1月14日,凌晨5時多。751Please respect copyright.PENANAWox0PNIWLb
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。751Please respect copyright.PENANAIuo8yj5sO8
大家都在熟睡中,751Please respect copyright.PENANARCQ4z9Pup8
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,751Please respect copyright.PENANAfBTrCBaqdL
不自覺的再次想起她。751Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2CWtHOeeX
我,很想長睡下去,751Please respect copyright.PENANAiin8XDvFEW
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。751Please respect copyright.PENANA2Vy8BkRa0S
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。751Please respect copyright.PENANAXUhSLGS7Z0
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。751Please respect copyright.PENANAVIUSHfNtK6
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,751Please respect copyright.PENANAyBUou7jKMT
血水慢慢的滲出。751Please respect copyright.PENANAaHbmROBqGr
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。751Please respect copyright.PENANA9yEOEswtXt
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。751Please respect copyright.PENANAWynmd11bEL
起來梳洗,751Please respect copyright.PENANAttYGjxnJq9
執拾行裝。751Please respect copyright.PENANAocol5xklvJ
準備與朋友集合。751Please respect copyright.PENANArCISM4IDLY
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,751Please respect copyright.PENANAOlOEDvVVSj
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。751Please respect copyright.PENANAxHIH9NOHA9
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。751Please respect copyright.PENANAXoDciLtLhg
或者一切都因為我的被動,751Please respect copyright.PENANAxsPcGJoWdO
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,751Please respect copyright.PENANAeT2pGrGKXe
導致我的失敗。751Please respect copyright.PENANABtFSe1fWyc
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若不是早已應邀,751Please respect copyright.PENANA4WrFIJkMWj
我想,我還是留在家中,751Please respect copyright.PENANA7CqetudTIU
白白的消磨時間。751Please respect copyright.PENANAlRe95wBter
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,751Please respect copyright.PENANABbY5nhQZ4o
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。751Please respect copyright.PENANAqSSeUHfLYy
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,751Please respect copyright.PENANAz6CoRsJXu7
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。751Please respect copyright.PENANAz81qc523rN
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我們乘坐慢船。751Please respect copyright.PENANA9TLQTKxi6E
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,751Please respect copyright.PENANAvOQtMWqqka
然後開展我們的「賭局」。751Please respect copyright.PENANAaBOm3Oi3MV
我們玩得有說有笑,751Please respect copyright.PENANA2a4n8IkomK
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。751Please respect copyright.PENANANWlieZgq8r
我內心的景象,也是如此。751Please respect copyright.PENANAgPEjF1gQZK
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,751Please respect copyright.PENANAaNDFat3JHb
尋得他們的燈光。751Please respect copyright.PENANAMJyoyduQYo
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。751Please respect copyright.PENANAMaRqkzLpPk
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,751Please respect copyright.PENANApZeOhWBJnX
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,751Please respect copyright.PENANAu1bsdzefXd
玩玩聊聊。751Please respect copyright.PENANAQipYNIJX9g
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說751Please respect copyright.PENANAx4wxJve4a4
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說751Please respect copyright.PENANAoOXurU540w
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應751Please respect copyright.PENANACQNEdqwAQH
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」751Please respect copyright.PENANACQMl3Xcvty
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。751Please respect copyright.PENANAOzQywKQ2W6
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。751Please respect copyright.PENANAmpoRrBBGFo
記得,751Please respect copyright.PENANAcI5vHGZ2rl
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,751Please respect copyright.PENANA9rRrRGTNTr
四處找朋友拍照留念。751Please respect copyright.PENANAi7Q6hFxhYG
我,只是一個留級的同學,751Please respect copyright.PENANAmhngvkWxiK
又不主動認識其他人,751Please respect copyright.PENANAKF0fv5abR9
沒有人找上,也正常不過。751Please respect copyright.PENANAvUsxZdynYb
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。751Please respect copyright.PENANA4hNUBWa4Jm
不過,751Please respect copyright.PENANAWU6QqvMhEy
她對我已經……751Please respect copyright.PENANApqMXVlCmsU
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,751Please respect copyright.PENANAMvfU64PvXg
其實,751Please respect copyright.PENANA3KyegE2QZw
心裡還是渴望著。751Please respect copyright.PENANAmjXwYaE4Tr
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最終,都得到實現。751Please respect copyright.PENANAlb7o9BC894
不過,751Please respect copyright.PENANAJA0S2kaT61
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。751Please respect copyright.PENANALN8YzQOGWd
我不喜在她這樣的態度,751Please respect copyright.PENANAx3KT35BjAG
不是想說她態度欠佳,751Please respect copyright.PENANAEDM4gb373I
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。751Please respect copyright.PENANAhg4q7kmepo
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眼見面前一班好友,751Please respect copyright.PENANAOjABdJTUyE
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。751Please respect copyright.PENANAV5CtZulBB6
過了好一段時間,751Please respect copyright.PENANAg3MErYL3Ad
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。751Please respect copyright.PENANA4QpYCqCz0d
偏偏在上山的時候,751Please respect copyright.PENANAq3WvX86eFN
我突然感到一陣納悶,751Please respect copyright.PENANAwotlcL2jlZ
那刻,我在想,751Please respect copyright.PENANAuMWr6e93tG
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?751Please respect copyright.PENANAwdUJLhLA0l
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。751Please respect copyright.PENANA5fxdmRmeS8
良久,終於下山,751Please respect copyright.PENANAfFIYyEAEar
時間來到下午五時多,751Please respect copyright.PENANAxNQRU8qzkJ
我不適的感覺重了,751Please respect copyright.PENANAhlIx4JwSAv
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,751Please respect copyright.PENANAdDsHk2dZlf
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。751Please respect copyright.PENANA2bKvk4OqAR
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終於舒暢了,751Please respect copyright.PENANAODYPvKZKlL
可惜,751Please respect copyright.PENANAcGlHn9TGGY
過了不足兩小時,751Please respect copyright.PENANAPwEJvxUXsF
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,751Please respect copyright.PENANAsUv7zeDl6S
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。751Please respect copyright.PENANAJqHqtsYGA3
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。751Please respect copyright.PENANAmNBJx6YoAi
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。751Please respect copyright.PENANAhn6C9q0Nmw
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。751Please respect copyright.PENANA4uxRYvOADJ
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲751Please respect copyright.PENANAiNvCmUZPmX
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」751Please respect copyright.PENANAXGOxongwzQ
「回去好好休息吧。」751Please respect copyright.PENANAU5ixc6y92P
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。751Please respect copyright.PENANAi6zoJnYxKT
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。751Please respect copyright.PENANARrNehwDTQX
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,751Please respect copyright.PENANAjxNY3XkAt7
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,751Please respect copyright.PENANAk4joiCXmc9
無奈已經沒可能了。751Please respect copyright.PENANAtcutVRgIxO
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晚上十時多,751Please respect copyright.PENANA9HgooWdbae
終於回到家裡,751Please respect copyright.PENANAPmFeMChOta
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,751Please respect copyright.PENANAv48PfPGiYo
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,751Please respect copyright.PENANA5DJHPGeDxD
我,肚瀉了。751Please respect copyright.PENANAJx3vAys9bV
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,751Please respect copyright.PENANAWsDjlLH2A4
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。751Please respect copyright.PENANApZV9NZWvpZ
本打算藉今天散散心,751Please respect copyright.PENANAvepJYuba44
卻又嘔又瀉。751Please respect copyright.PENANAU07MqUkFud
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。751Please respect copyright.PENANAaEjC5C79Pd
閉起雙眼,751Please respect copyright.PENANA39VI4bbtBm
更見黑暗,751Please respect copyright.PENANALcAmXLL2ex
更感孤寂。751Please respect copyright.PENANAquLheXIorw
我,很想很想...751Please respect copyright.PENANA3laNGzQaCt
很想痛哭一場。751Please respect copyright.PENANAvxY97ZJNcc
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。751Please respect copyright.PENANAdl9HmPuE3x
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,751Please respect copyright.PENANAbbj4OGAxyr
但我卻無法哭一場。751Please respect copyright.PENANA8CUEkGYGIJ
味苦,751Please respect copyright.PENANA2I14xht9EI
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,751Please respect copyright.PENANAGJAdb2YJL3
辛苦。751Please respect copyright.PENANA91KvGWhymK
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,751Please respect copyright.PENANADkUP8XNyKz
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,751Please respect copyright.PENANAY4f7iozWGj
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。751Please respect copyright.PENANADyq0fuEwDr
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。751Please respect copyright.PENANAWvYw19iGNg
其實,我想不出一位。751Please respect copyright.PENANASZ8kOayXqo
其實,我身邊都沒有。751Please respect copyright.PENANAkkA3bHscdR
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,751Please respect copyright.PENANARopWHysXL9
減下痛苦。751Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ne3nnP9N5
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色751Please respect copyright.PENANAu6eGuWUMZl
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了751Please respect copyright.PENANAH23ku98XIC
你已經決定了 你已經決定了751Please respect copyright.PENANAnU8eIjymZ5
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著751Please respect copyright.PENANAXJLKjmG9sX
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了751Please respect copyright.PENANAKLKbQ50M61
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割751Please respect copyright.PENANAbafYS4ilYD
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色751Please respect copyright.PENANAyv7T0xsZKE
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了751Please respect copyright.PENANAqWoz02ekLl
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼751Please respect copyright.PENANA7F6Zo9odtX
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了751Please respect copyright.PENANAnpSmCLDerC
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇751Please respect copyright.PENANAKtrdc6KIFA
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著751Please respect copyright.PENANATxzOgLTZn1
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色751Please respect copyright.PENANAzrh0nPvv1H
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了751Please respect copyright.PENANAIxnWkIvSJ7
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼751Please respect copyright.PENANAPFbsZyW51q
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合751Please respect copyright.PENANAQZ6FTHrztf
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河751Please respect copyright.PENANA8iUES9FTjL
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了751Please respect copyright.PENANAUIbonYSXaY
然後才後悔著751Please respect copyright.PENANATIcFhWfnow
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色751Please respect copyright.PENANAGdnOoKdqTd
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了751Please respect copyright.PENANAuvZRmPqR8O
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼751Please respect copyright.PENANAR4cloW1DjJ
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合751Please respect copyright.PENANA3KFXKb8TTB
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河751Please respect copyright.PENANA546yAANMwr
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了751Please respect copyright.PENANAwwV0DUiOOR
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色751Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9OiUNCnP1
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢751Please respect copyright.PENANAgwELzcdTm7
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻751Please respect copyright.PENANArL7e5rAA5e
重新開始活著751Please respect copyright.PENANAtlewLaDRkD
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《你,不是真正的快樂》751Please respect copyright.PENANAvQiLKXJlH4