1月14日,凌晨5時多。638Please respect copyright.PENANAdzzkhLa242
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。638Please respect copyright.PENANAYsxfYulq0z
大家都在熟睡中,638Please respect copyright.PENANAVZgr7VSdmc
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不自覺的再次想起她。638Please respect copyright.PENANAu5yuciFwJz
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這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。638Please respect copyright.PENANArc8EeC4FKl
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。638Please respect copyright.PENANAcb4AY1EP6P
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。638Please respect copyright.PENANAiUBhxw5jUG
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,638Please respect copyright.PENANAbFma4JiSLV
血水慢慢的滲出。638Please respect copyright.PENANA8SXV4JVSm7
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。638Please respect copyright.PENANA7KWchIuAAr
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。638Please respect copyright.PENANADqR7zBoaKI
起來梳洗,638Please respect copyright.PENANAFCM9SAx77E
執拾行裝。638Please respect copyright.PENANARMFo0E6yc9
準備與朋友集合。638Please respect copyright.PENANAwf403IApCp
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,638Please respect copyright.PENANAuWCQwGIOXl
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。638Please respect copyright.PENANADD3qCLI45O
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。638Please respect copyright.PENANA0IyvkuuCm3
或者一切都因為我的被動,638Please respect copyright.PENANAGumz06Bzww
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,638Please respect copyright.PENANAJmbU3R0AOl
導致我的失敗。638Please respect copyright.PENANA91tmL5R5BC
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我想,我還是留在家中,638Please respect copyright.PENANATAx3HC0vIG
白白的消磨時間。638Please respect copyright.PENANAUq3BPSP6zz
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,638Please respect copyright.PENANA4n0rxZYcn0
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。638Please respect copyright.PENANAsUF1knh20x
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,638Please respect copyright.PENANAs2OarUKV7k
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。638Please respect copyright.PENANAIQBo1obxq0
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我們乘坐慢船。638Please respect copyright.PENANA9oeDK1Ur4f
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,638Please respect copyright.PENANA5AIFy2eCN9
然後開展我們的「賭局」。638Please respect copyright.PENANAoDE2kkoFaA
我們玩得有說有笑,638Please respect copyright.PENANACjpAwOADpW
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。638Please respect copyright.PENANAkcE96W6n5I
我內心的景象,也是如此。638Please respect copyright.PENANA6qiM8byumU
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,638Please respect copyright.PENANAUTGD7I4L3A
尋得他們的燈光。638Please respect copyright.PENANAAwxNVzkBsM
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。638Please respect copyright.PENANAlKVbC9w5zQ
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,638Please respect copyright.PENANABOXtzRvvCk
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,638Please respect copyright.PENANALfyvpzduYJ
玩玩聊聊。638Please respect copyright.PENANAex9DVweyvu
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說638Please respect copyright.PENANAY2EWgUUPyU
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說638Please respect copyright.PENANAJoVuz6N4lf
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應638Please respect copyright.PENANAwW8j4tWty4
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」638Please respect copyright.PENANAnw6acUCTCO
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。638Please respect copyright.PENANADId1JUu1kY
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。638Please respect copyright.PENANA4kQ1sRvMVx
記得,638Please respect copyright.PENANA4qkIjzvFNF
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,638Please respect copyright.PENANAez3BjacIrX
四處找朋友拍照留念。638Please respect copyright.PENANADYCvxiVxPd
我,只是一個留級的同學,638Please respect copyright.PENANAHlZavnh5Uw
又不主動認識其他人,638Please respect copyright.PENANA263CM1vE3u
沒有人找上,也正常不過。638Please respect copyright.PENANAtwfyaUEENg
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。638Please respect copyright.PENANAB2QZr8VlwF
不過,638Please respect copyright.PENANA6MUm9gLVNl
她對我已經……638Please respect copyright.PENANADWQ3rxAvb8
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,638Please respect copyright.PENANA72rMwSMpIf
其實,638Please respect copyright.PENANACDabk9BSHS
心裡還是渴望著。638Please respect copyright.PENANAhCl7uTUFKg
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最終,都得到實現。638Please respect copyright.PENANA3UByFLXONH
不過,638Please respect copyright.PENANAB9jiz8pVKO
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。638Please respect copyright.PENANAddcAya7KH0
我不喜在她這樣的態度,638Please respect copyright.PENANAJhI4gl2Caa
不是想說她態度欠佳,638Please respect copyright.PENANABuSAL6kfDl
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。638Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZUo90qLNC
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眼見面前一班好友,638Please respect copyright.PENANAAZb3mSAjTr
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。638Please respect copyright.PENANAruIQqva7P7
過了好一段時間,638Please respect copyright.PENANAgHJk0ocoP4
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。638Please respect copyright.PENANADry77f4rIs
偏偏在上山的時候,638Please respect copyright.PENANAKKEZ8Yu8TC
我突然感到一陣納悶,638Please respect copyright.PENANAW2NPoPUuhK
那刻,我在想,638Please respect copyright.PENANAAV8Oe6ZUsU
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?638Please respect copyright.PENANAU1IebRkpHT
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。638Please respect copyright.PENANAOThSKmj2UD
良久,終於下山,638Please respect copyright.PENANAVw5N17BTrY
時間來到下午五時多,638Please respect copyright.PENANAB8RCEjX4sk
我不適的感覺重了,638Please respect copyright.PENANA16KXmS7viE
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,638Please respect copyright.PENANA3emTlfKwqi
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。638Please respect copyright.PENANAq6j8HpxXPF
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終於舒暢了,638Please respect copyright.PENANAmNQfoRiyGg
可惜,638Please respect copyright.PENANAXp0HY5jf2y
過了不足兩小時,638Please respect copyright.PENANAzWrzj2CYoy
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,638Please respect copyright.PENANAYs1h8asqjy
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。638Please respect copyright.PENANAkcK53E0wwM
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。638Please respect copyright.PENANAZXBtiBBbj2
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。638Please respect copyright.PENANA3b1gjWjwig
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。638Please respect copyright.PENANARcYxtZohZq
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲638Please respect copyright.PENANA9YtRIatSNy
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」638Please respect copyright.PENANA6q1SZ2QNEo
「回去好好休息吧。」638Please respect copyright.PENANAedGAQuycHB
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。638Please respect copyright.PENANAphs4UriGWN
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。638Please respect copyright.PENANAxAjWtBXjda
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,638Please respect copyright.PENANA7c7i7MDBGF
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,638Please respect copyright.PENANAld4IQ8g5o8
無奈已經沒可能了。638Please respect copyright.PENANAMEDSEqSzJc
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晚上十時多,638Please respect copyright.PENANA3xwkIIW9WH
終於回到家裡,638Please respect copyright.PENANAVQVXWrc2Uj
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,638Please respect copyright.PENANAfxh1JakGie
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,638Please respect copyright.PENANAjG7OMWWHqM
我,肚瀉了。638Please respect copyright.PENANAbPF46QTO4y
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,638Please respect copyright.PENANA5iYiov0knF
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。638Please respect copyright.PENANAGAL5E0bRpQ
本打算藉今天散散心,638Please respect copyright.PENANAzsN5B3YH40
卻又嘔又瀉。638Please respect copyright.PENANAt58Jkn6Fgt
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。638Please respect copyright.PENANA1DWJ5Vbvqw
閉起雙眼,638Please respect copyright.PENANAQeaEbk1E8y
更見黑暗,638Please respect copyright.PENANA1DJkDjO3oU
更感孤寂。638Please respect copyright.PENANAcpOgjNfl6a
我,很想很想...638Please respect copyright.PENANAvvESTckBiS
很想痛哭一場。638Please respect copyright.PENANAEPVsRAJaOx
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。638Please respect copyright.PENANAODulgf67XU
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,638Please respect copyright.PENANAtHhLx8PqEG
但我卻無法哭一場。638Please respect copyright.PENANAwDA1qZ9Aqr
味苦,638Please respect copyright.PENANARsnudi5bS8
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,638Please respect copyright.PENANAwSsPrA0578
辛苦。638Please respect copyright.PENANAXnf1mM6Cpu
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,638Please respect copyright.PENANAsKTuBo7Uji
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,638Please respect copyright.PENANArg44WXbiSw
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。638Please respect copyright.PENANAR14qsGCtlu
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。638Please respect copyright.PENANADVKupACHJr
其實,我想不出一位。638Please respect copyright.PENANAgtYfcprplM
其實,我身邊都沒有。638Please respect copyright.PENANAPrR1Iw7ZWr
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,638Please respect copyright.PENANAG62DdUTqah
減下痛苦。638Please respect copyright.PENANAuxjptdpWho
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色638Please respect copyright.PENANA93ulLn5YuU
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了638Please respect copyright.PENANAKvhrlfSbVN
你已經決定了 你已經決定了638Please respect copyright.PENANAaEyNZpx51W
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著638Please respect copyright.PENANAkera48s962
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了638Please respect copyright.PENANASc8sgqNPT1
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割638Please respect copyright.PENANAUPqQcVAeXR
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色638Please respect copyright.PENANAN3PYV3ANAj
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了638Please respect copyright.PENANAxsW7EwPmGQ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼638Please respect copyright.PENANAU7iiVk213s
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了638Please respect copyright.PENANAD1Ky67Iqg6
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇638Please respect copyright.PENANA5NAEcROFlK
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著638Please respect copyright.PENANAFLTxZB18l8
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色638Please respect copyright.PENANA9DbcDeqEUG
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了638Please respect copyright.PENANAI455fOzs0u
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼638Please respect copyright.PENANA19G4GroIJr
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合638Please respect copyright.PENANAYA6MGWpeUC
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河638Please respect copyright.PENANA1K4fl8CJ8U
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了638Please respect copyright.PENANAYbZnK8cTVy
然後才後悔著638Please respect copyright.PENANAePTdI6S6sn
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色638Please respect copyright.PENANAiIarXa6Zoj
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了638Please respect copyright.PENANAiPJZv7g9L6
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼638Please respect copyright.PENANAylNJUTFt1C
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合638Please respect copyright.PENANADDwf6pMbjR
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河638Please respect copyright.PENANAEvywQd50nC
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了638Please respect copyright.PENANAdXbj4hr3KM
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色638Please respect copyright.PENANAyeeljYFpf9
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢638Please respect copyright.PENANAwNjgAMfgdw
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻638Please respect copyright.PENANATqQJz0wsRy
重新開始活著638Please respect copyright.PENANAPx2BnjkjBE
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《你,不是真正的快樂》638Please respect copyright.PENANAxwcei9LP1z