我想活下去....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonXbXezxEE
所以...好想流血.....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a2qaXq7yi
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDfhq32tmP
明明流多了就會死....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39Xy2wInGB
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO3FRnle6S
可是又不是....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY44NASbgAa
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRFxAoPfgC
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCErK5PebQk
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9UUTRJ4EO
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPuMffP6Wk
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKoCNAehGg
睡在過去中一睡不醒684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWZfX4QU6i
明明心裹得清楚...684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGZj9j6L4Y
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLhssJmk6s
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjJjDmZ27W
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZLH0Cc4M1
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazAKg0D642
好討厭自己...684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtAICXMyiM
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjXBHGfHFC
自殘就像吸毒684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlao9iQkObC
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXrVIbUfwX
既害怕又讓人不能停止684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85yxIvIcmg
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlaAhcbJd7
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnekhGICr9
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xxKoOhvwX
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKD705nkMh
想死又想活下去684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP3fV1yRVy
想流血但不想受傷...684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvcqjBkPfm
怕痛但沒感覺....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsZS31JDOl
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcEvcWn6La
血流多少也不夠....684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtHCNI9cl8
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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