Autumn

"You're such a bitch!" I was yelled at. I cringed. He was back. My dad laughed. He was such a douchebag. My mom was crying while washing the dishes. He slapped me. I came to a realization as he slapped me.

There is no God. God wouldn't let me be abused. He wouldn't let there be famine. Or disease. So he doesn't exist. 

Add that onto the list of things wrong with me. I am now sitting in my room. I want to weigh myself, but don't want to see how fat I truly am. I'll do it anyways. I stood on the scale.

I am 5' 9" and 113.8 pounds. I went to sleep. I needed to sleep, before I could begin to cry. I had gained weight.

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I woke up and groaned. People would notice. I'd still he hated. I rolled over and picked out an outfit. I looked out the window and saw leaves were mostly on the ground. I put a hoodie on and went straight to school.

I sniffled when I saw the twins hanging outside of school. Couldn't there be a day when they weren't waiting? I walked right past them. If I ignored them, they'd ignore me, right? Nope.

"Hey, fag, why'd you ignore us. You're just an ugly bitch, you know that?" The blonde snickered. Her sister laughed.

"Leave me alone. Or I'll ruin you." I said. I frowned and walked away. They didn't leave me alone. In fact, they got their brother, aka the number one hottie of the school and the biggest prick there is, involved.