I'm not as skinny as the other girls
And my hair is not as tame.
My skin's not as clear as the other girls'
And I wish I looked the same.
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I hide my face behind my hair.
I keep my eyes down on the ground.
I try to act like I don't care
That I'm not as pretty as the girls I'm around.
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'Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.'
I wish I thought that was true,
But whenever I eat my favorite meal,
I know that starving myself is something I cannot do.
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I have good days but they're mostly bad.
I try to tell myself that its all on my head,
But I'm not good enough and it makes me sad,
So I sit and I cry all alone in my bed
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No one gave me these negative thoughts;
I told myself they were the truth until I believed it.
I imagine people judging me even when they're not,
But the insults in my head just won't quit.
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I look in the mirror far too long
Until I hate everything I see.
Everything about me is wrong,
Though the only person who thinks so is me.
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I hold onto every compliment I receive,
Though I don't believe they were meant for me.
Sometimes I wish everybody would leave,
But even then I know I wouldn't be free
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Why do I do this when I know it's not true?
I know that I'm beautiful so why do I doubt?
I put myself down it's just what I do.
I don't want this life please so let me out.
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