她,是花一樣的女孩。五官依舊精緻,皮膚仍然粉嫩,呼吸卻是比平更輕更柔。清雅的碎花連身裙,無意間洋溢出傲人的青春氣息,儘管已被血水玷污了一大片。380Please respect copyright.PENANAot3iYw1IE6
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血水湧自心房的傷口,傷口由一支可愛的鉛芯筆造成。粉紫底色,印有粉紅櫻花圖案,筆頭是裝有櫻花香水的小小玻璃管。那是她最愛的文具,因為送禮的人是她心儀的男生。也許是這個緣故,當鉛芯筆插入心房時,她絲毫不覺痛楚,反有點兒幸福的感覺。看!她笑得多麼燦爛,像步入教堂的新娘子。380Please respect copyright.PENANAMD9rHDqEIo
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新娘子……她記得自己的夢想是成為新娘子。她想要穿上白色蕾絲魚尾婚紗,細長的雪白頸項戴有媽媽留給她的珍珠項鏈,頭頂好友們一針一線縫出來的頭飾。她會含羞答答地抬頭望向新郎,新郎會稱讚她是世上最美的新娘子……380Please respect copyright.PENANAHmuIwQ8VjC
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新郎是誰?她看不清楚。380Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ2LWAivMy
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明明二人擁抱著,明明她感受到對方溫熱的鼻息,但她硬是看不清楚。他像筆袋裡的鉛芯筆,像戲院裡的爆谷和汽水,像西餐廳的牛扒,像配搭牛扒的紅酒,像酒店的床頭燈,像手心的藥丸,像苦澀的眼淚。偏偏新郎不像她心目中的男生。380Please respect copyright.PENANAnPGOWOpRss
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心目中的男生存在過嗎?是她的幻覺嗎?她希望一切只是她的幻覺、她的想像。如果可以,她會想像自己當日沒有收下那枝鉛芯筆。380Please respect copyright.PENANAex4MDi1oUO
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血如泉湧。380Please respect copyright.PENANA2WCAI7QXTS
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天旋地轉。380Please respect copyright.PENANAJMd7VxfIFL
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不支倒地。380Please respect copyright.PENANAOi5m80vekF
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著地一刻,她是最輕最柔的花,沒有為大地帶來半分聲響。