我想活下去....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25aqKIk0nT
所以...好想流血.....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC8sZTsInh
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ogg4QI7r1
明明流多了就會死....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3BFqpiFp4
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvKjINrMk4
可是又不是....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjoP6XIy8w
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQEAUz21rl
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPEymvFRVK
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbZgbvvfQq
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBJTWSFwY0
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrlz4jliL5
睡在過去中一睡不醒716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8dKgIO5rY
明明心裹得清楚...716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxagnd2D51L
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcVEhIHOgb
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyH1RvAtMY
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9pbBploOa
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oJ9HzHKnt
好討厭自己...716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFi8mhd96l
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWPEx2hFzI
自殘就像吸毒716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU8bTY3Win
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaJRMWO4IO
既害怕又讓人不能停止716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq6L4HwaYg
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9iGBGf2uk
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P7nR9E6uF
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gbglv9Lyj
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFbZCUfPgU
想死又想活下去716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy4edpNS0K
想流血但不想受傷...716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqynbIrKaZT
怕痛但沒感覺....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWubQyyeCBu
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiNqvjw5o4
血流多少也不夠....716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvh6LE2ALq
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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