面對住阿琪,我都唔知點答佢,如果阿琪去就會好耐都見唔到佢,但係,話晒都係阿琪既健康,所以,「妳更係要去啦,身體要緊啊。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAnf6dQN0THN
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阿琪聽到我咁講後,微笑左一下話:「我屋企人都係咁諗,所以叫做佢黎。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAfelUgkizMZ
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「佢?姐係果個男人?」我問。414Please respect copyright.PENANAbn8MJdf2GE
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「係。」阿琪呢一下點頭,我又少少反應唔到,「點解叫佢黎?」我問。414Please respect copyright.PENANAIJFrclSWHY
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阿琪有少少臉帶難色話:「我爸爸叫佢黎幫手,因為上去醫花費都唔少,所以……」414Please respect copyright.PENANA7ToExNelkN
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「妳爸爸叫佢黎係幫妳比錢?」我問,不過呢個問題可能係多餘,因為我見到阿琪既表情,就知道我係估岩左。414Please respect copyright.PENANAtP3zuUBKE8
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阿琪嘆一嘆氣話:「我唔想再接受佢既恩惠,因為佢幫我實在太多,而一時三刻我又還唔到比佢,而且最重要既係,佢都唔想我還比佢。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAu6MFHHPU3z
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阿琪呢一句話姐係表示,呢個男人想阿琪欠佢一輩子咁樣,不過我都覺得呢個男人係想咁做。414Please respect copyright.PENANAnSCxJzEOcz
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「咁……」呢個處境我真係唔知點講後,阿琪唔想受佢既恩惠,但係一方面就不停無條件付出,雖然口講無所謂但實則慢慢累積緊壓力比阿琪,而最重要既係,阿琪爸爸……414Please respect copyright.PENANAUlQD6WXTxo
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「咁個男人會幾時帶妳上去?」我問阿琪,而佢反而用好奇既目光望住我問:「你都想我去?」414Please respect copyright.PENANAkMbJZgSvmX
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想?我更係唔想啦,見唔到阿琪一兩年WO,如果話一對情侶異地戀都會擔心分手,我同阿琪都未開始就要面對呢D事,最仲要我都唔知到最後可唔可以同阿琪一齊WO,如果可以既話我就更係唔想阿琪返上去啦。414Please respect copyright.PENANAY5Bb2fdJnB
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不過,話晒都係阿琪既健康……「話晒都係妳既健康,點可以唔去啊,我唔想妳成日有病有痛啊。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAjYIL62ptBg
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究竟我係偉大定係蠢呢?究竟我係未應該自私D留住阿琪呢?究竟我係未應該咁做呢?414Please respect copyright.PENANAYPtl20uZgJ
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但係,我又唔係阿琪既邊個,點可以諗咁多。414Please respect copyright.PENANA5V7yBHp9o4
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阿琪聽到我咁問,只係答我:「我無答應佢,所以無諗過。」414Please respect copyright.PENANAz6s96EfOx3
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所有話題,都好似係呢一句後完住靜止左,而走開左既果四個人都坐返黎講返B男既事,佢地係到討論緊要幫拾拾換電話,仲要話埋比COW同JUDY知,但係,我同阿琪已經無咩心情同佢地討論呢個問題,我地兩個只係好靜咁坐係度,不時點頭回應下佢地,因為,我地兩個腦入面諗緊既,係另一件事。414Please respect copyright.PENANAZqVu4o6dVw