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我的阿公就像我的爸爸，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMUPipiXfc
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluRSLJU9rn
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEpMBIR64b
都是阿公帶我的，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuTWZDO0Sh
我記得我小時候時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyxM6QE5jy
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1JfIORsax
在我被欺負時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZlrZzemPh
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK6fBAm6Jv
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk0GuZUkLJ
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNSE99K7IE
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZkdgd8Ti2
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkQuqYt1nA
我還記得我上國中的那年，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobrL9oRObd
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qivTdUjdq
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlbbJRuTEK
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEdylPHlvM
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj4NhkfUrS
那時我常常想著要自殺，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBmqxl4QYL
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I48blvwXm
陪著我，幫助我，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLHCdgbNf6
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto9RQnCm5P
阿公也知道不是我願意的，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBDPEFIqNP
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yrtG6yIgU
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y0rMqmkN8
也常常在晚上睡覺時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpAzjtx8HB
去阿公房間打阿公，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2hkAJ7atq
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiegHoxT8H
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKpwnsvJgP
所以我經常受到排擠，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO5y4PBV64
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgXWNb3C2W
那時學校通報社會局，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S80CCc9Dk
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJFx30qbEe
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFRe3a1Xql
之後我上了高中，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHUDPCfNgT
在我高一的那年，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxz43cgrIa
阿公突然中風了，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreSDChb7zQ
那時我很難過，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UmYWaQX0m
阿公住院時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitXl0jCIVR
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKW8Awcr1T
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk8a5b1NPE
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS8ZuKGjC3
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6pkbJP9T2
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1KhDJHzV3
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsXxLCu29s
被戴去老養院，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU1UsXgonB
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP3au35NyP
我突然情緒崩潰，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPOHL1BU5U
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXJM8PiQ9O
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY4KdC5ZCv
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOUC6ddm04
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpxkexx1i5
我那時馬上不哭，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwbS9PIEtl
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCniozpGhK
突然在老養院呼吸困難，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8phmuz8sxS
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU8Jbk9l91
那時我就像瘋了一樣，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHCznkVFNu
全部的醫院都去問過，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rVw4pD8Uq
但我之後接到一通電話，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZgFJxHyzc
那通電話是我舅舅打的，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z5q4YvK5F
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOuV9zMTJH
我那時答應了，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPzQ7Zb8dv
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB7q3btBHf
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QwE0DRHwA
隔天去到殯儀館時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqyqTolr3S
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLhNiuNoVx
那時我非常生氣，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY32TItD7U
因為當時我去問時，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdMOc9laMB
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vXyZaiaOy
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtLvS1tDtu
所以我那時沒想這麼多，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdj0Q9i2z1
我只想陪阿公最後一程，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZkv0xuDI5
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL9bxmHCrA
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVQfm2BiWe
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHSz3DItfO
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA3LLvtXE9
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