1月14日,凌晨5時多。745Please respect copyright.PENANAk9yp025o88
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。745Please respect copyright.PENANA0qc5LxFRFm
大家都在熟睡中,745Please respect copyright.PENANAoSwdvYfEl3
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無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。745Please respect copyright.PENANAesXk5A9I7G
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,745Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZsaG8p5Ll
血水慢慢的滲出。745Please respect copyright.PENANA61RkY0a6HQ
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。745Please respect copyright.PENANAG5GaNTfMmv
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起來梳洗,745Please respect copyright.PENANAzkr7Ypyvdb
執拾行裝。745Please respect copyright.PENANA7swte79s7k
準備與朋友集合。745Please respect copyright.PENANA2YRFz10fHr
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,745Please respect copyright.PENANACzW3US5ZsH
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有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。745Please respect copyright.PENANAKKJUAcU1LB
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我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,745Please respect copyright.PENANAUQY4F7O37o
導致我的失敗。745Please respect copyright.PENANAbjKah4VaJX
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白白的消磨時間。745Please respect copyright.PENANA3phbs4G6x9
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,745Please respect copyright.PENANAIT6hr1SneU
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。745Please respect copyright.PENANAGZcDDc1xTX
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,745Please respect copyright.PENANAGI4ChYr3kj
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。745Please respect copyright.PENANARmcgzHX15r
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我們乘坐慢船。745Please respect copyright.PENANAXlop9QUQXA
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,745Please respect copyright.PENANAhCP4OsJs2v
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我內心的景象,也是如此。745Please respect copyright.PENANAWY5TBVqN8e
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,745Please respect copyright.PENANA3ORC9qBf7E
尋得他們的燈光。745Please respect copyright.PENANA1lGDWnOj1i
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。745Please respect copyright.PENANARXWc70DTEH
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,745Please respect copyright.PENANAhZFbONZFwX
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,745Please respect copyright.PENANAbJwMRIXK24
玩玩聊聊。745Please respect copyright.PENANA5VqLrXAzDx
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說745Please respect copyright.PENANAwm6DkSWA1F
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說745Please respect copyright.PENANAGMfCaHeS0K
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應745Please respect copyright.PENANAJqH9Pe4RFB
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」745Please respect copyright.PENANAKHY3gVBs7W
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。745Please respect copyright.PENANAUA5nQNeLyx
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。745Please respect copyright.PENANAmpVMAEtGnF
記得,745Please respect copyright.PENANAbWnvGlIgkA
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,745Please respect copyright.PENANAZWQQUqnLEL
四處找朋友拍照留念。745Please respect copyright.PENANA6h2nfpSY55
我,只是一個留級的同學,745Please respect copyright.PENANAMLuDLkj7Ix
又不主動認識其他人,745Please respect copyright.PENANASg1rGlJD5E
沒有人找上,也正常不過。745Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ53A4tmcg
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不過,745Please respect copyright.PENANAxRJseuaVvF
她對我已經……745Please respect copyright.PENANApXxRV6rHFy
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,745Please respect copyright.PENANADNZ9IfJxqr
其實,745Please respect copyright.PENANA7y69F0Mkcl
心裡還是渴望著。745Please respect copyright.PENANAkhQolhg2lP
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最終,都得到實現。745Please respect copyright.PENANAnLOC9deQyM
不過,745Please respect copyright.PENANACDvLCA50H1
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。745Please respect copyright.PENANAhQJPHVIK8C
我不喜在她這樣的態度,745Please respect copyright.PENANAffKRWwWW1D
不是想說她態度欠佳,745Please respect copyright.PENANAxoTx37UhpH
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。745Please respect copyright.PENANALvzB2ydEzF
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眼見面前一班好友,745Please respect copyright.PENANAOynvfmpDlU
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。745Please respect copyright.PENANAwgtjPT692Z
過了好一段時間,745Please respect copyright.PENANAd249FfaGZl
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。745Please respect copyright.PENANAJJs92pzxxz
偏偏在上山的時候,745Please respect copyright.PENANAIoMrMoXXWH
我突然感到一陣納悶,745Please respect copyright.PENANAOFJXaMaYs5
那刻,我在想,745Please respect copyright.PENANALkWqTRD60h
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?745Please respect copyright.PENANA2flQSfa6oy
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。745Please respect copyright.PENANAcjskX8ymUp
良久,終於下山,745Please respect copyright.PENANA26Ug05clj3
時間來到下午五時多,745Please respect copyright.PENANAK5NShJUOJJ
我不適的感覺重了,745Please respect copyright.PENANAN3aKZEArVu
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,745Please respect copyright.PENANAlBzQSvnpRr
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。745Please respect copyright.PENANAFjKosOM4oQ
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終於舒暢了,745Please respect copyright.PENANAvoNaKJ0rEb
可惜,745Please respect copyright.PENANAExg9nF5Hvy
過了不足兩小時,745Please respect copyright.PENANAYTtTQNnM7R
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,745Please respect copyright.PENANAjqUWMyTOUM
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。745Please respect copyright.PENANAvarGiq50b4
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。745Please respect copyright.PENANAGtmzXd6Sdy
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。745Please respect copyright.PENANA1jrDq1lDfm
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。745Please respect copyright.PENANAn9oj2CYAHE
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲745Please respect copyright.PENANAtweaPNUQBi
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」745Please respect copyright.PENANAm3I3uvbWaF
「回去好好休息吧。」745Please respect copyright.PENANA5go4mzJo4T
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。745Please respect copyright.PENANANJ9CT6FyLU
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。745Please respect copyright.PENANAwrVuzp0lXA
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,745Please respect copyright.PENANAMBfBREFsQw
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,745Please respect copyright.PENANAIf6F8pv7ye
無奈已經沒可能了。745Please respect copyright.PENANAOZRfR1eqqc
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晚上十時多,745Please respect copyright.PENANAS3UBuGVd3j
終於回到家裡,745Please respect copyright.PENANA4qyJzX7dat
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,745Please respect copyright.PENANAA6VRYIHGz7
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,745Please respect copyright.PENANAcjgY0hPqE5
我,肚瀉了。745Please respect copyright.PENANAWcthGARkZC
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,745Please respect copyright.PENANAOhHJIPWFTV
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。745Please respect copyright.PENANAUuvHx3wBze
本打算藉今天散散心,745Please respect copyright.PENANAv53zhh2UBu
卻又嘔又瀉。745Please respect copyright.PENANAmCCY8xm63e
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。745Please respect copyright.PENANAj9ZMulK835
閉起雙眼,745Please respect copyright.PENANALM5r5Hl73E
更見黑暗,745Please respect copyright.PENANACaBznuCSfS
更感孤寂。745Please respect copyright.PENANAhcosEj1hmg
我,很想很想...745Please respect copyright.PENANAqw24XJ6GZa
很想痛哭一場。745Please respect copyright.PENANAEVpUj0E4Kz
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。745Please respect copyright.PENANA8b41vAuMye
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,745Please respect copyright.PENANA4rj72Mivld
但我卻無法哭一場。745Please respect copyright.PENANAg13tZQidDZ
味苦,745Please respect copyright.PENANAuba7xpYGeS
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,745Please respect copyright.PENANA0DEc4nUEGm
辛苦。745Please respect copyright.PENANA2me46ZLRWO
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,745Please respect copyright.PENANAsfVxzP9FGc
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,745Please respect copyright.PENANApKNpEo1cxX
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。745Please respect copyright.PENANAaZXlxUtqYe
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。745Please respect copyright.PENANA8UwV9RomoR
其實,我想不出一位。745Please respect copyright.PENANAol5eimnPJO
其實,我身邊都沒有。745Please respect copyright.PENANAadPlSztnbs
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,745Please respect copyright.PENANAqBP9lTrL9i
減下痛苦。745Please respect copyright.PENANAjojX37a2z9
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色745Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0VFJuSw6k
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了745Please respect copyright.PENANAzC9Cd01Pus
你已經決定了 你已經決定了745Please respect copyright.PENANA5jhgEnhA1Z
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著745Please respect copyright.PENANAi6mRfjISwQ
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了745Please respect copyright.PENANAa8cu1OoJkk
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割745Please respect copyright.PENANAXAiTdOWhtX
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色745Please respect copyright.PENANApRXxfhIQsm
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了745Please respect copyright.PENANAyxGgRFoH4p
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼745Please respect copyright.PENANAIRLnkX6Sg5
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了745Please respect copyright.PENANA4jfEdBXnqh
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇745Please respect copyright.PENANA9s8LS38wkD
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著745Please respect copyright.PENANAeaOInGpmPo
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色745Please respect copyright.PENANA2i4lXq0Z6t
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了745Please respect copyright.PENANAJ20ld4aWow
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼745Please respect copyright.PENANAwspe98uvca
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合745Please respect copyright.PENANAIvRX8emIi7
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河745Please respect copyright.PENANAnAGEhsnytP
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了745Please respect copyright.PENANALsOTdiHuFu
然後才後悔著745Please respect copyright.PENANA5hcX0No6n2
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色745Please respect copyright.PENANAofoAXZxE1V
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了745Please respect copyright.PENANAgDt5njMzgd
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼745Please respect copyright.PENANACMzueom5kY
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合745Please respect copyright.PENANAbWQX4tJM8E
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河745Please respect copyright.PENANATlhMbChZWR
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了745Please respect copyright.PENANA35zh8Jogvk
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色745Please respect copyright.PENANAHqIfsB8mZL
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢745Please respect copyright.PENANAN2kP3aoB2c
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻745Please respect copyright.PENANAsohPyMMbK4
重新開始活著745Please respect copyright.PENANASGTovvev2W
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《你,不是真正的快樂》745Please respect copyright.PENANAGGhG2esJJM