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但再老友，也無法說出這數月來的心事。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yKsFjQ6uF
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPgLCEU9pu
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我的被動，導致我沒有很多的朋友，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87UccSysls
導致我的失敗。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wg4IYlXnx
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能夠外出遊玩，或許就藉這個機會，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx71wqj9e9i
散散心，忘記這數月來的事。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbZAQ56ULU
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MpKXbT4nA
忘記了，對她也沒太大影響吧。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKhS0Bxcbc
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踏上船後，我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk6xUU2Rzz
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我們玩得有說有笑，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYlJbLwCE7
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我內心的景象，也是如此。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS347cfO5X
眼前有一班好友，卻無法在濃濃的白霧中，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooINB0jAzE
尋得他們的燈光。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7asgGUy35
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下船後，我們按著早已編排好的行程。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY0gGoS6Zu
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN6W5KFjov
直到中午才到沙灘坐下，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm4bI6vW8J
玩玩聊聊。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMPCyjoqOw
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「欸，這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZwGBPfpnh
「我們四個男人，拍什麼照，搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBlNWnb62g
「留念啊，記錄我們的長洲遊啊，拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFTphjGNsw
「好吧，好吧，就拍一拍。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUyr6J7Glr
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzYWqZ7Mkn
這樣的一個舉動，又再想起了她。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaC9V5038W
記得，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimj4iPsvaj
聖誕假期前的數天，她與不少女同學一樣，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvbHf4F8q1
四處找朋友拍照留念。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWuNuFeI0y
我，只是一個留級的同學，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNSCdfPs1H
又不主動認識其他人，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgscesKMbH
沒有人找上，也正常不過。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE13FM2MELC
只是，我特別想跟她拍一張。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxMJF0ymkC
不過，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx7Um05M0h
她對我已經……321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJBXLtzBDW
我早就打消念頭，但話雖如此，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX8NlIphqN
其實，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx27BwgRgJ
心裡還是渴望著。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYnlVz9p5o
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最終，都得到實現。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l3JuaJcoX
不過，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUDfbhaqyZ
當時她單手指著我，然後示意出來。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWstxlyRTk
我不喜在她這樣的態度，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25p8KFlShz
不是想說她態度欠佳，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3rn1qsR08
而是，我更加覺得，一切都可能是時候完結。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszc7gWcOmr
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眼見面前一班好友，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMUxEAMBcD
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFH4b2jgch
過了好一段時間，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG6imMpgG1
我們決定上山走一回，遊歷這個長洲。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC563NJgjAg
偏偏在上山的時候，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPcSoRK1Xt
我突然感到一陣納悶，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbFN30i3Ls
那刻，我在想，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ3cgS842v
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDIQHV2bih
我不知道，只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtiDXnK2YW
良久，終於下山，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ103vZX4liz
時間來到下午五時多，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0ybD4nv2z
我不適的感覺重了，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLawpNjmGtE
最終我還未來得及找洗手間，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kx2FvB4Xh
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlex4NGG6i
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終於舒暢了，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TnUb8hBgF
可惜，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HalBY7rcZ
過了不足兩小時，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZJXLICgJa
我，又再次感到一陣納悶，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYact5ErQXe
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo13TyTmuJ
再過一會兒，便吃晚飯。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr65C1xdgT
經過兩次嘔吐，我沒胃口吃了。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKFqc5AIgQ
只是喝了數杯汽水，便一起回家了。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSNuyQ9qk9
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「阿仁，沒事嗎?」朋友甲321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfT4N58IbQ
「沒事，好多了。只是還怕再來。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyjCU0CXxX
「回去好好休息吧。」321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsHyhdwqFR
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若能由她說出這番話，就好了。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVufP7OV0ZX
我猜，這是不可能的幻想。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByS8CAEdo7
我相信，要是能博得她的關心，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HS14WkQ6M
再嘔數十次，也是值得的，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrBecfe3yX
無奈已經沒可能了。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7flUvuEsO
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晚上十時多，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtbHR19IHw
終於回到家裡，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxei7QMrHC
洗澡後，本想好好的休息，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbhOr1keQP
但，肚子又感到陣陣不適，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIdNLp1IBA
我，肚瀉了。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxDCPCPfPP
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdHxJOgGnP
大約十一時，我躺在床上，細想著這數天的事。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVSRv0RUK7
本打算藉今天散散心，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUrBiMhVB1
卻又嘔又瀉。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVb3Rtjh9a
身在分岔路，卻由殘酷指引明路。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp6qFst0GF
閉起雙眼，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MvU1By6UA
更見黑暗，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQbo39qrAr
更感孤寂。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVDghBf9JW
我，很想很想...321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk4lybTzp3
很想痛哭一場。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR2jKFhCBg
瑟縮在床邊的我，流不下一點淚水。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ698fqckPjM
哭泣，是為釋放冤屈的方法之一，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4x68dXsWJ
但我卻無法哭一場。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYspGnfF88E
味苦，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd94XZMjIGI
感覺，就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLEsc6OBVj
辛苦。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZKAdetz81
整晚，就處於這種煎熬中，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGQ6Mtlze8
不論外與內，都是苦澀的味道，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiX9sSv7w8
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzWd82AZSg
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0E0fHc9h8
其實，我想不出一位。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq68gPp37ht
其實，我身邊都沒有。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSVij1MNmF
唯有，讓時間來減下壓力，321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJyaDt4DJ9
減下痛苦。321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruLOAIy3wb
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人群中　哭著　你只想變成透明的顏色321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbF6kYR3Xq
你再也不會夢　或痛　或心動了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz03Yaj6VH
你已經決定了　你已經決定了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqlL581X3x
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你靜靜　忍著　緊緊把昨天在拳心握著321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUii1i9OmE
而回憶越是甜　就是　越傷人了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o74f98Bv9
越是在　手心留下　密密麻麻　深深淺淺的刀割321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumMozyOGkc
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你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是你穿的保護色321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPsyE1NklY
你決定不恨了　也決定不愛了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdSFxdHJdq
把你的靈魂　關在永遠　鎖上的軀殼321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiAOPZFJj0
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這世界　笑了　於是你合群的一起笑了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsSo2ZP2OD
當生存是規則　不是　你的選擇321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AOBGFrA1r
於是你　含著眼淚　飄飄盪盪　跌跌撞撞的走著321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwXswHQerd
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你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是你穿的保護色321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4JtYGkfpm
你決定不恨了　也決定不愛了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMPg7X5Lh2
把你的靈魂　關在永遠　鎖上的軀殼321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8oFXbD6nm
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你不是真正的快樂　你的傷從不肯完全的癒合321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUcM5BHQo8
我站在你左側　卻像隔著銀河321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTctgYwGtq
難道就真的　抱著遺憾　一直到老了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8tESLNbWZ
然後才後悔著321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDU53QhZgp6
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你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是你穿的保護色321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX5bYGtQQi
你決定不恨了　也決定不愛了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD94ODeqEl
把你的靈魂　關在永遠　鎖上的軀殼321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OXah4vFCm
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你不是真正的快樂　你的傷從不肯完全的癒合321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf0BDfqsHo
我站在你左側　卻像隔著銀河321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N35MPPgnd
難道就真的　抱著遺憾　一直到老了321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOAnDvSIF5
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你值得真正的快樂　你應該脫下你穿的保護色321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAO61YkB4x
為什麼失去了　還要被懲罰呢321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nf958Ga6R
能不能就讓　悲傷全部　結束在此刻321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJX23arypz
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