我想活下去....397Please respect copyright.PENANAAmj0zBK6ep
所以...好想流血.....397Please respect copyright.PENANA6MpbP9LM61
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....397Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Gwh2yV04
明明流多了就會死....397Please respect copyright.PENANAwjQWE7YZ8v
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...397Please respect copyright.PENANAcOPKsYZUAZ
可是又不是....397Please respect copyright.PENANAYLpLqmwM4x
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....397Please respect copyright.PENANATfk6y8BEaU
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人397Please respect copyright.PENANASRievBJnsU
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮397Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8eyB2fS2n
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....397Please respect copyright.PENANAuDX9Pl8lwn
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪397Please respect copyright.PENANAGMiVkrAovr
睡在過去中一睡不醒397Please respect copyright.PENANAbHjJ09Y9YH
明明心裹得清楚...397Please respect copyright.PENANAbqKaBtDl5u
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....397Please respect copyright.PENANAZM1tp3hRdj
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....397Please respect copyright.PENANAa7dsX6tLIa
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力397Please respect copyright.PENANAb5ktcRb0lm
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...397Please respect copyright.PENANA3kidYnRuDl
好討厭自己...397Please respect copyright.PENANAHwL7NyM5S9
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...397Please respect copyright.PENANAyTGIJ9FVGa
自殘就像吸毒397Please respect copyright.PENANAoLHERQWoAn
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭397Please respect copyright.PENANA0guoAm9cK4
既害怕又讓人不能停止397Please respect copyright.PENANAPIlB8pMidw
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...397Please respect copyright.PENANA89Q7pqTQNq
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....397Please respect copyright.PENANAQzvHYILJLf
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....397Please respect copyright.PENANAZZ5IRrutCd
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...397Please respect copyright.PENANAdAzH5f2Mg2
想死又想活下去397Please respect copyright.PENANAGJMumQXWOK
想流血但不想受傷...397Please respect copyright.PENANAqWYGeJ14M4
怕痛但沒感覺....397Please respect copyright.PENANAsYbOMC3uHv
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....397Please respect copyright.PENANAeRD6sLI7aL
血流多少也不夠....397Please respect copyright.PENANAAlXXBKu5jG
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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