while.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ffSN3yHmn
I just have the recollections of our good days.1054Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbBo0wrzbY
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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