我想活下去....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VjsKv2K8o
所以...好想流血.....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ073u3dBKE3
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitUNzOivAg
明明流多了就會死....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF9WuYMjsl
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWBqjZUv3Z
可是又不是....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73ashnDu9g
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeL25HpB71
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9wB7igSlK
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPc2Nrkjd5
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2vsAGIbJ4
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzGRkNdT3X
睡在過去中一睡不醒712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYeNMdriiV
明明心裹得清楚...712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ69fdYkIi
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQchaimRBLB
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiRJfYXPEe
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5VfUx9LUj
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq92nmRmUn
好討厭自己...712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDZTwxtSgX
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXOJPwWeZm
自殘就像吸毒712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHFCTAFgSq
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzEYWqmTvV
既害怕又讓人不能停止712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG7UTa7oPc
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2MveC9KSL
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOazoftUed
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzQBjipSjn
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO7pkf1Wzf
想死又想活下去712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv3NVKstsr
想流血但不想受傷...712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBot8BRYxI
怕痛但沒感覺....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoHLBogk4O
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCdCVFSYFZ
血流多少也不夠....712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa5ilRX3IT
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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