我的阿公就像我的爸爸，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzsmjG94rR
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2OceQBEE3
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6UmE7B4Xt
都是阿公帶我的，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5UVhJFfcW
我記得我小時候時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43uFB4T6Xs
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHefqbk0vRV
在我被欺負時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoDuN1A88m
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL5PDyD0tt
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjKFFqaqWC
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHvxfxwWsZ
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVcEqlcJ9u
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi1oG9Th3V
我還記得我上國中的那年，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuCQ0GcHeM
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSYD696YUK
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFHd3qK10Q
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1251SPigU
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnF8VxmUVZ
那時我常常想著要自殺，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrVT8kjzR0
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV53iC1eMd
陪著我，幫助我，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuge1qz6lZ
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifjumNSHlV
阿公也知道不是我願意的，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMieBVobJ7Q
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAonPLZI0i
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbPA0KjyM5
也常常在晚上睡覺時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Dh3PGgpx6
去阿公房間打阿公，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbM5r8JAet
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadQl2IvSYd
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZJqSHscDH
所以我經常受到排擠，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuFK6s49uT
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowpjeAPD7G
那時學校通報社會局，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TT5EfijMC
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD54eHtgWO5
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC1aCVkD7g
之後我上了高中，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia2KCbrFEK
在我高一的那年，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOBDcxQUV9
阿公突然中風了，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSQpQaLgma
那時我很難過，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHfwQc1fqJ
阿公住院時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQt09qyw9k
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEkE4LxRIr
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yfQ1oPSrS
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVwtL9TqJa
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWufCTcf1e
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHCfzLXpTR
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjHtAyb7nB
被戴去老養院，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74rHOrVmI4
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNOQZck2U8
我突然情緒崩潰，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaSH3KrKub
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2cYeZj5Xz
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdXD3A3iwY
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnIj9x8wvZ
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CNKkGLpcf
我那時馬上不哭，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaHsvP8D72
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw4lshjNGr
突然在老養院呼吸困難，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VXgofZN88
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMTkt33BVI
那時我就像瘋了一樣，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyIewWVNLV
全部的醫院都去問過，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS5OTzR2vf
但我之後接到一通電話，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviqp0zkSH5
那通電話是我舅舅打的，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMwx4uZnoi
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE4funH4RF
我那時答應了，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvelVY8acY
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl3iALq0xv
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7IDGPZsmu
隔天去到殯儀館時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7oldT91wp
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wDbmXd5qA
那時我非常生氣，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOGq0mSEZI
因為當時我去問時，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmGvnyHhJa
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSkw4YQpLF
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEZRlwJgGp
所以我那時沒想這麼多，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fjqhOKVUx
我只想陪阿公最後一程，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP8rEaiqpr
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSwQ5kivB2
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSBPqngj7w
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pDCEDbnNe
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDohXU0avOa
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