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我的阿公就像我的爸爸,426Please respect copyright.PENANAFqaMbzi8Uons 172.70.130.193da2
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚,426Please respect copyright.PENANAhTQQMBkET5
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟,426Please respect copyright.PENANAPFJitwRU4B
都是阿公帶我的,426Please respect copyright.PENANAfwv3BXz23j
我記得我小時候時,426Please respect copyright.PENANAa8sUT0XG9B
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我,426Please respect copyright.PENANAEQ0u3skC2B
在我被欺負時,426Please respect copyright.PENANAeavjAX3hSj
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人,426Please respect copyright.PENANAvfDi7O8Zds
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時,426Please respect copyright.PENANAlherL0W4F3
我阿公也會告訴那些人說:「我就是她爸爸」,426Please respect copyright.PENANA49MSqnR7r5
我每次聽到阿公這麼說,我都很開心,426Please respect copyright.PENANAd2Wr4W5s01
在我受傷時,我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥,426Please respect copyright.PENANA85InlP9t4d
我還記得我上國中的那年,426Please respect copyright.PENANAZGIh3xZ9NU
我阿公跟我說:「我的小公主妳長大了,不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠,只要阿公在,阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主,不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」,426Please respect copyright.PENANAlZvwt4A9hz
所以我在國中時,我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公,426Please respect copyright.PENANAufo5JYcCsD
但在我國二時,我的班導帶我到輔導室,426Please respect copyright.PENANAhERshZk0Hb
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症,426Please respect copyright.PENANAJgLDKo47KU
那時我常常想著要自殺,426Please respect copyright.PENANATPuSB7PbkC
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師426Please respect copyright.PENANA6C4nM3C7nS
陪著我,幫助我,426Please respect copyright.PENANA3z0tEOSplT
我也知道那時的我,讓阿公很難過,426Please respect copyright.PENANA3lY2bm9hqd
阿公也知道不是我願意的,426Please respect copyright.PENANA71wIkPz4mC
因為我從小雖然有媽媽,426Please respect copyright.PENANABWU756zwtM
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我,426Please respect copyright.PENANATLvTVVG8pP
也常常在晚上睡覺時,426Please respect copyright.PENANAscyDccFZtE
去阿公房間打阿公,426Please respect copyright.PENANAwBJ6Eq8gIP
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕,426Please respect copyright.PENANA4cXCWxHfTv
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話,426Please respect copyright.PENANAfis3twgAV1
所以我經常受到排擠,426Please respect copyright.PENANAYDz8XMDZQC
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症,426Please respect copyright.PENANAKsBXSeQOfi
那時學校通報社會局,426Please respect copyright.PENANA7Qzt8eeNfB
社工也常常陪同我,鼓勵我,426Please respect copyright.PENANAKHEIaNT7GD
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人,426Please respect copyright.PENANA49kS5m2EeU
之後我上了高中,426Please respect copyright.PENANAKKqgYJCiL3
在我高一的那年,426Please respect copyright.PENANASHQDzrTcWg
阿公突然中風了,426Please respect copyright.PENANAaggjexjAe4
那時我很難過,426Please respect copyright.PENANAsD6taZQnAY
阿公住院時,426Please respect copyright.PENANAcNPb2UMc5n
我每天都在放學時,馬上去醫院看阿公,426Please respect copyright.PENANAOZsQZBBMMK
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後,426Please respect copyright.PENANAjOGt90IUrT
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時,426Please respect copyright.PENANA2LIFZacRji
我看到阿公不在病房,東西也都不見了,426Please respect copyright.PENANA9i6txli3hR
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問,426Please respect copyright.PENANAOsncPwcEZn
但護理人員告訴我,阿公被戴走了,426Please respect copyright.PENANA66IE5Sy06d
被戴去老養院,426Please respect copyright.PENANAduj4j0xz7G
我問哪間,但護理人員說不知道時,426Please respect copyright.PENANAWixqe2glbY
我突然情緒崩潰,426Please respect copyright.PENANAmxFaWfkWMq
之後隔天我為了找阿公,所以我請假沒去學校,426Please respect copyright.PENANAusQAaaQRqD
之後到了下午時,阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了,426Please respect copyright.PENANAcvhU4kkKWV
我馬上去看阿公,但那時阿公看到我哭,426Please respect copyright.PENANAreZHqMfi4n
阿公跟我說:「我的小公主阿公沒事的,不要在哭了,哭了就不漂亮了~」426Please respect copyright.PENANAOgnP81FJST
我那時馬上不哭,426Please respect copyright.PENANAMNuROFDQv5
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時,426Please respect copyright.PENANA4JzsGzuqfC
突然在老養院呼吸困難,426Please respect copyright.PENANAKCpsJ6uQhQ
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院,426Please respect copyright.PENANAHA0uE2ksXE
那時我就像瘋了一樣,426Please respect copyright.PENANAqaOeZYmvUv
全部的醫院都去問過,426Please respect copyright.PENANAX0U0pw5QoS
但我之後接到一通電話,426Please respect copyright.PENANAhwpUtUXwUT
那通電話是我舅舅打的,426Please respect copyright.PENANAOznGW72PxM
我舅舅說:「妹妹,舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼,都要堅強,也要接受這個消息」,426Please respect copyright.PENANArUR7FQbVOO
我那時答應了,426Please respect copyright.PENANAi4y4bWlIn7
我舅舅就跟我說:「阿公已經離開了,阿公去當天使保護妳」,426Please respect copyright.PENANAzgSBwVW59b
那時聽到時,我心真的非常痛,426Please respect copyright.PENANA3KIFWvh4cb
隔天去到殯儀館時,426Please respect copyright.PENANAseyvpY4LE2
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的,426Please respect copyright.PENANAwIwW3o1rGO
那時我非常生氣,426Please respect copyright.PENANABOgClaTo6R
因為當時我去問時,426Please respect copyright.PENANAnrrje7L8yH
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人,426Please respect copyright.PENANAUKyZEhekWY
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人,426Please respect copyright.PENANAZEvUNYUK59
所以我那時沒想這麼多,426Please respect copyright.PENANA4xCXZ6T0k5
我只想陪阿公最後一程,426Please respect copyright.PENANASQQlml6Koy
阿公要火化時,我整個哭到軟腳,426Please respect copyright.PENANAcIuc9CdMDQ
喪禮結束後,我每天都看著阿公的照片哭,426Please respect copyright.PENANAHsjG0JOlFD
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公,426Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ch5k0w4eW
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實,426Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7bypimRRR
阿公我好想你~