1月14日,凌晨5時多。749Please respect copyright.PENANAk1jzHjVgXp
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。749Please respect copyright.PENANAe5IFsRohsC
大家都在熟睡中,749Please respect copyright.PENANAUZsEoy50VM
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,749Please respect copyright.PENANApfaPswESpK
不自覺的再次想起她。749Please respect copyright.PENANAjSkiUKbeJL
我,很想長睡下去,749Please respect copyright.PENANA3VD9ckNFfb
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。749Please respect copyright.PENANAYtU9R3mAyC
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。749Please respect copyright.PENANAm89YiZxCcf
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。749Please respect copyright.PENANAoIPIjSTva7
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,749Please respect copyright.PENANAFsFZKi3Xrm
血水慢慢的滲出。749Please respect copyright.PENANA9qKsK55CG6
749Please respect copyright.PENANAEp0Bb0tBlF
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。749Please respect copyright.PENANAs4S02cY7yh
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。749Please respect copyright.PENANAGw0Z4KJFlG
起來梳洗,749Please respect copyright.PENANAN1tCQ76DsH
執拾行裝。749Please respect copyright.PENANASeX1n3Uowo
準備與朋友集合。749Please respect copyright.PENANAkOmEE34MLH
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,749Please respect copyright.PENANAINAXh4ucfj
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。749Please respect copyright.PENANAYOH5G6ftFF
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。749Please respect copyright.PENANAHHXXvoiKuP
或者一切都因為我的被動,749Please respect copyright.PENANA7khkO3RuVu
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,749Please respect copyright.PENANAyGfqVTDGWH
導致我的失敗。749Please respect copyright.PENANA05UjUhTO7u
749Please respect copyright.PENANABSMfFQHwfd
若不是早已應邀,749Please respect copyright.PENANAbGk0VX7GLS
我想,我還是留在家中,749Please respect copyright.PENANAX1sufB7rh9
白白的消磨時間。749Please respect copyright.PENANA036teT5ddL
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,749Please respect copyright.PENANA6VClprmDL3
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。749Please respect copyright.PENANAS0rfLtMbyL
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,749Please respect copyright.PENANAf3omzNf6bB
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。749Please respect copyright.PENANAAkSvIQ7jYm
749Please respect copyright.PENANA9K9P9rsrTk
我們乘坐慢船。749Please respect copyright.PENANAntpoPqe2CH
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,749Please respect copyright.PENANA1TSYl1EmGT
然後開展我們的「賭局」。749Please respect copyright.PENANAo78pxavRX8
我們玩得有說有笑,749Please respect copyright.PENANAl8nfuxgj5B
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。749Please respect copyright.PENANAAHUj0QWBx3
我內心的景象,也是如此。749Please respect copyright.PENANAAT6pX95P7q
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,749Please respect copyright.PENANAeeavBWQuME
尋得他們的燈光。749Please respect copyright.PENANAX96ZK5bpFs
749Please respect copyright.PENANATm7rqztETp
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。749Please respect copyright.PENANA8kiavOlAAn
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,749Please respect copyright.PENANAQxbXhPmQ9C
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,749Please respect copyright.PENANAuFPrrW3Cs2
玩玩聊聊。749Please respect copyright.PENANA777hk4T67Z
749Please respect copyright.PENANA95uaIbNVXl
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說749Please respect copyright.PENANA3pLM8AWbtu
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說749Please respect copyright.PENANA3f19Q1UVgg
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應749Please respect copyright.PENANA8Xo9PNzYiU
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」749Please respect copyright.PENANAIU5DapfjrF
749Please respect copyright.PENANA2pd3ZKYpge
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。749Please respect copyright.PENANALKKoXmmiYi
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。749Please respect copyright.PENANAcTl8EzpOz0
記得,749Please respect copyright.PENANAQAQqoW7aSb
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,749Please respect copyright.PENANAE4GMeQxCGb
四處找朋友拍照留念。749Please respect copyright.PENANAWZhjdHk8Av
我,只是一個留級的同學,749Please respect copyright.PENANAUfi3niy2qS
又不主動認識其他人,749Please respect copyright.PENANA6dCBDt2nHp
沒有人找上,也正常不過。749Please respect copyright.PENANAPYzu9xeeI7
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。749Please respect copyright.PENANAKITjX8k1u0
不過,749Please respect copyright.PENANAFSeDrc92xv
她對我已經……749Please respect copyright.PENANAi5Lf4PjNns
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,749Please respect copyright.PENANA6234hd3GPV
其實,749Please respect copyright.PENANAqzKHW92tBH
心裡還是渴望著。749Please respect copyright.PENANA4kGHbunawJ
749Please respect copyright.PENANAMQifFpuQCG
最終,都得到實現。749Please respect copyright.PENANAFe494V5JLw
不過,749Please respect copyright.PENANAyk7gM3vSFO
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。749Please respect copyright.PENANATE3NYtM1Hl
我不喜在她這樣的態度,749Please respect copyright.PENANAkO734tWFTi
不是想說她態度欠佳,749Please respect copyright.PENANALz7CCufFJp
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。749Please respect copyright.PENANAO5tcSNAyYF
749Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ9ifShMeV
眼見面前一班好友,749Please respect copyright.PENANAA1knPeWeFR
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。749Please respect copyright.PENANAB4gSpJ1gkj
過了好一段時間,749Please respect copyright.PENANA4RkL837sgO
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。749Please respect copyright.PENANAVUkoExY4wE
偏偏在上山的時候,749Please respect copyright.PENANAGBA4FJC3ed
我突然感到一陣納悶,749Please respect copyright.PENANAqbJWF6nKeH
那刻,我在想,749Please respect copyright.PENANA1LEdMXi5ol
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?749Please respect copyright.PENANAm26vbRXkxT
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。749Please respect copyright.PENANA5FwjJhDXxR
良久,終於下山,749Please respect copyright.PENANAQXAKtttcvW
時間來到下午五時多,749Please respect copyright.PENANAsxowtLo5J7
我不適的感覺重了,749Please respect copyright.PENANAsvM6oOcslk
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,749Please respect copyright.PENANA5PPUOe8taP
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。749Please respect copyright.PENANAcYvAR5qW5T
749Please respect copyright.PENANA9ISXLam0na
終於舒暢了,749Please respect copyright.PENANA8PBDiEeLtT
可惜,749Please respect copyright.PENANAYQJaqEX4RC
過了不足兩小時,749Please respect copyright.PENANAlta24czwSv
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,749Please respect copyright.PENANAfemH6uBDwH
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。749Please respect copyright.PENANAE8xeZmhOhN
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。749Please respect copyright.PENANAPvsZV6X7zP
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。749Please respect copyright.PENANAzDUHy0AwgK
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。749Please respect copyright.PENANAcDRthhhBX8
749Please respect copyright.PENANA6YT5GvaSXw
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲749Please respect copyright.PENANAUbuSLlqa6L
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」749Please respect copyright.PENANAicI9NGtZX7
「回去好好休息吧。」749Please respect copyright.PENANAzOhL5r0b7y
749Please respect copyright.PENANA78TWWfTmSz
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。749Please respect copyright.PENANAKoJW56na5Y
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。749Please respect copyright.PENANAv3SALYqcAU
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,749Please respect copyright.PENANA9dkRBea5pd
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,749Please respect copyright.PENANARtLh1plBaU
無奈已經沒可能了。749Please respect copyright.PENANA5PspDlZQgm
749Please respect copyright.PENANA5BQNss605D
晚上十時多,749Please respect copyright.PENANAB4H2w4fUbZ
終於回到家裡,749Please respect copyright.PENANAkS7eO6CEvk
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,749Please respect copyright.PENANA6sTfEYTlbC
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,749Please respect copyright.PENANAvwGrS6NhzL
我,肚瀉了。749Please respect copyright.PENANAImV9YsatL5
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,749Please respect copyright.PENANARKwD8kgfQI
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。749Please respect copyright.PENANAjhBrVCsXRA
本打算藉今天散散心,749Please respect copyright.PENANAqG9zUsV8ze
卻又嘔又瀉。749Please respect copyright.PENANAX7DRWTf61d
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。749Please respect copyright.PENANAqF031CtSQu
閉起雙眼,749Please respect copyright.PENANATaAqpdVJxN
更見黑暗,749Please respect copyright.PENANAfmUuCDhIOo
更感孤寂。749Please respect copyright.PENANAYWBU4aKsbt
我,很想很想...749Please respect copyright.PENANAUN1Kv2L1Qk
很想痛哭一場。749Please respect copyright.PENANAveIK7M9Fzn
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。749Please respect copyright.PENANAa5GpwqxPAu
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,749Please respect copyright.PENANAjb23osZUVA
但我卻無法哭一場。749Please respect copyright.PENANAF4lFmENK5f
味苦,749Please respect copyright.PENANAw7yx8cENmd
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,749Please respect copyright.PENANALN3gp23AYr
辛苦。749Please respect copyright.PENANAz5xwHYEKy6
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,749Please respect copyright.PENANA21Nxhi7BTj
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,749Please respect copyright.PENANAoavlTErSwm
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。749Please respect copyright.PENANAJyKjsSnpq5
749Please respect copyright.PENANABToxh4lkkv
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。749Please respect copyright.PENANAD4LFuVVpe3
其實,我想不出一位。749Please respect copyright.PENANADBQJwEQF2W
其實,我身邊都沒有。749Please respect copyright.PENANAR7NCmDUJDH
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,749Please respect copyright.PENANA3waOHNgnZO
減下痛苦。749Please respect copyright.PENANAVM1OVDcN3o
749Please respect copyright.PENANAjFCEmUvcJr
749Please respect copyright.PENANAIFfAEqpwCs
749Please respect copyright.PENANAiIGebavlZz
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色749Please respect copyright.PENANAelTPfX93A2
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了749Please respect copyright.PENANAQdZ4fUbxsl
你已經決定了 你已經決定了749Please respect copyright.PENANAqZNbZxqqYV
749Please respect copyright.PENANAtMnBhpibuV
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著749Please respect copyright.PENANAoaMjtSSURd
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了749Please respect copyright.PENANAwDQpYMHEGn
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割749Please respect copyright.PENANA4U7yDyIp3H
749Please respect copyright.PENANAkTl32yLzrV
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色749Please respect copyright.PENANA8AvTAInkwC
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了749Please respect copyright.PENANAIQkbACDYJb
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼749Please respect copyright.PENANAnmtB3DJFqs
749Please respect copyright.PENANAM7uiOQJZnF
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了749Please respect copyright.PENANA90CiARaGPv
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇749Please respect copyright.PENANAP4MTQAKIsk
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著749Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6yeA3XjrG
749Please respect copyright.PENANAUmnmsun8Ga
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色749Please respect copyright.PENANAbNamo5grHD
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了749Please respect copyright.PENANAoe0dCLbMvG
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼749Please respect copyright.PENANA3iCDeZxsvO
749Please respect copyright.PENANAXqJlQhHlf8
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合749Please respect copyright.PENANAeN3Vv8lZM6
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河749Please respect copyright.PENANANpToQceiRL
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了749Please respect copyright.PENANAC7xb5IHFxN
然後才後悔著749Please respect copyright.PENANAkrA2J9oJAl
749Please respect copyright.PENANAUsVcIXe3pq
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色749Please respect copyright.PENANABwjqWhWpyM
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了749Please respect copyright.PENANA32GDZbwNv8
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼749Please respect copyright.PENANA70MOc3V9oP
749Please respect copyright.PENANALKP24wYldh
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合749Please respect copyright.PENANA6vuJtGx6qC
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河749Please respect copyright.PENANARJSgpt96v2
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了749Please respect copyright.PENANA628iV80KI4
749Please respect copyright.PENANAhQBgZETYQa
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色749Please respect copyright.PENANALUM6CqEaV4
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢749Please respect copyright.PENANAoscgSNtYOc
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻749Please respect copyright.PENANA3dswNw7qf8
重新開始活著749Please respect copyright.PENANAZrFPyQApwR
749Please respect copyright.PENANAj7ggCpbnX6
749Please respect copyright.PENANAdHiqOubkH6
749Please respect copyright.PENANA0nIahT9esI
《你,不是真正的快樂》749Please respect copyright.PENANAItkTCWugof