1月14日,凌晨5時多。808Please respect copyright.PENANAOGYNlRRj4o
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。808Please respect copyright.PENANAtv6Q3oyjY3
大家都在熟睡中,808Please respect copyright.PENANAMUj95sQi6E
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,808Please respect copyright.PENANAUD7eNfT9Z1
不自覺的再次想起她。808Please respect copyright.PENANAfLg2UbZWAP
我,很想長睡下去,808Please respect copyright.PENANAXwKoBp4Hh6
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。808Please respect copyright.PENANAd6rIj1lL6R
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。808Please respect copyright.PENANAce0rsYS0lP
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。808Please respect copyright.PENANAMWr54Z40GT
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,808Please respect copyright.PENANAvWuWnuLpzB
血水慢慢的滲出。808Please respect copyright.PENANA0yxEXQjTdL
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。808Please respect copyright.PENANAZVwIliQsyp
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。808Please respect copyright.PENANARC1y46Hsi1
起來梳洗,808Please respect copyright.PENANAF0PucC2KCj
執拾行裝。808Please respect copyright.PENANAl6XJ9JMYht
準備與朋友集合。808Please respect copyright.PENANAb6BdFh7vzK
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,808Please respect copyright.PENANACWACJb6tC2
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。808Please respect copyright.PENANARrgwtqLDUb
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。808Please respect copyright.PENANAryNATYCUxK
或者一切都因為我的被動,808Please respect copyright.PENANAfz9QR26WuI
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,808Please respect copyright.PENANAfKdtlB4FZ2
導致我的失敗。808Please respect copyright.PENANAk9w8Xksfut
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若不是早已應邀,808Please respect copyright.PENANAkG9zTnphAx
我想,我還是留在家中,808Please respect copyright.PENANA1qaDNzgQKg
白白的消磨時間。808Please respect copyright.PENANAaeB7G8gshE
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,808Please respect copyright.PENANArAeKC6phGL
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。808Please respect copyright.PENANAtlFpoPVcH4
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,808Please respect copyright.PENANAUD6j8wyKfW
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。808Please respect copyright.PENANAdGCpJOVuiN
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我們乘坐慢船。808Please respect copyright.PENANATfDTkJe1oC
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,808Please respect copyright.PENANAfUIyoigbn1
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我們玩得有說有笑,808Please respect copyright.PENANAahbCJTtUiY
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。808Please respect copyright.PENANA1lj5DCIV1B
我內心的景象,也是如此。808Please respect copyright.PENANAeyUj0Jtl3V
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,808Please respect copyright.PENANAOOPjg3xINF
尋得他們的燈光。808Please respect copyright.PENANAzyhDqRmEAN
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。808Please respect copyright.PENANAlaUh3gRHnk
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,808Please respect copyright.PENANAYpm11T64g1
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,808Please respect copyright.PENANAEDJ7tDhP4U
玩玩聊聊。808Please respect copyright.PENANAuasFaNi4z6
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說808Please respect copyright.PENANA4ecpbTDUZv
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說808Please respect copyright.PENANAdxjZbYKOV4
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應808Please respect copyright.PENANAX6SniZwyE1
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」808Please respect copyright.PENANA51tixDf3Qn
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。808Please respect copyright.PENANAch6pTtWSfw
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。808Please respect copyright.PENANAhJwmA08JTy
記得,808Please respect copyright.PENANAb7Wffvj1AE
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,808Please respect copyright.PENANAl1Q4ShflVV
四處找朋友拍照留念。808Please respect copyright.PENANA148jEUsdvS
我,只是一個留級的同學,808Please respect copyright.PENANAANijidLq7j
又不主動認識其他人,808Please respect copyright.PENANAkH20vJC4ug
沒有人找上,也正常不過。808Please respect copyright.PENANAAryhSCmWZ0
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。808Please respect copyright.PENANA9Zci95ETIm
不過,808Please respect copyright.PENANAmjqffTpIbO
她對我已經……808Please respect copyright.PENANA5nRvfSZtp6
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,808Please respect copyright.PENANAb8J3FbCFPG
其實,808Please respect copyright.PENANAm7cUZhF5bi
心裡還是渴望著。808Please respect copyright.PENANAoIg4PNh2CR
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最終,都得到實現。808Please respect copyright.PENANAHs7n9dLgp1
不過,808Please respect copyright.PENANAyKvnBGvvHs
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。808Please respect copyright.PENANAR2vJZgotB7
我不喜在她這樣的態度,808Please respect copyright.PENANAiUNO3II0Wt
不是想說她態度欠佳,808Please respect copyright.PENANAFU1h5v5OfY
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。808Please respect copyright.PENANAjB2oC7TYzt
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眼見面前一班好友,808Please respect copyright.PENANAj58GMU2cSJ
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。808Please respect copyright.PENANAzxQ9w5vQwU
過了好一段時間,808Please respect copyright.PENANAVUXSpvrrPc
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。808Please respect copyright.PENANA4uVuGLEr7z
偏偏在上山的時候,808Please respect copyright.PENANAvNLGzdkF4x
我突然感到一陣納悶,808Please respect copyright.PENANAdI4tt5nRTF
那刻,我在想,808Please respect copyright.PENANAl9mb7RH60a
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?808Please respect copyright.PENANAxp7xGUQKWv
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。808Please respect copyright.PENANA6lyWdBYeM6
良久,終於下山,808Please respect copyright.PENANAGqCqVy4Sz3
時間來到下午五時多,808Please respect copyright.PENANAQusisGNQpQ
我不適的感覺重了,808Please respect copyright.PENANAxjFOJq7kkT
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,808Please respect copyright.PENANAoMhp5IudX7
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。808Please respect copyright.PENANAflC2t1GRcO
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終於舒暢了,808Please respect copyright.PENANA56tFKw1Hle
可惜,808Please respect copyright.PENANA8dawFWfHKg
過了不足兩小時,808Please respect copyright.PENANAtHMBzh0hq2
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,808Please respect copyright.PENANAoHE7lVJhzd
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。808Please respect copyright.PENANAalw1n5G9zb
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。808Please respect copyright.PENANAUgQtGJK5qy
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。808Please respect copyright.PENANAoXrkdfxQ33
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。808Please respect copyright.PENANASYjyGEUncj
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲808Please respect copyright.PENANAd7Gwe4nP6t
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」808Please respect copyright.PENANAGgRGWp9x8z
「回去好好休息吧。」808Please respect copyright.PENANATKqx76X7QC
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。808Please respect copyright.PENANAhaEEfn2Nvx
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。808Please respect copyright.PENANA32sWMXgsDH
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,808Please respect copyright.PENANA8YKxlaXbc9
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,808Please respect copyright.PENANA9N8pg6sZgi
無奈已經沒可能了。808Please respect copyright.PENANAukFqlR38Bu
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晚上十時多,808Please respect copyright.PENANAHNkKknqike
終於回到家裡,808Please respect copyright.PENANAfm44rlQk0a
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,808Please respect copyright.PENANAePGEngnBno
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,808Please respect copyright.PENANAKhGgtejwxH
我,肚瀉了。808Please respect copyright.PENANA4o1CK1GQKC
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,808Please respect copyright.PENANA5gQYLWF2BY
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。808Please respect copyright.PENANAYK1wseYtCy
本打算藉今天散散心,808Please respect copyright.PENANAWzMWOpRS1j
卻又嘔又瀉。808Please respect copyright.PENANAxkdhsw35XU
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。808Please respect copyright.PENANAw9NjNG9b86
閉起雙眼,808Please respect copyright.PENANAdZN6WazFki
更見黑暗,808Please respect copyright.PENANA9JYmKCxL8C
更感孤寂。808Please respect copyright.PENANAcUl3OsOIYc
我,很想很想...808Please respect copyright.PENANAqrLyWk40ND
很想痛哭一場。808Please respect copyright.PENANAXHDaiiXfQC
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。808Please respect copyright.PENANATY2zEq84M2
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,808Please respect copyright.PENANAujfidiSyhg
但我卻無法哭一場。808Please respect copyright.PENANA4hL1c3sOfc
味苦,808Please respect copyright.PENANAvllGE8cdZo
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,808Please respect copyright.PENANAJAF9Dy2wS7
辛苦。808Please respect copyright.PENANAX190M8x2LW
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,808Please respect copyright.PENANAaOUxOZ8XcN
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,808Please respect copyright.PENANAPWTaUrIFVM
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。808Please respect copyright.PENANAPctQIBvtLx
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。808Please respect copyright.PENANAnHMbMomWD9
其實,我想不出一位。808Please respect copyright.PENANAkqFTP8nl5y
其實,我身邊都沒有。808Please respect copyright.PENANALOLpRDZsYc
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,808Please respect copyright.PENANAqChCXPGOn7
減下痛苦。808Please respect copyright.PENANA4frNSfkzXz
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色808Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ58wQuUbC
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了808Please respect copyright.PENANAV7w3Dk8DoM
你已經決定了 你已經決定了808Please respect copyright.PENANAPU7WkWww02
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著808Please respect copyright.PENANAtJsZnuMuEO
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了808Please respect copyright.PENANAbKckTaLdb2
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割808Please respect copyright.PENANAqhVCoIfNHM
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色808Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bi0htVj1A
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了808Please respect copyright.PENANAbZbYevxCTn
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼808Please respect copyright.PENANAfxin85eIvv
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了808Please respect copyright.PENANABBAGaXYtuH
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇808Please respect copyright.PENANAdfGd4qh988
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著808Please respect copyright.PENANAvY9S8XFziB
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色808Please respect copyright.PENANAvrAyfAmv8Y
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了808Please respect copyright.PENANAkWNkf5kTX7
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼808Please respect copyright.PENANAZKh4xqVxTj
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合808Please respect copyright.PENANAUtev0jT6OE
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河808Please respect copyright.PENANAxrbFhHAE7q
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了808Please respect copyright.PENANA1gHRa1nruQ
然後才後悔著808Please respect copyright.PENANAQcIEQyFXMr
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色808Please respect copyright.PENANAp0RkqJq5k5
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了808Please respect copyright.PENANA3Qqj8ijr4f
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼808Please respect copyright.PENANAnlKAHFC5qT
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合808Please respect copyright.PENANAI4HcNIWJ1k
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河808Please respect copyright.PENANAlOhlO6H5lK
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了808Please respect copyright.PENANAVH1s5wf9HP
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色808Please respect copyright.PENANAOFOmdlOTgD
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢808Please respect copyright.PENANA5cyEMRaR5F
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻808Please respect copyright.PENANA4STXAM8O9J
重新開始活著808Please respect copyright.PENANAb8XrDfXe28
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《你,不是真正的快樂》808Please respect copyright.PENANAN4EMqrCpw4