"Fuck my lovelife I love bromance"
"I like you... Will you go out with me?"
"I'm sorry but, I'm not interested in those things." I bowed them left him to go in my classroom.
"That's the 11th guy Hana." Kurt, one of my friends said.
"I know and you don't need to count. Let's eat." I said to him as we go near Eryl and Mark.
The school year just started and it's already the 11th time that someone confessed to me. I don't really do dating and stuffs. I'm actually not interested n those things. I have everything in the books. Apparently, I am a bookworm. I actually read romances and stuff, but I fell in love in boy x boy romances. I don't even know when did this started I just realized that most of the books that I read are boy x boy stories.
I am a closet fangirl of boy x boy romances and that is a nasty secret.
It was a self study so I decided to read some books in my phone. No one studies during self study right? It's like a detention where you can do everything coz no one in watching for the teacher is sleeping. It's just that in this case, the teacher in not around.
" "I love you *****... I love you even thou it's wrong!" He said as he hugs **** and he also responds by deepening the kiss that they are sharing. they were panting when their lips parted. "I love you too. You have no Idea how much I want to mess you up." **** kissed his neck and ***** started to moan. "N-Nooo... N-Not th-There..." "
"Waccha doin?" Eryl's head suddenly popped in front of me. I was to surprised I drop my phone.
"Whoa! nothing!" I said and a grab my phone fast. No one should see it. None of my friends actually knows my password, because it will be bad for their health if they saw the contents of it.
"Why so defensive? Are you watching porn? eh? eh?" I gasped at this! I don't watch porn! well... This can also be considered as a porn am I right or am I right?
"You're a well-mannered lady Eryl. Stop saying those vulgar things!" I said to her. "whatever. so are we heading home or what?" She asked me as grab her bag.
"or what?" I ask her while closing the apps in my phone.
"What?" She tilted her head me. "Nothing." I said to her confused of what I also said.
As we were heading home, we met Kurt and Mark in the hallway. They said that they need to stay in the school a little longer because of practice and they still need to take showers because of practice duh.
"Okay! Goodbye!" Eryl said to them as we waved good bye. I can't help but notice that Kurt's arm was in Mark's shoulder and Mark's hand was placed in Kurt's waist. Is it just me or this too are way too close? They are filling my fuel way too much even had a notebook just for my imagination about my friends having an intimate romance. It is gross? I don't actually know but I love it.
So if they are my bestfriends, why am I not telling them about this things? Because I am so weird in their eyes already and this will freak them out. So I decided to keep it to myself.
The next day of started and I was writing something in my notebook (a bromance of Kurt and Mark) when the teacher arrive and saying that we have a new classmate. I wish it was a guy so I can have another character for my bromance stories.
Truth to be told it was a guy! Alright!
He has a black hair and an athletic body. I have this special skill. "8 packs." I said in a murmur which Eryl heard and blushed at me. "he has an 8 packs?" She asked me in a whisper and I nod.
"My name is Trevor Hunter. call me Trevor. good to be here."
No one names their kid Hunter right? That's a cliche name for a bad boy!
Eryl raised her hand and... "Can you pull up your shirt? I wanna know if you really have an eight pack." WHA-!#$%^&*()!!
Kurt, Mark and I's head snaps at Eryl's direction! She asked for abs!!! while other girls from the class stared at Trevor with intensity. Looks like everyone wants to know.
"Well I don't mind." He said as he pull up his shirt. after some Ooohh's and aaahh's he pull it down and the teacher said he can sit beside Mark which is in front of me.
I stared at the window awed in the view when I felt someone is watching me. Truth to be told Trevor was staring at me.
"The board's in front of you." I said to him. It's the first time I felt uneasy with a guy. He's so handsome. I was mesmerized by that green eyes.
"You have beautiful eyes. What is your name? He asked me and I was shocked coz I was just thinking about his eyes.
"Hana." I said to him and he smiled at me before looking at the front of the room.
Days, weeks and months passed... And I was still mesmerized by his eyes. I can't seem to take my eyes away from him! Eryl saw this and she kept on teasing me to him saying that atlast! I finally fell in love.
I don't even know what does it feel like. How come I suddenly fell in love? I think it's just because he's too perfect that I need find someone to pair with him in my next bromance story.
It was lunch break, Kurt and Mark is all lovey dovey again feeding each other with food. "Dude! I want your hotdog gimme!" Mark said "You always love it man! here!" Kurt gave him some of his lunch and I can't stop drooling at this scene! I wish Eryl was here to see this stuff but she was in the canteen buying bread.
"hana you want some too? You're drooling" Kurt tried to suffice his laughter. What the hell! I am actually drooling!! This is bad. Looks like I can't keep it a secret anymore. sooner or later they will knew it.
"nah. I'm good." I said to them as I go back to my seat. While I was writing in my notebook about another story of Kurt and Mark having some smexy time I felt a head popped beside me which caused me to scream as loud as I can. Don't blame me that's way to close to my liking!
"Easy woman! Your shriek damaged my ears!" Trevor said and I heard my friends laugh way too hard at this scene. looks like I dropped my ballpen because of that so I picked it up but Trevor also picked it up so we end up holding hands because of the damn ballpen. I don't actually have experiences with guys expect fanfics and my friends Kurt and Mark so I don't how to react at this. I end up stabbing his arms with the ball pen. Why do I act like this!?
"I... I'm so sorry." He winced in pain but smiled at me. "No problem, looks like I startled you anyway." He said to me as he tries to stop the bleeding of his arm.
"you okay man? our friend over there never had a boyfriend so I guess she panicked." Kurt said to Trevor and he acknowledge this fact that he learned. Mark on the other hand lend his handkerchief to Trevor to stop the bleeding. "She's also weird. bare with us." Which earned a nod from him.
OH MY GOODNESS!!! Am I seeing a new character in Kurt and Marks bromance!!?? They might actually have a threesome in my story!!! Just imagining it made my nose bleed. Not cool Hana not cool.
"Why are you bleeding too!?" Eryl suddenly said as she entered the room. what? I am really bleeding!!!
"I'll take her to the infirmary" Trevor said since he also needs to go their.
I woke up in a bed and found a head near my hand. It was Trevor's head.
"Good that your awake." He gave me a glass of water. "you had a messy nosebleed."
"Ohh I'm sorry for all the trouble." I said to him. "Nah. you're no bother."
There was an awkward silence after that. I can't think of a good conversation here gaaah... Me and my conversation skills.
"Your friends told me that you never had a boyfriend. Is that true?" He asked me. "Yeah. I never fell inlove." I said to him drinking the glass of water. "You will never know. You might actually inlove right now. That's what I am feeling now." He said to me.
I watched him as he looks in the window. Such beautiful eyes... It seems everything is at slow motion and he sparkles... there was even some flowers in his aura. WOW what a view. I followed his gaze in the window where I saw Kurt and Mark running sprints. My eyes sparkled at this! I see! So he was inlove with either Mark or Kurt! I almost thought that I am palpitating for my heart is beating fast.
"how do you if you're inlove?" I ask him. I wanna know what does he feel. I need to write this in my story.
"Well..." He looked at me this time. "You're heart really beats fast like this." he grab my hand and put it in his chest. what a nice chest. I blushed at this. for the first time I think. " Then you feel flustered and blush." he said to me smiling. what the hell...
"everything feels as if it was in slow motion and you can't take your eyes away to that person." He said to me straight in the eye.
"I think I'm in love with you." Trevor finally said to me.
"What?" I thought he was....
"Don't make me say it again! You're weird!" he averted his eyes as he blush. He's still holding my hand thou. I smiled at this.
"You know I'm all new at this. but i felt everything you said. When I see you." I blushed at this woah! I did not expect that!
"Wanna date?" His still not looking at me as he put his hand in his nape.
If I can get any red, that is me right now! I forgot about me having a secret!!!
"what if I am not what you think I am?" I ask him. I just want to be sure I will do the right thing.
"I'll gladly accept it. " He said as he kissed me in the lips.
The next day
"so you two are going out now?" Kurt asked me and Trevor.
"yeah..." we both said.
"hey feed me. Good luck to you Trevor!" Mark said and with this I blush. Not only because I got their blessings but because he said to Kurt to feed him!!! I think I'm gonna faint again....
"Get a hold of yourself. I don't wanna go back to the clinic." He said as he wipes my nose...
"You too are so weird" Kurt and Mark said in unison. And we just smiled at this.
He knows my secret and he accepts it. Looks like I found the one worth the million bromance that I know and have.