我想活下去....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH5cQ03y8B
所以...好想流血.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO7XWwAzFP
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYOCIteGkf
明明流多了就會死....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2lVAz2Yk2
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgjwvYQv8X
可是又不是....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznuM1sSD4p
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTaJXr5bK0
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0vv9RjHaw
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWZ6y8Srzk
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEH7Kp32Y8
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWhBxhaOep
睡在過去中一睡不醒801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUNqoRU5vE
明明心裹得清楚...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KgIL0WCRD
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j1E0DiFP7
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADzQL3asmJ
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GPw9OLkHY
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbKsWqoJQI
好討厭自己...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVvfkLafvK
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeYyluxvBk
自殘就像吸毒801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WGJiWayXL
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpedqORXza
既害怕又讓人不能停止801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ125oFEi1n2
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PohvI8r8S
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzavWnqQ8o4
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T2TsQcwC5
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobV4hp4lye
想死又想活下去801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIukSORx2Si
想流血但不想受傷...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszVP4Sp6nC
怕痛但沒感覺....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuJi6kGrD4
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhesQN7ww6T
血流多少也不夠....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX97Mzx4sH
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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