1月14日,凌晨5時多。543Please respect copyright.PENANAKwYRodqP6D
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。543Please respect copyright.PENANAn9ALFSCXgp
大家都在熟睡中,543Please respect copyright.PENANAidVHVmqQxz
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,543Please respect copyright.PENANAKcBbbEkesZ
不自覺的再次想起她。543Please respect copyright.PENANAhflm6qg5eP
我,很想長睡下去,543Please respect copyright.PENANAt4FDdEpyO2
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。543Please respect copyright.PENANAtqfSZUfnQy
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。543Please respect copyright.PENANAcHkBsP6nn0
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。543Please respect copyright.PENANAFuXF9YKYAe
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,543Please respect copyright.PENANAg97JkZq0ow
血水慢慢的滲出。543Please respect copyright.PENANAexdNLuXB0A
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。543Please respect copyright.PENANAaVrRaSSqnr
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。543Please respect copyright.PENANAz1Cb2y7iur
起來梳洗,543Please respect copyright.PENANAZqpCJojYR2
執拾行裝。543Please respect copyright.PENANAXSblvBPYmq
準備與朋友集合。543Please respect copyright.PENANAM2OLMAV30b
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,543Please respect copyright.PENANA6htCOB4HqD
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。543Please respect copyright.PENANAGf6tH9llxO
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。543Please respect copyright.PENANAGFUH9wrxAb
或者一切都因為我的被動,543Please respect copyright.PENANAvPJHHoULGu
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,543Please respect copyright.PENANA8uakMFiQ6z
導致我的失敗。543Please respect copyright.PENANA5ruULggzrN
543Please respect copyright.PENANABajRhme5VF
若不是早已應邀,543Please respect copyright.PENANA2L49y6NRfy
我想,我還是留在家中,543Please respect copyright.PENANAHbadwHbJdW
白白的消磨時間。543Please respect copyright.PENANAVZyB98oQnu
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,543Please respect copyright.PENANANhKBghrWBC
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。543Please respect copyright.PENANAULanEBSfGF
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,543Please respect copyright.PENANAycOV0kHHS4
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。543Please respect copyright.PENANAtU9d1HVZGE
543Please respect copyright.PENANA9GpS1YMv6d
我們乘坐慢船。543Please respect copyright.PENANAxCl1Zx0NT7
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,543Please respect copyright.PENANAQQduB0O3DV
然後開展我們的「賭局」。543Please respect copyright.PENANADd7mWggLB3
我們玩得有說有笑,543Please respect copyright.PENANATAhJMOjdcB
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。543Please respect copyright.PENANAHwFGcEcVDL
我內心的景象,也是如此。543Please respect copyright.PENANAeYiZWFbmiR
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,543Please respect copyright.PENANAzo3io3OZ6j
尋得他們的燈光。543Please respect copyright.PENANAAPuyrDx1Kg
543Please respect copyright.PENANARdOu6b3NWX
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。543Please respect copyright.PENANAeQW8MAeorb
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,543Please respect copyright.PENANA7X4fDFWc4Z
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,543Please respect copyright.PENANASS8aHghpoq
玩玩聊聊。543Please respect copyright.PENANA59nTrpsBTR
543Please respect copyright.PENANAdBAkqUIAHm
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說543Please respect copyright.PENANADUMUIn1bRB
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說543Please respect copyright.PENANAtcrMaVVKa7
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應543Please respect copyright.PENANAtWyujwzxfL
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」543Please respect copyright.PENANAx4qdWvCsmO
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。543Please respect copyright.PENANA0OkUc6t1jw
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。543Please respect copyright.PENANAdkVI7ntUo1
記得,543Please respect copyright.PENANAMNnzDUkC3F
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,543Please respect copyright.PENANAgfWMTG901s
四處找朋友拍照留念。543Please respect copyright.PENANAY3wwdLimlr
我,只是一個留級的同學,543Please respect copyright.PENANA7DZ1mmEKqe
又不主動認識其他人,543Please respect copyright.PENANAz9fb6qvMpe
沒有人找上,也正常不過。543Please respect copyright.PENANAJDiPuNTVa6
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。543Please respect copyright.PENANAZORcPYVQNi
不過,543Please respect copyright.PENANA5ReFflJgXc
她對我已經……543Please respect copyright.PENANAs4cVDP4nTl
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,543Please respect copyright.PENANAchpUD3OM1m
其實,543Please respect copyright.PENANAT6tlcdGpyY
心裡還是渴望著。543Please respect copyright.PENANARflKmdiCEc
543Please respect copyright.PENANAm6K7QcM132
最終,都得到實現。543Please respect copyright.PENANAFh55memDLg
不過,543Please respect copyright.PENANAcy6wkfa6Wo
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。543Please respect copyright.PENANAuv2P7fqvLJ
我不喜在她這樣的態度,543Please respect copyright.PENANAgzRtIVibMw
不是想說她態度欠佳,543Please respect copyright.PENANAke5x6Jqm1N
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。543Please respect copyright.PENANALXJiXyY3ik
543Please respect copyright.PENANAug7svGHsYi
眼見面前一班好友,543Please respect copyright.PENANAKj4XlejpHB
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。543Please respect copyright.PENANAvRaCOblGVK
過了好一段時間,543Please respect copyright.PENANAVBvfTUKnLR
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。543Please respect copyright.PENANAqNnjYKT6PW
偏偏在上山的時候,543Please respect copyright.PENANAvJ6rs84lVi
我突然感到一陣納悶,543Please respect copyright.PENANAdmMk7H84YQ
那刻,我在想,543Please respect copyright.PENANAJigYUvWrQu
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?543Please respect copyright.PENANArk4cGerCFM
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAis5y0sMAKG
良久,終於下山,543Please respect copyright.PENANAVSVhfZe7ZA
時間來到下午五時多,543Please respect copyright.PENANAMzM1nGM1k1
我不適的感覺重了,543Please respect copyright.PENANAo3pyaHFYBc
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,543Please respect copyright.PENANAWT693T8NCV
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。543Please respect copyright.PENANAI24VzLASI2
543Please respect copyright.PENANAV0iSScTkng
終於舒暢了,543Please respect copyright.PENANAY1Gslvl3Ce
可惜,543Please respect copyright.PENANANRL6mYker4
過了不足兩小時,543Please respect copyright.PENANAK28fU9hpy7
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,543Please respect copyright.PENANAYQmR1NLweK
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。543Please respect copyright.PENANAfEpsyhqVef
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。543Please respect copyright.PENANAH3nufI9Z65
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。543Please respect copyright.PENANA0LrGxKsTpH
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。543Please respect copyright.PENANAIAMMjK7lTo
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲543Please respect copyright.PENANALm5R61kBpr
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」543Please respect copyright.PENANAL5sIUYhmd9
「回去好好休息吧。」543Please respect copyright.PENANAdbCkSdqUWN
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。543Please respect copyright.PENANAqhfBZm5xT2
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。543Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4r3n814LV
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,543Please respect copyright.PENANA19gYuA0lur
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,543Please respect copyright.PENANAtABNEcnKFQ
無奈已經沒可能了。543Please respect copyright.PENANAdkO1Vysm8N
543Please respect copyright.PENANAXm7db6Ap3E
晚上十時多,543Please respect copyright.PENANAYmNUNWQy6U
終於回到家裡,543Please respect copyright.PENANADPelsN702v
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,543Please respect copyright.PENANAOnnqcZycbI
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,543Please respect copyright.PENANA5ufA8YdDKQ
我,肚瀉了。543Please respect copyright.PENANARS2A7h899x
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,543Please respect copyright.PENANAK7St0Mn9RI
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。543Please respect copyright.PENANAjmhM5mdYLw
本打算藉今天散散心,543Please respect copyright.PENANAsGC1BRLk0X
卻又嘔又瀉。543Please respect copyright.PENANANiygyRobgd
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。543Please respect copyright.PENANA6YpGQ5VZei
閉起雙眼,543Please respect copyright.PENANAwnnnoak2mb
更見黑暗,543Please respect copyright.PENANA19EuCbTcuu
更感孤寂。543Please respect copyright.PENANANaGsstQ7MK
我,很想很想...543Please respect copyright.PENANATNhRt3JJ7s
很想痛哭一場。543Please respect copyright.PENANAzXrd2cbfuB
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。543Please respect copyright.PENANAKHGTWdw1Kd
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,543Please respect copyright.PENANALLNhZ9bzFs
但我卻無法哭一場。543Please respect copyright.PENANAt9Fbp8a4uG
味苦,543Please respect copyright.PENANA5qslCHiYGe
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,543Please respect copyright.PENANAIy41xZr7XQ
辛苦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAv33ajTZZFT
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,543Please respect copyright.PENANAKfDmdPkIgE
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,543Please respect copyright.PENANAxyPcRPaOQD
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。543Please respect copyright.PENANAsNptkgcTSG
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。543Please respect copyright.PENANAxoy0PZGi9Y
其實,我想不出一位。543Please respect copyright.PENANAxTDzxrFXzf
其實,我身邊都沒有。543Please respect copyright.PENANAEhrDcifU0u
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,543Please respect copyright.PENANACIeb8Lhvdc
減下痛苦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAxDtKhPdCbm
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色543Please respect copyright.PENANACoynWW5LO5
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了543Please respect copyright.PENANAEv2MLwR9cV
你已經決定了 你已經決定了543Please respect copyright.PENANAXy5xWLUbkl
543Please respect copyright.PENANA7QeVpbB1FI
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著543Please respect copyright.PENANAFAWQz58JlP
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了543Please respect copyright.PENANAfkbJXlRyLp
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割543Please respect copyright.PENANALtGCE4KVBL
543Please respect copyright.PENANAonqMGNfGZ9
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色543Please respect copyright.PENANAP0VZd8Sw8M
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了543Please respect copyright.PENANAvjcFjkydZs
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼543Please respect copyright.PENANAVFkLIA2TEK
543Please respect copyright.PENANACE2VaI3gyQ
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了543Please respect copyright.PENANAs4Rb6gh3Xi
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇543Please respect copyright.PENANAZpBCKlT4Uu
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著543Please respect copyright.PENANA1qYawNUqaz
543Please respect copyright.PENANAAbRrSpYkZZ
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色543Please respect copyright.PENANAIoYebVaZDi
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了543Please respect copyright.PENANAJMNd4FHN65
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼543Please respect copyright.PENANAgGlfAPS4br
543Please respect copyright.PENANAlrPaWZJ4iC
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合543Please respect copyright.PENANADt1VJFfiBv
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河543Please respect copyright.PENANAIp3KLVL6DW
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了543Please respect copyright.PENANA8nhraryMq8
然後才後悔著543Please respect copyright.PENANAJezjC5BN7B
543Please respect copyright.PENANATUZseZng3z
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色543Please respect copyright.PENANAhA6AhjFnwc
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了543Please respect copyright.PENANAeUJs6qUkbL
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼543Please respect copyright.PENANA2wd3Aqye0s
543Please respect copyright.PENANAHnPQHbBV2Y
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合543Please respect copyright.PENANArkUBtBs5R6
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河543Please respect copyright.PENANASa4ZlMot1E
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了543Please respect copyright.PENANACmXJKNmuSG
543Please respect copyright.PENANAEc1ELIyCSU
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色543Please respect copyright.PENANAYBJ0X7j9ZJ
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢543Please respect copyright.PENANAd8k4sgEjYf
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻543Please respect copyright.PENANAycSou7jaL3
重新開始活著543Please respect copyright.PENANANEKXV5f4k5
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《你,不是真正的快樂》543Please respect copyright.PENANAsALQCf91g3