點解呢？究竟發生左Ｄ咩事呢？呢排係我身邊都係充斥住對阿琪既負面說話。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgN9DbSC2p
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一個二個都叫我唔好再行近阿琪，就連本身支持我既ＪＵＤＹ都無再幫佢講好說話，就連一直教我日久生情要慢慢等待既老牛大人都怕我做左人隻兵。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy8TMIbsGl
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能蟹既說話究竟應唔應該信呢？定係，我應該相信阿琪呢？385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBugq3Iqio
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我唔知，我只知道今日我想一個人靜下，唔想再同任何人有接觸。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9zUcMF725
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離開下都好既，但聽日又要返工，想離開既話可以去邊呢？長洲……我決定自己一個人入長洲靜下。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Czqxk6tL3
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唔知幾時開始，長洲多左好多人，多到有時連原居民都投訴叫Ｄ人還返長洲比佢地，我選擇左星期日入去長洲，已經預左好多人。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtHfgKabOa
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一落船，同我想像一樣，人群係我面前行過後，又有另一個人群，就好似海浪一樣。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjizSqIa8m
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我買左幾支酒，然後租左架單車，係長洲既岸邊踩，踩到一個比較少人既地方後，就停左落黎。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnEU62TVU3
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有時，一個人靜靜地都唔錯，我仲特登熄左電話，唔想比任何人搵到，開左其中一支酒，係仲有微溫既太陽下，呢支冰凍既啤酒都真係透心涼。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyOVSW2XOM
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其實我唔係一個成日飲酒既人，但係自從識左阿琪之後，我就多左出去飲野，而且，每次都有阿琪係度，諗返轉頭，其實同阿珍同能蟹既說話好似，我同阿琪可能真係兩個世界既人。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOGJNcVz93
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海風一直咁吹，但係我既心情都係一樣，好虛無，因為我真係唔知應該點做。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8zuaozUVa
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我成日都話，愛情其實係自己既事情，就算點都好，最後既選擇都係自己所決定，唔可以怨其他人，而且當你決定去愛既時候，就唔好動搖，但而家，我卻開始動搖。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0grcrU9SC2
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我有嘗試用老牛大人教我既方法，係度諗我同阿琪之間發生過既事，不過，今次好似點諗都唔夠填補內心既空洞，呢種感覺，好唔實在。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuQ5dGiDNw
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我去到一個睇唔到日落既沙灘，坐在係度漫無目的咁望住個海，個腦真係好似空左咁，咩都無諗，唔想諗。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7yX9Xutko
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真到，有一對情侶係我不還處，係到打鬧……係真係打鬧，我見到個男既打左個女仔一巴，然後個女仔就話：「你打我……」見到咁既情景，我成個人當堂醒一醒。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs3W4VofTn
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而有個女仔就衝左過黎，推開左個男既，而個男就氣沖沖咁走左，剩低果兩個女仔。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW2lVpd9HM
385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk5NMxY7nM
我聽到，呢兩個女仔既對話：「點解佢成日咁對妳，妳仲要忍佢？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqr7uNLDGv
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「因為我愛佢囉。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3FEp9nxc2
「但係佢唔識得珍惜架。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiqgeqnEEv
「佢識架。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FT1NqXD6I
「佢識就唔會打妳啦。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vd6Pkj7Gx
「可能，佢唔知要點樣表達對我既愛呢。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ4uJZxG8k
「所以就打妳？妳未咁傻啦。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMrHIuYyTi
「佢真係對我好好架……喂！妳去邊啊？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTl1gDEfIS
「我去幫妳打果個衰人。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxvIqg0kFz
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個女仔走左後，就剩返另一個女仔好無奈坐左係沙灘到，而我，就好八掛咁行到果個女仔旁邊，然後問：「妳無野嘛？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFbY2KpAZY
385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxg57BoFuv
個女仔無啦啦咁比我一問，嚇左一嚇但係都有答我：「……無野。」佢下意識雙手護胸。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDdvCCzHvK
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而我就話：「我無惡意架，我頭先係旁邊聽到你地既對話，點解妳男朋友咁對妳，妳都可以忍佢？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4rFZ2rpl7
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果個女仔笑左一笑，然後話：「可能，係因為我以前對Ｄ男仔太差，所以，我唔敢還手同怪佢掛？」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnzY6qmotw
385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI03Amci3G
「對Ｄ男仔佢太差？」我問，而個女仔就望住個海答我：「我以前，持住自己好多人追，就無理過一個對我好好既男仔，只要我想搵人接送，搵佢一定要，我唔開心，佢一定陪我，就算我有男朋友，同男朋友吵後都一定會搵佢，因為我對佢好放心，佢唔會傷害我，甚至，我比其他男仔傷害佢都會陪我一齊去面對。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl6Gb7EFso
385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD65G7YiWy
個女仔講講下，眼角慢慢流下眼淚，「但係，我辜負左個男仔，最後都係選擇同一個傷害我既人一齊都無同佢，佢喊住問我點解，點解咁多年入面，都好似對佢既付出不聞不問，點解我唔比機會佢，點解佢十年入面一直為我做咁多野，我都無一刻感動過……」佢擦去眼淚，然後話：「但其實我係好感動，只不過，我已經係一個傷痕纍纍既人，已經配唔起佢……」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHJT4xWxXD
385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiO5f4jEoh
我睇得出，呢個女仔既眼淚帶住既無奈，遠比起頭先比果個男仔打佢既傷痛仲要多。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiCmUme3eN
385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy8jKo7fZI
「但係，妳應該選擇對妳好果個啊，妳都話妳已經傷痕纍纍，點解仲要搵其他人去傷害自己？」我問佢。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXExDbub2id
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而佢望一望我，眼淚更加湧出黎話：「因為當我想搵返果個男仔既時候，先發現果個男仔比我傷害得仲慘，佢比我仲傷，傷到佢要遺棄以前自己既原則，去做一個壞人。」385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxxiuOrUTO
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呢一剎那，我腦入面諗起一個人。385Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC9zyMZrWx
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