I wonder if this is what it feels like to die. 

Yet, strangely so, I can't hear anything. Though based on my increasingly blurry vision, the people surrounding my bleeding body are moving their mouth nonstop. Ah, it hurts- well, that should be what I  be thinking. Based on the novels I've read- their should be a burning sensation on my abdomen. There should be one in my head too. But I feel numb. So numb.

I can't see anymore but hazy figures. My eyelids are so heavy. Somehow though, I had enough to smirk sarcastically. I've read and seen so much online from anime to novels. But who knew, even truck-san would target me. Ahh, I didn't even die heroically. I didn't save some kid- not that I even have the reflexes for that. I'm just simply too absent-minded to see where I was going.

No wonder people scold other people to stop looking at their phones.

But I'm still young, you know? I can't help being a little rebellious. 

If I can live again.....

Can I not live here? I'd like to say goodbye to my family though..

I don't want to live in the world of attack on titan though, or anything similar..

I wanna live in a world with magic that has working toilets. 

I'm really tired now. Everything is really fading away now. At least they haven't lied about it feeling to be in slow-motion. 

My fate is left in your (God) hands now.