1月14日,凌晨5時多。804Please respect copyright.PENANAK4hB2xmWur
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。804Please respect copyright.PENANASXvibLW8Or
大家都在熟睡中,804Please respect copyright.PENANAPZ4wl6Rsgl
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不自覺的再次想起她。804Please respect copyright.PENANA5pWe1CxKxv
我,很想長睡下去,804Please respect copyright.PENANA3rAw8AL1IL
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。804Please respect copyright.PENANA4FbQRxb1Bj
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。804Please respect copyright.PENANACCEttSzKLm
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。804Please respect copyright.PENANAz3J1j1NnD2
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,804Please respect copyright.PENANAep67fTGSjL
血水慢慢的滲出。804Please respect copyright.PENANALUwo334WtO
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。804Please respect copyright.PENANAS1Tf04usDn
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。804Please respect copyright.PENANAwqWLEu12tx
起來梳洗,804Please respect copyright.PENANAmKOYfsKYu7
執拾行裝。804Please respect copyright.PENANAlevzgQobgs
準備與朋友集合。804Please respect copyright.PENANANj7LDJ7ITa
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,804Please respect copyright.PENANA6rbIZPX50Z
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。804Please respect copyright.PENANAm4FTzeFlOP
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。804Please respect copyright.PENANA63euiPFdX4
或者一切都因為我的被動,804Please respect copyright.PENANA1slqAybh9y
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,804Please respect copyright.PENANAg0Q4qfaNny
導致我的失敗。804Please respect copyright.PENANAQTrSHuxo67
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若不是早已應邀,804Please respect copyright.PENANAFqmC4p0T0b
我想,我還是留在家中,804Please respect copyright.PENANAhDodVSszoB
白白的消磨時間。804Please respect copyright.PENANACyuM71mXp4
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,804Please respect copyright.PENANANa4OkYRQqu
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。804Please respect copyright.PENANA2oqo8gUk2X
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,804Please respect copyright.PENANAJ35yktmVk9
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。804Please respect copyright.PENANABlq78IANQl
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我們乘坐慢船。804Please respect copyright.PENANAGe3kE6pMpA
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,804Please respect copyright.PENANAjF3j8b0yAq
然後開展我們的「賭局」。804Please respect copyright.PENANAIHpy6aDQfF
我們玩得有說有笑,804Please respect copyright.PENANAaLHoBU0nta
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。804Please respect copyright.PENANAkYSU6sWrNg
我內心的景象,也是如此。804Please respect copyright.PENANAfqehGmFmkE
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,804Please respect copyright.PENANAtdkWtBQgJL
尋得他們的燈光。804Please respect copyright.PENANA79DHb2eWqU
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。804Please respect copyright.PENANAmSUmP3QtVf
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,804Please respect copyright.PENANAmWaGToYMs3
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,804Please respect copyright.PENANAAEJTbVrqdA
玩玩聊聊。804Please respect copyright.PENANA7tMu6AG4Uz
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說804Please respect copyright.PENANAzUovWm1AY1
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說804Please respect copyright.PENANAHoSprsDhQT
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應804Please respect copyright.PENANAKaghOdqQVQ
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAOawixDkfaj
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。804Please respect copyright.PENANA3lV8QDs0qF
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。804Please respect copyright.PENANAfpja0FYD9T
記得,804Please respect copyright.PENANA36JmBhxWph
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,804Please respect copyright.PENANAEAGcx4xK6U
四處找朋友拍照留念。804Please respect copyright.PENANAU8NPmOGzmc
我,只是一個留級的同學,804Please respect copyright.PENANARZfIpG4SmS
又不主動認識其他人,804Please respect copyright.PENANAKNdhSHBps9
沒有人找上,也正常不過。804Please respect copyright.PENANAXRigXOw6VX
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。804Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1qqIb8wwm
不過,804Please respect copyright.PENANA1oVD2P1OT6
她對我已經……804Please respect copyright.PENANAxt8OywOeTm
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,804Please respect copyright.PENANAAS51KVyVN7
其實,804Please respect copyright.PENANAtu8yp68c96
心裡還是渴望著。804Please respect copyright.PENANAzwGGRveT13
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最終,都得到實現。804Please respect copyright.PENANASiikQofy9r
不過,804Please respect copyright.PENANAwnJbhf516M
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。804Please respect copyright.PENANALhQvNMAg7P
我不喜在她這樣的態度,804Please respect copyright.PENANAsDUx9aryki
不是想說她態度欠佳,804Please respect copyright.PENANACZgAEdsOus
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。804Please respect copyright.PENANA0EsTrxk5S0
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眼見面前一班好友,804Please respect copyright.PENANATc4JtRtwYq
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。804Please respect copyright.PENANAwnZKk6yCts
過了好一段時間,804Please respect copyright.PENANAQvjQ4cfVHP
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。804Please respect copyright.PENANAMU4xfKRPIR
偏偏在上山的時候,804Please respect copyright.PENANA861KHSOQIw
我突然感到一陣納悶,804Please respect copyright.PENANA6WMs2Oc4g1
那刻,我在想,804Please respect copyright.PENANAuyVum232U7
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?804Please respect copyright.PENANAPbwqN8g3xt
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。804Please respect copyright.PENANA4P9JZSUpz0
良久,終於下山,804Please respect copyright.PENANAtTvPzdM1eN
時間來到下午五時多,804Please respect copyright.PENANAMFWE0VOlMQ
我不適的感覺重了,804Please respect copyright.PENANAesgWWbdoH2
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,804Please respect copyright.PENANAKdcCK1tJnX
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。804Please respect copyright.PENANAbICosrLEG6
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終於舒暢了,804Please respect copyright.PENANAOaYIt0KSyN
可惜,804Please respect copyright.PENANAbwJMykf6j0
過了不足兩小時,804Please respect copyright.PENANAi4z8XtCNyX
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,804Please respect copyright.PENANA6BMgbCi2RH
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。804Please respect copyright.PENANAO5aCYoNHY5
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。804Please respect copyright.PENANAMx97zgjwtR
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。804Please respect copyright.PENANAIxtJCWbjid
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。804Please respect copyright.PENANA2hZNOcewaE
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲804Please respect copyright.PENANA4Zcl4EV3rU
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」804Please respect copyright.PENANA5WlVge68Uk
「回去好好休息吧。」804Please respect copyright.PENANAGoUoOqS4jz
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。804Please respect copyright.PENANA5MatKmuzpd
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。804Please respect copyright.PENANAhRTqrc0Brl
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,804Please respect copyright.PENANA7R9uO7XXEM
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,804Please respect copyright.PENANAptfCxhxvZB
無奈已經沒可能了。804Please respect copyright.PENANANzC9E8Q8CT
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晚上十時多,804Please respect copyright.PENANAIgwwYKRtyW
終於回到家裡,804Please respect copyright.PENANAcq5UDITcOw
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,804Please respect copyright.PENANAT3NR7kCGR4
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,804Please respect copyright.PENANA5i4Y4IzuVU
我,肚瀉了。804Please respect copyright.PENANArWWPhiBF5s
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,804Please respect copyright.PENANASSSypiGkew
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。804Please respect copyright.PENANA7NjEh7MPXH
本打算藉今天散散心,804Please respect copyright.PENANANDxVWQ7nzZ
卻又嘔又瀉。804Please respect copyright.PENANADiUm3czqQd
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。804Please respect copyright.PENANAHRAkDue99U
閉起雙眼,804Please respect copyright.PENANAjr103Geicp
更見黑暗,804Please respect copyright.PENANA0nci4ts8kW
更感孤寂。804Please respect copyright.PENANAyRq1eq8qfV
我,很想很想...804Please respect copyright.PENANAnJMhrfKAbw
很想痛哭一場。804Please respect copyright.PENANADIGfjecvfq
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。804Please respect copyright.PENANAmE8zl0zZYY
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,804Please respect copyright.PENANA803XmZhGjd
但我卻無法哭一場。804Please respect copyright.PENANAmPca2fa85G
味苦,804Please respect copyright.PENANANw3MH8hiQ6
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,804Please respect copyright.PENANAiyQgYmGTR1
辛苦。804Please respect copyright.PENANA0SsRg3JRmC
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,804Please respect copyright.PENANAealJ2FOm0b
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,804Please respect copyright.PENANAra9fl1v2TK
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。804Please respect copyright.PENANASEknjuNxKI
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。804Please respect copyright.PENANAfd1UQh49qi
其實,我想不出一位。804Please respect copyright.PENANA9GX0o2NZjB
其實,我身邊都沒有。804Please respect copyright.PENANAMAgVO86ivv
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,804Please respect copyright.PENANAhWKBBbngwM
減下痛苦。804Please respect copyright.PENANAeNF9kRf4Mg
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色804Please respect copyright.PENANAngBw3SfLe2
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了804Please respect copyright.PENANAYgWu6Sbccr
你已經決定了 你已經決定了804Please respect copyright.PENANAFfl2NREDiY
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著804Please respect copyright.PENANAgQYHFvTCcZ
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了804Please respect copyright.PENANAA55blFd1Hr
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割804Please respect copyright.PENANARbu5BInFA1
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色804Please respect copyright.PENANAP5Pf5MyG9y
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了804Please respect copyright.PENANAWkZF3PN0t3
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼804Please respect copyright.PENANA3Oa1ZSCQPR
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了804Please respect copyright.PENANAr1H7oYIQ3A
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇804Please respect copyright.PENANA0GpueuX3of
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著804Please respect copyright.PENANAIaGejqDdsn
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色804Please respect copyright.PENANA2Grj2V1DJD
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了804Please respect copyright.PENANAkDpQ7p0spl
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼804Please respect copyright.PENANAWicHRKsbIo
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合804Please respect copyright.PENANAZRJvuHWPSZ
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河804Please respect copyright.PENANAjeej0KhDQO
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了804Please respect copyright.PENANAl71EdQmdiT
然後才後悔著804Please respect copyright.PENANASF7mfLEOyW
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色804Please respect copyright.PENANABYktqtUpID
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了804Please respect copyright.PENANA7iIBW4jms9
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼804Please respect copyright.PENANAm5Ti8WfgYc
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合804Please respect copyright.PENANAcOrUAHFbbK
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河804Please respect copyright.PENANAkyJrLLf4Iq
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了804Please respect copyright.PENANAmpMg2jhzx2
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色804Please respect copyright.PENANAuTJOwpgMy6
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢804Please respect copyright.PENANAbV9TWz3cOV
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻804Please respect copyright.PENANAE85DsFQRh3
重新開始活著804Please respect copyright.PENANAl8z85sL3H0
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《你,不是真正的快樂》804Please respect copyright.PENANAwpvYlmbuzE