我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKDjBbeomI
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERYTkV8wOy
──直到那天遇見她。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzQM0s91S8
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzjLg0l8Vr
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNDigTy8vY
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwGZGTqNlk
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc7VDtg0oS
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9jsRSzpR4
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZy9YLwSbu
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG64F24C3l
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx2XoHITXv
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfJFHW9ZY8
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDkd6CXGlG
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jGY0lbLvC
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrMlrhJLFR
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvftqGLmifl
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnafXxL6s5
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsfo7wzB4n
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ls0MSVWXV
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpaexC7WNW
「你要不要來我家住？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp8bCJFVvh
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MEvgBsCLI
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzzmURqRSt
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzeA9DMxSc
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW3kd6pA0M
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3kIDmFmL1
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV839H82aAG
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G6wD4tzQd
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpnPRNCzqb
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPwRHYixWA
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssH1qXPMJp
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTeyK6SzkV
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg9YBm2g0d
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yeXf7i5t9
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ltGACPUp6
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdxUcC3za2
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn5qQPQxko
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV8UZlYRXz
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j5tDciX58
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgPIJ9pZAv
那一夜，她並沒有回來。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekVsUUo1wW
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564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdSG7v3uW1
大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF29kPkOxdj
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEs1wDUCRc
…不太對勁。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Lv7HAx0hF
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6slkhmIljQ
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdn4fgdPTp
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmy14zf5cW
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hliN0Iv4g
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyJcsr2st3
她明明說過只喜歡我的！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41V7S44LMm
她竟然背叛我！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZyno8iGdr
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzYJwR56BC
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQrwgwSio6
──唉。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRsNTvjY6d
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qnNph1w2E
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhBQ9AB5AZ
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBK8swl7tf
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH0ghMBmsG
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqEm6E51cl
可我不想就這樣放棄。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxJgWMnpGD
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhqouTJOzn
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8GtHDXuqf
反之，我會將她奪回來。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNWXLcpfHd
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbQH6FaQu2
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564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAFUMCbOPh
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I0sf7lXlt
今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10QWuq75Se
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOmPMDujhr
我深深嘆息。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt0pLkGk59
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rJdjFUkAJ
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ugbmfWF65
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wMelcBcoG
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte5xkkcVLZ
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAuo2guWo0
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAZYaLYR3L
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBL8419HzV
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMc0AbfEGc
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUq2Ov7d2Y
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5apwdN9euC
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXAfS3j19h
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLXhoZl3qI
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7fXwK5gQh
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQpLcN71HT
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtbVT7c0Ua
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZJgH8Ojq3
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLOhdFNl6Q
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4vzGAcpdW
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFJoH2nhlf
離開吧。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPo2wojTSu
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS6pOR9eKS
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ0sSFgB3D
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA1c7Jbx3x
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMYIjInXYp
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6KtBcRcGu
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKa9NKV1S9
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8PlvIc26e
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5whqnolega
曾經…564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaMFV6fhqK
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmSS8qqV65
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSDRDHbKc5
喀嚓。碰。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAQy48gIZk
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5yr1ywQG3
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMKYwSmD5d
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHLCBrdM1b
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLKdqDs1iK
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3zkB6jZIl
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJpf8qeEnN
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87IhhwpT7y
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wZOCbpx9h
……怎麼回事？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtSxfdDqxO
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f6bKZofwM
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYBrvNMI6f
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0VfDNDgTm
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpoTkuzJJj
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHfI72J7rn
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4ccB8vfmu
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsftZnVFMt6
那是大約三年前的事。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbOoBeMpGu
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564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqvJxqIpbt
『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXnPcVAjLf
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEUrv9vOqG
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZbIvaqAPr
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh6jRv7M6k
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOGaMeP0tQ
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwcruH7yYO
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4xhVMjw0C
背後一陣劇痛。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVwYUeiYH5
我被刺了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO3cxttPBH
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AbcTMZkiB
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN50PC8Uf9P
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkwISYRYKP
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564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnze6Ad589H
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──是你！是你殺了我！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxQNj6KvxZ
殺了我女友又殺了我！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmSuXSpZdF
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWP0xY1avy
無法原諒…饒不了你！！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdObC3NyEcD
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdzVb7affM
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkvIg1v3fc
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqs6H7UZsw
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaL7PljAb0
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46O03DUpTg
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MD20hGz4G
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaOaGVXD6z
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ675fqsgFWd
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWSy79vIB2
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaG27yJdUo
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKoITa4dr4
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYczYIZNnp
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsYpbWwgv6
……為什麼………564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTL6kyZ8jn
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrImZRYvNH
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyYErQp4Wr
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TOFoq39fQ
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4ckzJNANK
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFt4rxPykd
……請不要怕我，好嗎？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZzHgIXX5j
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTT87Q3MnL
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbc2tNL0DB
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『我愛妳……』564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdUAs3vMdr
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「汪嗚……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzfWehrjLP
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZLe3Wcw6B
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbujB37nkwY
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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