1月14日,凌晨5時多。803Please respect copyright.PENANAc8SIwG38yC
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。803Please respect copyright.PENANAoXOh1nWtmM
大家都在熟睡中,803Please respect copyright.PENANASBDUZDUI3r
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,803Please respect copyright.PENANAcqN8bz4sZW
不自覺的再次想起她。803Please respect copyright.PENANAAmhKTXqa0I
我,很想長睡下去,803Please respect copyright.PENANANYlW6hV13U
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。803Please respect copyright.PENANAoN81yP1s2h
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。803Please respect copyright.PENANAzVcbZPBS77
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。803Please respect copyright.PENANANiyJ6HAm6f
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,803Please respect copyright.PENANAutWqxqQ511
血水慢慢的滲出。803Please respect copyright.PENANABgWv3sqxXx
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。803Please respect copyright.PENANAL23lFzHUxV
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。803Please respect copyright.PENANA7900VBcstd
起來梳洗,803Please respect copyright.PENANAAfEVXE9vOd
執拾行裝。803Please respect copyright.PENANA8gE14vPuRl
準備與朋友集合。803Please respect copyright.PENANA3OmZqAFZUm
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,803Please respect copyright.PENANAul6NQkpXLa
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。803Please respect copyright.PENANAqFrE7gfSk9
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。803Please respect copyright.PENANApg28Y7MXIl
或者一切都因為我的被動,803Please respect copyright.PENANANTzz8Bo9cp
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,803Please respect copyright.PENANAb2T1TWMEyX
導致我的失敗。803Please respect copyright.PENANApdlabvWO4P
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若不是早已應邀,803Please respect copyright.PENANAAdoESVjcvW
我想,我還是留在家中,803Please respect copyright.PENANA6QxTGkQdoy
白白的消磨時間。803Please respect copyright.PENANAJtiqJ5LR4g
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,803Please respect copyright.PENANAZB24KHHXUC
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。803Please respect copyright.PENANAFtonDQVCMb
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,803Please respect copyright.PENANA3Uoy6sIfQw
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。803Please respect copyright.PENANAPeC2V8OKf5
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我們乘坐慢船。803Please respect copyright.PENANAhOaLtaRKoj
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,803Please respect copyright.PENANAYvbVGorB5K
然後開展我們的「賭局」。803Please respect copyright.PENANAmJSG9vHjMx
我們玩得有說有笑,803Please respect copyright.PENANAp4nHbUfDLw
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。803Please respect copyright.PENANAQA6sCib6pi
我內心的景象,也是如此。803Please respect copyright.PENANA6nY0lvGMFw
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,803Please respect copyright.PENANAFUa1bmQ5NI
尋得他們的燈光。803Please respect copyright.PENANAqGgcPBot9E
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。803Please respect copyright.PENANARfKK6Uv859
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,803Please respect copyright.PENANAQ60BgL1cY4
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,803Please respect copyright.PENANARPLEzXAAkY
玩玩聊聊。803Please respect copyright.PENANAHnejgKabrv
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說803Please respect copyright.PENANABXMsMHh3uT
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說803Please respect copyright.PENANA2XVKNvMuAK
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應803Please respect copyright.PENANAcxSmcngfDq
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ1AX3lhi5
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。803Please respect copyright.PENANAnRkU0y3m4Q
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。803Please respect copyright.PENANA4JvM66ZVjo
記得,803Please respect copyright.PENANAEmrlKM5oZG
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,803Please respect copyright.PENANA69Uo5WMnsr
四處找朋友拍照留念。803Please respect copyright.PENANAEksXKK7BP8
我,只是一個留級的同學,803Please respect copyright.PENANAi9HsxHBAU9
又不主動認識其他人,803Please respect copyright.PENANANXDWeHoYcz
沒有人找上,也正常不過。803Please respect copyright.PENANALHZkw8WbMD
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。803Please respect copyright.PENANA1EDGfp9QUP
不過,803Please respect copyright.PENANANaiuFF6ks6
她對我已經……803Please respect copyright.PENANAVn97wuveRj
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,803Please respect copyright.PENANAhapi5OZx1y
其實,803Please respect copyright.PENANAINEAgkfzUl
心裡還是渴望著。803Please respect copyright.PENANAfk8JJeA2JM
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最終,都得到實現。803Please respect copyright.PENANAHGOxIyFw3r
不過,803Please respect copyright.PENANA5PuObF3Kvh
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。803Please respect copyright.PENANAtp1i3tqruj
我不喜在她這樣的態度,803Please respect copyright.PENANAbdaA3nZE2J
不是想說她態度欠佳,803Please respect copyright.PENANALNGjmHlhkf
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。803Please respect copyright.PENANAgEz3nxskgt
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眼見面前一班好友,803Please respect copyright.PENANAFwIXVNLuNQ
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。803Please respect copyright.PENANAFYGZZjlvup
過了好一段時間,803Please respect copyright.PENANA2l5tGAspa3
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。803Please respect copyright.PENANAEJ8C2qDrL5
偏偏在上山的時候,803Please respect copyright.PENANAvKXrKlbn8Y
我突然感到一陣納悶,803Please respect copyright.PENANAaFhlmlBdfQ
那刻,我在想,803Please respect copyright.PENANAR1aaL0HTlq
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?803Please respect copyright.PENANAoOv2Fc22QH
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。803Please respect copyright.PENANAz4nxT3wWzE
良久,終於下山,803Please respect copyright.PENANAcLJuFAkLhs
時間來到下午五時多,803Please respect copyright.PENANArS2fOthim3
我不適的感覺重了,803Please respect copyright.PENANACFq1umM768
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,803Please respect copyright.PENANA0xEBCUw6kH
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。803Please respect copyright.PENANAEeAQzCJt6N
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終於舒暢了,803Please respect copyright.PENANAmOPcV7zDOa
可惜,803Please respect copyright.PENANAxmffRcrScR
過了不足兩小時,803Please respect copyright.PENANA1HqrqDDgd3
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,803Please respect copyright.PENANAmthaXO7KuR
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。803Please respect copyright.PENANAe0vFKFDhzF
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。803Please respect copyright.PENANALPkW5Sht25
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。803Please respect copyright.PENANAwnNX0qIu10
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。803Please respect copyright.PENANA9uz4NjYg1Q
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲803Please respect copyright.PENANAA0dzI5vuQt
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAlFZlfpVboq
「回去好好休息吧。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAMiu5Yk8wev
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。803Please respect copyright.PENANAaMsphjUmJQ
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。803Please respect copyright.PENANA4NTUo3Nzdn
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,803Please respect copyright.PENANA5KpcZXjt7q
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,803Please respect copyright.PENANA5m9qgsCKwg
無奈已經沒可能了。803Please respect copyright.PENANAjufkbFCQP5
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晚上十時多,803Please respect copyright.PENANA7heVNKoPiV
終於回到家裡,803Please respect copyright.PENANAgMLCEyQnNS
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,803Please respect copyright.PENANA3cbXkTO7sX
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,803Please respect copyright.PENANAVWN7c2SYdP
我,肚瀉了。803Please respect copyright.PENANAWXy90GxgPi
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,803Please respect copyright.PENANAzJNAPwfsDT
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。803Please respect copyright.PENANAzMJLrkch3C
本打算藉今天散散心,803Please respect copyright.PENANA9RHVabOvLv
卻又嘔又瀉。803Please respect copyright.PENANAe2VlTmTG6F
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。803Please respect copyright.PENANALdNMycg7FH
閉起雙眼,803Please respect copyright.PENANAz8ut9RkcsA
更見黑暗,803Please respect copyright.PENANA1A3yKI7JxU
更感孤寂。803Please respect copyright.PENANAuuSkdiuREF
我,很想很想...803Please respect copyright.PENANAjoIWPW2H3p
很想痛哭一場。803Please respect copyright.PENANADFqnaEpYiV
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。803Please respect copyright.PENANAcGcrmnaFAb
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,803Please respect copyright.PENANAaNhGo9oolS
但我卻無法哭一場。803Please respect copyright.PENANAvSf1YZAs94
味苦,803Please respect copyright.PENANA8BOPQ2MpGg
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,803Please respect copyright.PENANAcPwragyS1R
辛苦。803Please respect copyright.PENANA72byPuoCt1
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,803Please respect copyright.PENANA9aPUeGGLzQ
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,803Please respect copyright.PENANAcSb9MEZpy6
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。803Please respect copyright.PENANAnCyl80DoHe
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。803Please respect copyright.PENANATBDS4R3BU3
其實,我想不出一位。803Please respect copyright.PENANAbQIvx890Pn
其實,我身邊都沒有。803Please respect copyright.PENANAn1N3E2DNkD
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,803Please respect copyright.PENANALPs8QCIgP0
減下痛苦。803Please respect copyright.PENANAl58yqpzHND
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色803Please respect copyright.PENANA9WRZkVft2Y
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了803Please respect copyright.PENANA3EC0J1iGE6
你已經決定了 你已經決定了803Please respect copyright.PENANA7ezMKHtwOK
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著803Please respect copyright.PENANA1Lj9xmebRD
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了803Please respect copyright.PENANATlrm2d1Csd
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割803Please respect copyright.PENANACk2DG6yHwq
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色803Please respect copyright.PENANArDyVapyaD3
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了803Please respect copyright.PENANASbZ7uMWfZc
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼803Please respect copyright.PENANAmuhqHr7bYd
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了803Please respect copyright.PENANA2dZYTJPqWT
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇803Please respect copyright.PENANApX3zIFQDQz
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著803Please respect copyright.PENANAN92iB6ySdl
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色803Please respect copyright.PENANAT4De69qwtQ
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了803Please respect copyright.PENANAF759DJ38DU
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼803Please respect copyright.PENANAaNMPIteupo
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合803Please respect copyright.PENANAmQaCj9J4Vd
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河803Please respect copyright.PENANAGQcqznARFU
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了803Please respect copyright.PENANAv7KnmLi5br
然後才後悔著803Please respect copyright.PENANAQooDGHU07j
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色803Please respect copyright.PENANAZeWv2HORlN
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了803Please respect copyright.PENANAmM28Sz00iX
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼803Please respect copyright.PENANAUBatYjQHxq
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合803Please respect copyright.PENANAJtcNcLojOq
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河803Please respect copyright.PENANAkfqP59XHFB
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了803Please respect copyright.PENANAWNeg8hDeOn
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色803Please respect copyright.PENANAMZZ4HCYiYI
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢803Please respect copyright.PENANA5YH1HIbXlw
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻803Please respect copyright.PENANAnGCFM8LJS1
重新開始活著803Please respect copyright.PENANAAY10vJcUN7
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《你,不是真正的快樂》803Please respect copyright.PENANAUtTjwuJzk6