Trevor114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0dp0kwOcR
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Fuck. I failed.8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFPVv6YGvR 維尼
Was it not deep enough? Did I miss? What the fuck did I do wrong? I planned it so perfectly yet I fucked it up, just like everything else.8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uqPk7CLqw 維尼
I didn’t plan to survive. I didn’t plan to wake up in the hospital with twelve stitches along my arm, my dad standing outside the door yelling at the doctor and occasionally into his phone. I should have accounted for all possibilities. One like, you may survive this Trevor.8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡAicejiVU4U 維尼
Great. Now my dad had a reason other than my mom’s death to hate me. He had to take the day off from work to make sure his mentally unstable child was still breathing. Taking the day off from work was like skipping a week's worth of food. We needed the money. But now, money was going to be spent on hospital bills and how could he make that money if he wasn’t at work.8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡefY1MASDL2 維尼
After school Friday was when he found me. Monday morning was when we left the hospital for home, the entire car ride silent. 8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHFkpXUy6A 維尼
I didn’t know if I felt relieved to be home, or just relieved to be out of the hospital. Either way, I couldn’t wait to get to my room.8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jUG3KQhu8 維尼
“Trev…” The first words he’d spoken to me since the incident. “You’re going to have to sleep in the guest room. I put your clothes and everything you need in there.”8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSs0elrkv2 維尼
Oh. I get it.8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM82hsNaII 維尼
Without further words, he headed towards his own room. I knew my father well. Any time anything happened that he couldn’t control, he would lock himself in his room and not come out until work the next day. This situation was no different. Perhaps he should have been looking out for me though. Making sure I didn’t try to succeed in my death for the second time. 8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf5THuh3Lk 維尼
On the guest bed was a familiar object. My phone. I needed to talk to Madison. I needed to let her know the truth before the entire school knew. However, my 73 unread messages told me that the news was already out. Everyone knew.8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn2xbkKH2p 維尼
“Mady…” My voice hoarse as I spoke softly into the phone that was plastered against my cheek.8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUVZssfwvJ 維尼
There was no emotion in her tone. “Trevor...don’t. Don’t even.”8964 copyright protection110ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjrOzDgvSB 維尼
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I knew this would happen. There was no way that beautiful, brown haired girl could date a freak. It would ruin her own reputation. I knew from the beginning Madison didn’t like me for me. She liked me for my status and my looks. But it was the same old speech. No one ever loved me for me. Not even I could love myself. 114Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSiAT3p0CO
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