我想活下去....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeakjl11JFv
所以...好想流血.....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMBHlPaGGB
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZcPvQQSTB
明明流多了就會死....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiyLWZFu6k
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrT5Cy94a3
可是又不是....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9j5Amg1Ru
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz3D3388Cm
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TpB0AapIo
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnISuYNtiC
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98Py7WysLN
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wLJVO5q3s
睡在過去中一睡不醒798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvty9gv1oh
明明心裹得清楚...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbVx0hmBeo
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklflmuCafB
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYHPeMDjc1
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kVQgKUlIw
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3dMld8oFP
好討厭自己...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ951zM70m6H
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRyo2Ty6dM
自殘就像吸毒798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPtSKJTzmr
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfjAfwJlQi
既害怕又讓人不能停止798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcaNd41yEL
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGyejR9XFR
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPWOwnn2vl
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7rCGCS3UQ
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VWv0TL9jz
想死又想活下去798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv35qLYYdZ
想流血但不想受傷...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3ZeZpTpzD
怕痛但沒感覺....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMJCgysLuw
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCxED093sC
血流多少也不夠....798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bZJMYmglQ
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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