我想活下去....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHjNQef42g
所以...好想流血.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzBtclF2Kd
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb7OGkjxrX
明明流多了就會死....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT2s8QYJTd
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9JFBAzt3A
可是又不是....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4YQCf0iYk
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFo34KBmTP
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQFYlsH2rD
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2K0KkJGze
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ61K7n27go
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OkMQX2DFH
睡在過去中一睡不醒801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ414nNvFLVs
明明心裹得清楚...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOvnZjpBrJ
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbgsultdwE
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9c8H3KtcN
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81ZlnUMmxR
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV7IR02MgR
好討厭自己...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBLjY9u0qD
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySvybFrMTv
自殘就像吸毒801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL2lzO6qMq
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubG3xheSj7
既害怕又讓人不能停止801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVfZ6P7uNz
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGotZP29FJ
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPNDEMWEeB
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MY513RB45
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP1MAjcBDl
想死又想活下去801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVVSWj1vcN
想流血但不想受傷...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRNa0UxhAr
怕痛但沒感覺....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7ATvxRyaN
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCWIC0VbZI
血流多少也不夠....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl5MzAAy90
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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