The enemy of me is I –copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxCbsiWMFL
Ceaselessly.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0BiralL7M
The ignominy I feel is far worse than anyone butcopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MC6xnI12g
Myselfcopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQOo1hHX4m
Could ever know.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgmkyOvUAD
Constant,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCqjJXGrYJ
Spurious loathing that I inflict upon myself.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡILzx9BOQzT
How do you get away from yourself?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi9zDHo9BZ
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The thing dragging me down is I,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vUC23dRUM
Tirelessly.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡK85THJB6Sd
To have your owncopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FwHS823rP
Mindcopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡctl65najf5
As burden,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZdbTVUu1N
What is it that I have done to deserve this?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7tePlmSpN
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Everything.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLFaWz5R47
You’ve done everything wrong.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMe703tnWS
You are worse than the nothing you wish you were.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDtsGbP73v
You are the venom you ingest.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1htbe2h56
You are the giver of your own afflictions.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJTDRTHkhD
You are the reason.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡdshHVYSL5W
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The mistreatment of me is I,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOBorti9Oz
Brutally.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡM123IX1BI6
FIGHT IT.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ0vxmEkL5
FIGHT YOURSELF.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgUOFmhYv5
Why am I like this?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh6AkPymqg
In my own head,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYgttOP89A
Irrationalizing,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡelR89wuru0
Scrutinizing,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2hDDCsbYT
All at once.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡssRJVlxKuG
I suffocate myself with hate until I cannot breathe and then must implode.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI2cRcJmDe
I don’t want my mind.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡmahENUhg6g
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The battle I wage against me is me,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJAyWsKGPo
Gruelingly.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbycQm77Cd
I can’t turn it off.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMM6O4JcT7
Give me peace,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qREYN7JuW
Some quiet mindlessness.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p8FBZ1I6E
Will it ever turn off?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡWurIAgNksG
Or at least turn away whilst I go without thinking?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw6jb57iOB
I'm just a hollow shell for my mind.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW0nBCmDlt
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Am I nothing but my thinking’s?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlYBF9HMsw
Is that a soul?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHsp441rIm
My mind is my being,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0ESKFsKtl
My soul interacting with my body?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYHbAmli9N
Am I what holds me back?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxuhWzmY04
Am I the truest of enemies?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU40NOFfy9
Do I cause my own woe?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL8jWJGh2P
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Perhaps,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE4DESrk80
I wouldn’t put it past myself to docopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJLD2InJ0p
Such a thing.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5gWFpgPUz
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If I hold myself back then I need not worry aboutcopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHOjlR1IA1
Overstepping.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡ797o5MNmBI
I needn’t fret about what I’m doing wrong because I am causing my own wrongdoings.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAbaEh3APg
I’m making myself lost.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnYtHjlJ1V
I’m the reason for my sorrows.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡK94SxaFlwh
I hold back.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sReDwwG7l
Its not that God, or whatever being, doesn’t give me what I long for,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMJVgqfB9g
But the simple fact thatcopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUqCMYMsjj
I won’tcopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnMBCp786e
Let myself take it.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡu31eZiFeUP
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As always,copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHAXidnqmu
I’m in my own way.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRxH5xZKMT
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But I am nothing but acopyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡkswVqP8Ogv
Soul.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVmQDrnCc9
A tired, tired soul.copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMrS5EiWLA
A wishing, greedy, envious, sinning soul…copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡL53h0t79hn
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But aren’t we all toxic to ourselves?copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5rpXx3gtO
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(P.S. I'm not really a poem writing person, but I'm learning -- trying. Whatever, hope you at least could relate to it.) copyright protection84ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrXhQVOTbi
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