1月14日,凌晨5時多。481Please respect copyright.PENANAeno2agPTJN
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。481Please respect copyright.PENANA5zCYSwwhsH
大家都在熟睡中,481Please respect copyright.PENANApaEi1hZ5wx
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,481Please respect copyright.PENANABzgDXhvfKV
不自覺的再次想起她。481Please respect copyright.PENANAvy1mWtuR9o
我,很想長睡下去,481Please respect copyright.PENANAPvzGeTDJ0a
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。481Please respect copyright.PENANAah7nZtxOQm
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。481Please respect copyright.PENANAAoKJm0vsYs
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。481Please respect copyright.PENANA4SFnis2Joc
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,481Please respect copyright.PENANAf0y7pmJN54
血水慢慢的滲出。481Please respect copyright.PENANAoo2xrRWSYg
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。481Please respect copyright.PENANAA6mRCkmMLr
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。481Please respect copyright.PENANA7JlCkhUVzp
起來梳洗,481Please respect copyright.PENANAxJFjkwfRnM
執拾行裝。481Please respect copyright.PENANAzfLNHwEuM2
準備與朋友集合。481Please respect copyright.PENANA2JByLhYlUA
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,481Please respect copyright.PENANAA2Fdvdx9zj
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。481Please respect copyright.PENANA1RglUh0uKx
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。481Please respect copyright.PENANAtGlaQvMDJV
或者一切都因為我的被動,481Please respect copyright.PENANAerA9M0g6j9
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,481Please respect copyright.PENANAsgMQGZI7mL
導致我的失敗。481Please respect copyright.PENANAuySEMtStE2
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若不是早已應邀,481Please respect copyright.PENANA0qcNbDvtLI
我想,我還是留在家中,481Please respect copyright.PENANA3mmFuJdZP6
白白的消磨時間。481Please respect copyright.PENANAWcjcpMQEBM
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,481Please respect copyright.PENANAM500I1gWi2
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。481Please respect copyright.PENANAmtakXG2NcR
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,481Please respect copyright.PENANAQJmdbEmoFe
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。481Please respect copyright.PENANAvglM5Hnhgc
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我們乘坐慢船。481Please respect copyright.PENANApOlvfNwPbM
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,481Please respect copyright.PENANAASbezDhcC6
然後開展我們的「賭局」。481Please respect copyright.PENANAPUExPXrxo8
我們玩得有說有笑,481Please respect copyright.PENANAZat1UultSu
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。481Please respect copyright.PENANAuMXj0ivwbQ
我內心的景象,也是如此。481Please respect copyright.PENANAvYLIOe0BUh
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,481Please respect copyright.PENANANppvQsL345
尋得他們的燈光。481Please respect copyright.PENANAKzmFhtRMh9
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。481Please respect copyright.PENANAsDQQ5DqULi
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,481Please respect copyright.PENANAGDZNbZln1M
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,481Please respect copyright.PENANA9nO0Ty6d0S
玩玩聊聊。481Please respect copyright.PENANA1hU6VQuHS8
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說481Please respect copyright.PENANAntu1D2Tap9
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說481Please respect copyright.PENANAr7GM7a0dHX
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應481Please respect copyright.PENANAsUkdV9J4qZ
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」481Please respect copyright.PENANAOu5Zaz470c
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。481Please respect copyright.PENANAg6J6qh4EZQ
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。481Please respect copyright.PENANAuRmpSGZb1F
記得,481Please respect copyright.PENANAeZoDV7tBbV
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,481Please respect copyright.PENANAPD9cXNF8Kq
四處找朋友拍照留念。481Please respect copyright.PENANATcEavlHTJa
我,只是一個留級的同學,481Please respect copyright.PENANA9r7Pfsj6PF
又不主動認識其他人,481Please respect copyright.PENANAzBP9cuOfqY
沒有人找上,也正常不過。481Please respect copyright.PENANABX4TCfh94F
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。481Please respect copyright.PENANAvxcy3w0z2b
不過,481Please respect copyright.PENANA56epEgOOyc
她對我已經……481Please respect copyright.PENANAjhEEICmWSR
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,481Please respect copyright.PENANAkVvVTLIEAO
其實,481Please respect copyright.PENANADBzYArwIrZ
心裡還是渴望著。481Please respect copyright.PENANA2PLxTXzFcu
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最終,都得到實現。481Please respect copyright.PENANAattULquumF
不過,481Please respect copyright.PENANA794R3bxLzb
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。481Please respect copyright.PENANAXTYj2ZdmYn
我不喜在她這樣的態度,481Please respect copyright.PENANAqjuGYWaqv2
不是想說她態度欠佳,481Please respect copyright.PENANAwb3K87wPHk
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。481Please respect copyright.PENANAYnALtpGbbr
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眼見面前一班好友,481Please respect copyright.PENANAIKUXb1GRLK
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。481Please respect copyright.PENANAlIPnXHL4yf
過了好一段時間,481Please respect copyright.PENANA2zb9OZdo9K
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。481Please respect copyright.PENANAO2UWZ4d2If
偏偏在上山的時候,481Please respect copyright.PENANAnidK9jMLgE
我突然感到一陣納悶,481Please respect copyright.PENANAoSkYC0YeCN
那刻,我在想,481Please respect copyright.PENANAxqUkB45jr5
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?481Please respect copyright.PENANAiwFvZtVEkW
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。481Please respect copyright.PENANAWkjfwXrWpq
良久,終於下山,481Please respect copyright.PENANAzH5RhV0tsX
時間來到下午五時多,481Please respect copyright.PENANAvygKck9NGU
我不適的感覺重了,481Please respect copyright.PENANA3etB6CLslx
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,481Please respect copyright.PENANAV6UJGbMXOp
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。481Please respect copyright.PENANA1PkW1maRkH
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終於舒暢了,481Please respect copyright.PENANASQHOzvYb8G
可惜,481Please respect copyright.PENANALnLSEWwt8a
過了不足兩小時,481Please respect copyright.PENANAaxf1qR3VTk
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,481Please respect copyright.PENANAhfimjcqyy6
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。481Please respect copyright.PENANAwJdJYB7ySj
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。481Please respect copyright.PENANABDVvi9IVA0
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。481Please respect copyright.PENANAW9M7yvYtPt
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。481Please respect copyright.PENANAtXYCUN1qWo
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲481Please respect copyright.PENANAl15DjhuKkl
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」481Please respect copyright.PENANAVWN3NHE5LT
「回去好好休息吧。」481Please respect copyright.PENANA5KGIH7E4XU
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。481Please respect copyright.PENANA9fEgTf2La7
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。481Please respect copyright.PENANAQJ4t4kRSpK
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,481Please respect copyright.PENANAmqLLn0PBqh
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,481Please respect copyright.PENANAFZaurTvUoR
無奈已經沒可能了。481Please respect copyright.PENANACqSstgHzxv
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晚上十時多,481Please respect copyright.PENANAq5bjdpe6e5
終於回到家裡,481Please respect copyright.PENANAqYhXDHNN4m
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,481Please respect copyright.PENANAJhnxmAjJsQ
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,481Please respect copyright.PENANAitKbSzXd8T
我,肚瀉了。481Please respect copyright.PENANAgJnar0nfAf
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,481Please respect copyright.PENANAZtaq5MSjIQ
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。481Please respect copyright.PENANAIGrWSDH4Ge
本打算藉今天散散心,481Please respect copyright.PENANA3jZMVPn90K
卻又嘔又瀉。481Please respect copyright.PENANAqnNHyA9T9n
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。481Please respect copyright.PENANA1pP7R429D7
閉起雙眼,481Please respect copyright.PENANAHxEVGWxj8e
更見黑暗,481Please respect copyright.PENANAsUeudeTA4e
更感孤寂。481Please respect copyright.PENANAA2Afj9VcC9
我,很想很想...481Please respect copyright.PENANALBptmGLUJx
很想痛哭一場。481Please respect copyright.PENANAswfeRm7vyW
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。481Please respect copyright.PENANAHGosNpk8wA
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,481Please respect copyright.PENANAp7TNI5zdQV
但我卻無法哭一場。481Please respect copyright.PENANAAg2Hwn91k6
味苦,481Please respect copyright.PENANAcJdhOjLC8X
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,481Please respect copyright.PENANAjuvNrHWuJD
辛苦。481Please respect copyright.PENANAOMFLnkPqOW
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,481Please respect copyright.PENANAWNt1NoROCU
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,481Please respect copyright.PENANA1cTODVOLjr
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。481Please respect copyright.PENANAW5Ht3NrjYL
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。481Please respect copyright.PENANAWLvWXwB8kR
其實,我想不出一位。481Please respect copyright.PENANAo8Q51dlhry
其實,我身邊都沒有。481Please respect copyright.PENANAuLho8NLeWl
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,481Please respect copyright.PENANAv56sma2Tbg
減下痛苦。481Please respect copyright.PENANAIxqoRilZx9
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色481Please respect copyright.PENANAW32016uLoS
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了481Please respect copyright.PENANANX2HOWnvlY
你已經決定了 你已經決定了481Please respect copyright.PENANA8L7tcwL3Cy
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著481Please respect copyright.PENANA8E9fklbOix
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了481Please respect copyright.PENANA8XRXzzhuRE
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割481Please respect copyright.PENANAJsPBsH2ZIQ
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色481Please respect copyright.PENANAJLiwfrL8Z0
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了481Please respect copyright.PENANAueCm7cWtor
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼481Please respect copyright.PENANAqxSYvO9YDW
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了481Please respect copyright.PENANAGXLxv5oBWJ
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇481Please respect copyright.PENANAA5oXu3Rwxx
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著481Please respect copyright.PENANAwp4HMxLtYE
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色481Please respect copyright.PENANANFLokyC6V7
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了481Please respect copyright.PENANAKj8PTBYzmQ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼481Please respect copyright.PENANAxC983vnmdk
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合481Please respect copyright.PENANAUv41niO5Bu
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河481Please respect copyright.PENANAsp4cq9frU4
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了481Please respect copyright.PENANAkAEQpNyVf2
然後才後悔著481Please respect copyright.PENANAOmuxzu2qv2
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色481Please respect copyright.PENANA1J0Q9qrQZm
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了481Please respect copyright.PENANAj5BMAvHEas
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼481Please respect copyright.PENANAPeTXSRuHuI
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合481Please respect copyright.PENANAT9Dv1nvWzW
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河481Please respect copyright.PENANArYTYUWYZkE
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了481Please respect copyright.PENANA0mGiGfOvM0
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色481Please respect copyright.PENANAn6xtJ2Icf0
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢481Please respect copyright.PENANAXdtdDVcCEO
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻481Please respect copyright.PENANAm2Y1pFxvUu
重新開始活著481Please respect copyright.PENANAZCGcoL512k
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《你,不是真正的快樂》481Please respect copyright.PENANAzUFndGdwbM