Was I so numb, so naïve to my surroundings, that I could have let this happen? copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCY7fdEsKB
I was completely unaware of the fallen umbrella beside me, was uncaring for the mud that will splash upon my wings. They were no longer so pure, they needed to match the impure being that they were attached to. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡm26vaFKJBL
I don't deserve them. I have made one too many mistakes, and the proud appendages of my race have paid the price. They were too forgiving to me. They used to hold me close, whispering sweet nothings in my pure ears, promising days of endless freedom. This hardly lasted long. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7tSUjf9cL
Day after day, mistake after mistake, I finally pushed them over the edge. I could no longer take the excuse of childishness, I have grown too sheltered. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8ozgDNV5x
They are far too forgiving. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsACYLiIvU
I don't deserve the privilege to live, to be able to start a new life on this earth upon which I was sentenced. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH1XzVgO4t
Letting out the sob that built up over minutes of silence, I descended into a horrible shaking mess. Just barely aware of the rain falling around me, I could hardly stand the air around me. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGBZfRD2NJ
The air I choked on was so frigid I didn't recognize it as anything else than cold. It was the strict voice that reminded me for the umpteenth time that this was the last warning. That the next time I would not be as lucky. That I should realize it was time to grow up. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkbbXaWgSr
The ground below my knees were harsh, the reality I was now grounded upon. The truths I now have to accept. Tears blended with rain and I was briefly tempted to pick up the bright umbrella. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡam8cjH8Awd
I couldn't. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36TF58xIbk
Perhaps this rain could wash the impurities from the magnificent white plumes arching from my back? It would never be enough, so I continued to cry. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLEDWBNTRG
Perhaps, I hoped deep in my heart that someone would hear me and come to my rescue. That someone would forgive me, teach me the ways of the world; that someone could bring my purity back. My priceless innocence that I had spent uselessly was shed all over the dirty ground, and never able to return to its former glory. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡk22tembmXH
I am abandoned, and I have no excuse to bring myself back to who I used to be. These wings of mine don't deserve as such. Once lost, innocence never graced you again. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1NtGTBeCN
I was left alone, and not even the warm plumage could comfort me. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3ydHvPvpH
I was impure and useless. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKJedYBpky
I will forevermore be grounded to the truth that I was so blinded to. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UzUngNZuq
This truth, this earth I was given to will be my new purity.copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3tlgbR6Gg
I find myself still naïve. I will always be unworthy and numb to the proper way of life. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS0x6evIDP
I was useless and these wings didn't deserve such a horrible host. They could never forgive me for what I have done to them. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKKPE76s6A
I will never be able to look at them the same way. Never be able to change them back, never able to wash this mud from them. copyright protection297ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSDmdUx50e
I was really left behind, I really was. 301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcXp2Cw84D
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