1月14日,凌晨5時多。814Please respect copyright.PENANAahyad1wIiN
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。814Please respect copyright.PENANAQUtR6J6Jtd
大家都在熟睡中,814Please respect copyright.PENANAE1nSMx9ueo
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,814Please respect copyright.PENANAMGTXwVDAN8
不自覺的再次想起她。814Please respect copyright.PENANApd65As7vkg
我,很想長睡下去,814Please respect copyright.PENANAAompXhv9GO
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。814Please respect copyright.PENANAzmtyA9SJM4
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。814Please respect copyright.PENANAmxnQFR6zhr
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。814Please respect copyright.PENANAYLwILL2TcA
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,814Please respect copyright.PENANAM4ffAwo87Y
血水慢慢的滲出。814Please respect copyright.PENANAXz4hiBUGMh
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。814Please respect copyright.PENANAB29v0vZj0M
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。814Please respect copyright.PENANAjFFgc8gyss
起來梳洗,814Please respect copyright.PENANAwDtEyWp71R
執拾行裝。814Please respect copyright.PENANAwRVy07l36T
準備與朋友集合。814Please respect copyright.PENANAakZbDXQNbX
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,814Please respect copyright.PENANAmrDDgymJHR
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。814Please respect copyright.PENANA4SMNfmP3UB
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。814Please respect copyright.PENANAi9v1Y2trNm
或者一切都因為我的被動,814Please respect copyright.PENANABtTegCPFA0
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,814Please respect copyright.PENANACGxIPtJ2ev
導致我的失敗。814Please respect copyright.PENANA7zOWWOKCAA
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若不是早已應邀,814Please respect copyright.PENANA981zdySxD7
我想,我還是留在家中,814Please respect copyright.PENANAzDHy8qyIWT
白白的消磨時間。814Please respect copyright.PENANAjj1lzPUcvM
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,814Please respect copyright.PENANAOIGaZxc1bd
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。814Please respect copyright.PENANAXvfEcicgTD
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,814Please respect copyright.PENANADzY2iUkCAJ
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。814Please respect copyright.PENANAJGksbkjCLv
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我們乘坐慢船。814Please respect copyright.PENANAX3EZst47pt
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,814Please respect copyright.PENANASy5uzPlxms
然後開展我們的「賭局」。814Please respect copyright.PENANAnXWQZ2dDyr
我們玩得有說有笑,814Please respect copyright.PENANANBeP2Vk9pA
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。814Please respect copyright.PENANAXGDY5k0eY4
我內心的景象,也是如此。814Please respect copyright.PENANADTNfF4qwxW
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,814Please respect copyright.PENANAose1RdqUzM
尋得他們的燈光。814Please respect copyright.PENANAWnoeTopS2w
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。814Please respect copyright.PENANA5jo3BZUiRp
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,814Please respect copyright.PENANAgwR16YdyBx
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,814Please respect copyright.PENANAtVpaT6WvQk
玩玩聊聊。814Please respect copyright.PENANAbFS5uXRwSP
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說814Please respect copyright.PENANAMA5KhVRQkK
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說814Please respect copyright.PENANAEVexqzD2dM
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應814Please respect copyright.PENANAjqO1BwTVm4
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」814Please respect copyright.PENANA6PLTT7DaX3
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。814Please respect copyright.PENANAwgL02earS3
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。814Please respect copyright.PENANA8cbLFYqyGE
記得,814Please respect copyright.PENANAYAWzBMN4sJ
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,814Please respect copyright.PENANAy1Ikgl99Ds
四處找朋友拍照留念。814Please respect copyright.PENANAharmEvQ5tV
我,只是一個留級的同學,814Please respect copyright.PENANAPZxcEKYmiJ
又不主動認識其他人,814Please respect copyright.PENANAOWBxpAyL2J
沒有人找上,也正常不過。814Please respect copyright.PENANAvs3Zk561Es
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。814Please respect copyright.PENANAuWgLViCS4Q
不過,814Please respect copyright.PENANAsIRp44SORI
她對我已經……814Please respect copyright.PENANAD1qpPdjG3j
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,814Please respect copyright.PENANAycApEqD01p
其實,814Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZtlEgzbif
心裡還是渴望著。814Please respect copyright.PENANAcsjkZvv6Vg
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最終,都得到實現。814Please respect copyright.PENANAo3XyUIDl9c
不過,814Please respect copyright.PENANA4KCWthK2uk
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。814Please respect copyright.PENANAv8z4gEyWlq
我不喜在她這樣的態度,814Please respect copyright.PENANAjXDvNyzw6l
不是想說她態度欠佳,814Please respect copyright.PENANAvAWMDwSNdO
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。814Please respect copyright.PENANADyvNpw9iL3
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眼見面前一班好友,814Please respect copyright.PENANAAd1754wt0I
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。814Please respect copyright.PENANAyugftPnaZU
過了好一段時間,814Please respect copyright.PENANA7CFs2Pcby2
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。814Please respect copyright.PENANAWuONgohUUY
偏偏在上山的時候,814Please respect copyright.PENANAsgtk9TqyJC
我突然感到一陣納悶,814Please respect copyright.PENANAx5X8gyTvaB
那刻,我在想,814Please respect copyright.PENANAR3KanIhT5a
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?814Please respect copyright.PENANAv2jKtBeA61
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。814Please respect copyright.PENANAUcWHcR6Dss
良久,終於下山,814Please respect copyright.PENANAK9jaiNh9Xt
時間來到下午五時多,814Please respect copyright.PENANAEY6ZpnC2ZO
我不適的感覺重了,814Please respect copyright.PENANAZRtfYyf9kP
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,814Please respect copyright.PENANA41fBfwHkBS
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。814Please respect copyright.PENANA1n7LDs5xM6
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終於舒暢了,814Please respect copyright.PENANAv1gzRmWfvw
可惜,814Please respect copyright.PENANAhkJVnDkPW5
過了不足兩小時,814Please respect copyright.PENANApwPrlzYPbh
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,814Please respect copyright.PENANAgn2q1R5dwu
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。814Please respect copyright.PENANA0MGtbEVk3V
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。814Please respect copyright.PENANASMFOvxGt70
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAFMSVTnFygH
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。814Please respect copyright.PENANARfjeHoTz0y
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲814Please respect copyright.PENANAQG96f7lsHx
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAMcPkgcJOgT
「回去好好休息吧。」814Please respect copyright.PENANADtNlqO99X6
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAricLtQsEaN
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。814Please respect copyright.PENANATUIKKaMmiA
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,814Please respect copyright.PENANAuRRlg9FcAh
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,814Please respect copyright.PENANAAwfpJ6mFAz
無奈已經沒可能了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAYXuNAqmMuw
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晚上十時多,814Please respect copyright.PENANAJkGIi1wkm4
終於回到家裡,814Please respect copyright.PENANARoG2hkZ4Jo
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,814Please respect copyright.PENANAOivQYiAwJF
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,814Please respect copyright.PENANAyWd4OJFNJ8
我,肚瀉了。814Please respect copyright.PENANAbI5OFFJvhZ
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,814Please respect copyright.PENANA4gBu9RKLY3
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。814Please respect copyright.PENANAXDXk1A9rkJ
本打算藉今天散散心,814Please respect copyright.PENANADZo16uzcmf
卻又嘔又瀉。814Please respect copyright.PENANA68fL51aNpm
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。814Please respect copyright.PENANAPaxDDWTU6B
閉起雙眼,814Please respect copyright.PENANA85EWQsqBTO
更見黑暗,814Please respect copyright.PENANAu1FEKgtT5s
更感孤寂。814Please respect copyright.PENANAdIXOEjQRgz
我,很想很想...814Please respect copyright.PENANAzw9HKWdxXi
很想痛哭一場。814Please respect copyright.PENANACxrtEr7EoP
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。814Please respect copyright.PENANAMO8etSC6AJ
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,814Please respect copyright.PENANAmxlNfR2vcg
但我卻無法哭一場。814Please respect copyright.PENANAjhfPq4Q48u
味苦,814Please respect copyright.PENANAt0uzI9krzM
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,814Please respect copyright.PENANAUAaZpMiG29
辛苦。814Please respect copyright.PENANAiFfxtb8mYk
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,814Please respect copyright.PENANA4CPdyXpO3P
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,814Please respect copyright.PENANAFDqpPH1WlU
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。814Please respect copyright.PENANABOnQNvGPu9
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。814Please respect copyright.PENANAJlZL7qQx95
其實,我想不出一位。814Please respect copyright.PENANAGAAnhnTZP9
其實,我身邊都沒有。814Please respect copyright.PENANApzzNLPZk6z
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,814Please respect copyright.PENANA6wO6tdogk0
減下痛苦。814Please respect copyright.PENANAjI4ILrraq9
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色814Please respect copyright.PENANAIpWUxaYl8R
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了814Please respect copyright.PENANAsyo9AwiuTj
你已經決定了 你已經決定了814Please respect copyright.PENANAzCspuDPzar
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著814Please respect copyright.PENANAmdOyQwjsz6
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了814Please respect copyright.PENANApv1uPKNyIT
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割814Please respect copyright.PENANAnBckmgdvF3
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色814Please respect copyright.PENANABBhJDKpLF8
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了814Please respect copyright.PENANAFLdp3gNDYz
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼814Please respect copyright.PENANAJCxphX4qIe
814Please respect copyright.PENANAZl0fOWJJY6
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了814Please respect copyright.PENANAublcn31uMx
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇814Please respect copyright.PENANAohFksGMEX7
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著814Please respect copyright.PENANA7YOWTs5fyH
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色814Please respect copyright.PENANAHTLk50Pyj0
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了814Please respect copyright.PENANAeNRQIr0JOj
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼814Please respect copyright.PENANAVWUNavTxo5
814Please respect copyright.PENANA11ZBGPlfZh
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合814Please respect copyright.PENANAT6O7T5Zwkl
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河814Please respect copyright.PENANA3sPCMY5PmA
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了814Please respect copyright.PENANArBF16A1Xmi
然後才後悔著814Please respect copyright.PENANAAVQCS5TtDv
814Please respect copyright.PENANAvEwjv2njhZ
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色814Please respect copyright.PENANAvIfCsjP66n
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了814Please respect copyright.PENANAccpbjArlBl
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼814Please respect copyright.PENANAEK9k9WTV6D
814Please respect copyright.PENANAsy7up6UTWj
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合814Please respect copyright.PENANA0SQeug7Au4
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河814Please respect copyright.PENANAVuE2gQVWEg
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了814Please respect copyright.PENANA1Frulz8oCK
814Please respect copyright.PENANAHsDK6HJW8O
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色814Please respect copyright.PENANA2SMEYpBRaE
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢814Please respect copyright.PENANAKOWhz75JF1
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻814Please respect copyright.PENANAiU4P9Hx0qV
重新開始活著814Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5TWFbluNK
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《你,不是真正的快樂》814Please respect copyright.PENANAF1bT8OMOQA