我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。564Please respect copyright.PENANACKDjBbeomI
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象,無論是異性還是同性,覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。564Please respect copyright.PENANAERYTkV8wOy
──直到那天遇見她。564Please respect copyright.PENANAjzQM0s91S8
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那一天,我很早就醒來了,想去附近找點東西吃,於是在經過的公園碰見了她。564Please respect copyright.PENANAoNDigTy8vY
她看起來像是個大學生,留著及肩長髮,偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛,令人不禁想捏一把。564Please respect copyright.PENANAiwGZGTqNlk
一開始吸引我注意力的,是她的歌聲。564Please respect copyright.PENANAyc7VDtg0oS
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清晨的公園裡,她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上,用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。564Please respect copyright.PENANAYZy9YLwSbu
雖然偶爾會走調,但她依然不以為意的一直唱著,似乎非常開心的樣子。564Please respect copyright.PENANAIG64F24C3l
剎那間,我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。564Please respect copyright.PENANASx2XoHITXv
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感,我感到臉頰發燙,心臟也加速跳動。564Please respect copyright.PENANAKfJFHW9ZY8
在猶豫好久以後,我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。564Please respect copyright.PENANAKDkd6CXGlG
她看見我以後,有點不好意思的笑了笑,想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。564Please respect copyright.PENANA9jGY0lbLvC
564Please respect copyright.PENANAqrMlrhJLFR
從此之後,我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩,每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她,迫不及待地等著她出現。564Please respect copyright.PENANAvftqGLmifl
我就是如此喜歡著她,這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。564Please respect copyright.PENANAsnafXxL6s5
但由於某種原因,我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。564Please respect copyright.PENANAPsfo7wzB4n
就在我意識到這個事實,正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──564Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ls0MSVWXV
564Please respect copyright.PENANAlpaexC7WNW
「你要不要來我家住?」564Please respect copyright.PENANAKp8bCJFVvh
她輕輕握住我的手,誠懇的說。564Please respect copyright.PENANA0MEvgBsCLI
564Please respect copyright.PENANArzzmURqRSt
神啊!這是怎樣的一個奇蹟!564Please respect copyright.PENANAqzeA9DMxSc
不過是同居的邀約,我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。564Please respect copyright.PENANAqW3kd6pA0M
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAI3kIDmFmL1
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。564Please respect copyright.PENANAV839H82aAG
就這樣,我們開始了同居的生活。564Please respect copyright.PENANA5G6wD4tzQd
564Please respect copyright.PENANAXpnPRNCzqb
她是獨自離開家,來到外地求學和打工的,住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。564Please respect copyright.PENANAOPwRHYixWA
她的生活極其簡單,早晨我們一起出門去公園散步,她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了,我會送她到學校去,晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。564Please respect copyright.PENANAssH1qXPMJp
日復一日,沒有什麼太大的變化,可我感到相當幸福。564Please respect copyright.PENANArTeyK6SzkV
只要她在我身邊,和我說上幾句話,我就能開心好幾天。564Please respect copyright.PENANAHg9YBm2g0d
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多,打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽,這時我就會露出苦笑,與她額貼額,說出安慰她的話語。564Please respect copyright.PENANA1yeXf7i5t9
然後她就會笑出聲,說:「我就只有你了,有你在我就很安心,覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」564Please respect copyright.PENANA7ltGACPUp6
每次聽見她這麼說,我總是臉上一紅,心花怒放。564Please respect copyright.PENANAEdxUcC3za2
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。564Please respect copyright.PENANAUn5qQPQxko
564Please respect copyright.PENANAQV8UZlYRXz
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始,我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班,她卻跟我說了要加班,讓我回去不用等她。564Please respect copyright.PENANA0j5tDciX58
我沒多加懷疑,只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。564Please respect copyright.PENANAVgPIJ9pZAv
那一夜,她並沒有回來。564Please respect copyright.PENANAekVsUUo1wW
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* * *564Please respect copyright.PENANA5DgrJIsV3S
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧?我這麼對自己說。564Please respect copyright.PENANAF29kPkOxdj
隔天早上她回到家,什麼也沒解釋,拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAkEs1wDUCRc
…不太對勁。564Please respect copyright.PENANA8Lv7HAx0hF
我天生視力不好,但除了視力以外,其他感官都異常敏銳。564Please respect copyright.PENANA6slkhmIljQ
例如嗅覺,是一般人的好幾倍。564Please respect copyright.PENANAOdn4fgdPTp
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的,別的男人的味道。564Please respect copyright.PENANAMmy14zf5cW
564Please respect copyright.PENANA1hliN0Iv4g
怎麼回事?難道她在男人家裡過夜?這不可能啊!564Please respect copyright.PENANAzyJcsr2st3
她明明說過只喜歡我的!564Please respect copyright.PENANA41V7S44LMm
她竟然背叛我!564Please respect copyright.PENANAgZyno8iGdr
……不不不,冷靜,說不定只是個誤會,可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…564Please respect copyright.PENANAvzYJwR56BC
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──唉。564Please respect copyright.PENANAzRsNTvjY6d
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就算她愛上別人,我又能如何呢?564Please respect copyright.PENANANhBQ9AB5AZ
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深,這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。564Please respect copyright.PENANAeBK8swl7tf
但,還是淪陷了,再也爬不出這個無底洞,只有愈陷愈深。564Please respect copyright.PENANAzH0ghMBmsG
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧,可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂,也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。564Please respect copyright.PENANAqqEm6E51cl
可我不想就這樣放棄。564Please respect copyright.PENANAZxJgWMnpGD
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。564Please respect copyright.PENANAwhqouTJOzn
如果他真心愛著她,將她捧在手心上呵護,我自然會甘心退出。564Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8GtHDXuqf
反之,我會將她奪回來。564Please respect copyright.PENANAvNWXLcpfHd
564Please respect copyright.PENANAAbQH6FaQu2
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* * *564Please respect copyright.PENANA6pOaMJayEz
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今夜,她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。564Please respect copyright.PENANA10QWuq75Se
望向牆上時鐘,午夜一點半。564Please respect copyright.PENANAeOmPMDujhr
我深深嘆息。564Please respect copyright.PENANAjt0pLkGk59
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已經一個月過去了,這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。564Please respect copyright.PENANA8ugbmfWF65
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事,又會不由得退縮,返回家裡。564Please respect copyright.PENANA6wMelcBcoG
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去,至少我知道她平安無事,要不根本無法入睡。564Please respect copyright.PENANAte5xkkcVLZ
最初只是偶爾晚歸,之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。564Please respect copyright.PENANApAuo2guWo0
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡,後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了,那令她相當困擾。564Please respect copyright.PENANApAZYaLYR3L
而現在,我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。564Please respect copyright.PENANArBL8419HzV
564Please respect copyright.PENANADMc0AbfEGc
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了,她不知因何事非常高興,笑得比平常還要燦爛。564Please respect copyright.PENANAFUq2Ov7d2Y
那時候我好開心好開心,因為她又願意理我了。564Please respect copyright.PENANA5apwdN9euC
她肯定不知道,當時我感動得溼了眼眶。564Please respect copyright.PENANAHXAfS3j19h
我就跟寵物一樣,只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。564Please respect copyright.PENANAtLXhoZl3qI
自尊是什麼?能吃嗎?564Please respect copyright.PENANAE7fXwK5gQh
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度,令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。564Please respect copyright.PENANAUQpLcN71HT
564Please respect copyright.PENANADtbVT7c0Ua
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內,我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。564Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZJgH8Ojq3
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。564Please respect copyright.PENANADLOhdFNl6Q
對比以前幸福的日子,我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。564Please respect copyright.PENANAD4vzGAcpdW
564Please respect copyright.PENANAGFJoH2nhlf
離開吧。564Please respect copyright.PENANAEPo2wojTSu
564Please respect copyright.PENANAvS6pOR9eKS
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂,即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬,我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。564Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ0sSFgB3D
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種,最後看了一眼她的臥室。564Please respect copyright.PENANAGA1c7Jbx3x
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子,輕聲一句「好夢」。564Please respect copyright.PENANAiMYIjInXYp
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷,然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。564Please respect copyright.PENANAi6KtBcRcGu
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。564Please respect copyright.PENANALKa9NKV1S9
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上,聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。564Please respect copyright.PENANAq8PlvIc26e
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。564Please respect copyright.PENANA5whqnolega
曾經…564Please respect copyright.PENANAsaMFV6fhqK
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。564Please respect copyright.PENANAsmSS8qqV65
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喀嚓。碰。564Please respect copyright.PENANAKAQy48gIZk
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。564Please respect copyright.PENANAU5yr1ywQG3
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。564Please respect copyright.PENANAUMKYwSmD5d
「平常沒怎麼整理,可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞,是我從未聽過的語氣。564Please respect copyright.PENANAOHLCBrdM1b
「沒關係,我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。564Please respect copyright.PENANARLKdqDs1iK
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過?564Please respect copyright.PENANAr3zkB6jZIl
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。564Please respect copyright.PENANASJpf8qeEnN
564Please respect copyright.PENANA87IhhwpT7y
隨著他們越接近我的位置,我的心跳得更加猛烈,感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來,並且令我有些忿怒。564Please respect copyright.PENANA3wZOCbpx9h
……怎麼回事?564Please respect copyright.PENANAPtSxfdDqxO
很明顯的,我並非是因為她,而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。564Please respect copyright.PENANA8f6bKZofwM
564Please respect copyright.PENANAgYBrvNMI6f
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了,拐個彎就能見到我。564Please respect copyright.PENANAB0VfDNDgTm
「這裡是我的臥室…咦,你在啊!」她踏進房間,差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。564Please respect copyright.PENANAZpoTkuzJJj
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。564Please respect copyright.PENANAFHfI72J7rn
男人身材高瘦,氣質斯文,細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。564Please respect copyright.PENANAA4ccB8vfmu
與男人四目交接的剎那,某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAsftZnVFMt6
那是大約三年前的事。564Please respect copyright.PENANAMbOoBeMpGu
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* * *564Please respect copyright.PENANA3GrgdWXAOL
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『你……你為什麼要殺人?』我不敢置信,望著眼前的好友。564Please respect copyright.PENANAwXnPcVAjLf
地點在我的房間,地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩,一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴,死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。564Please respect copyright.PENANAFEUrv9vOqG
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的,怎麼回來就變成這副景象?564Please respect copyright.PENANACZbIvaqAPr
『是她不好!誰叫她選擇的是你不是我!』好友怒吼,手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。564Please respect copyright.PENANASh6jRv7M6k
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了,失去理智了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAiOGaMeP0tQ
『你…簡直瘋子!』我轉身想奔出門,慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃!』564Please respect copyright.PENANAKwcruH7yYO
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背後一陣劇痛。564Please respect copyright.PENANAMVwYUeiYH5
我被刺了。564Please respect copyright.PENANAGO3cxttPBH
接著好友把刀拔出,又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。564Please respect copyright.PENANA0AbcTMZkiB
一刀又一刀,如此反覆無數次,直到我失去知覺……564Please respect copyright.PENANAN50PC8Uf9P
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* * *564Please respect copyright.PENANA47zGWKQTXz
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──是你!是你殺了我!564Please respect copyright.PENANAwxQNj6KvxZ
殺了我女友又殺了我!564Please respect copyright.PENANAVmSuXSpZdF
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人!564Please respect copyright.PENANAeWP0xY1avy
無法原諒…饒不了你!!564Please respect copyright.PENANAdObC3NyEcD
564Please respect copyright.PENANAVdzVb7affM
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲,我將好友撲倒。564Please respect copyright.PENANAQkvIg1v3fc
奈何他體型比我壯碩,雙手被牽制住了,於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。564Please respect copyright.PENANAkqs6H7UZsw
「好痛…!媽的…快放開我!」564Please respect copyright.PENANAKaL7PljAb0
好友死命掙扎,我咬得更加深入,牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。564Please respect copyright.PENANA46O03DUpTg
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔,精神反而更興奮,我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。564Please respect copyright.PENANA7MD20hGz4G
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱,最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。564Please respect copyright.PENANARaOaGVXD6z
我鬆開嘴,確認好友已經死亡。564Please respect copyright.PENANA675fqsgFWd
564Please respect copyright.PENANAIaOS9Bj2Gn
這下子,我也成了殺人犯…。564Please respect copyright.PENANAGWSy79vIB2
他肯定認出我了,絕對會想再趁機殺掉我,以後一定也會傷害她,我這是正當防衛。564Please respect copyright.PENANAoaG27yJdUo
我保護了她,保護了我珍惜的人。564Please respect copyright.PENANAeKoITa4dr4
564Please respect copyright.PENANAKbFtgLzR5N
妳可以安心了。我轉過身,正想這麼對她說──564Please respect copyright.PENANAaYczYIZNnp
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。564Please respect copyright.PENANAQsYpbWwgv6
……為什麼………564Please respect copyright.PENANAsTL6kyZ8jn
腳一軟,我往旁邊倒下,模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。564Please respect copyright.PENANAwrImZRYvNH
564Please respect copyright.PENANAG7jhZbh8UC
為什麼這樣對我…?是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人?564Please respect copyright.PENANAQyYErQp4Wr
這傢伙真的有這麼重要?564Please respect copyright.PENANA6TOFoq39fQ
別哭…我可以道歉……所以,妳原諒我好嗎?564Please respect copyright.PENANAF4ckzJNANK
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。564Please respect copyright.PENANAAFt4rxPykd
……請不要怕我,好嗎?564Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZzHgIXX5j
意識已經開始混亂,我大概就要死了吧。564Please respect copyright.PENANARTT87Q3MnL
那麼,最後,至少想把這句話告訴妳…564Please respect copyright.PENANAkbc2tNL0DB
564Please respect copyright.PENANAZxhmDeubvO
『我愛妳……』564Please respect copyright.PENANAMdUAs3vMdr
564Please respect copyright.PENANApoMDiCNjAu
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564Please respect copyright.PENANAn14he99yIK
「汪嗚……」564Please respect copyright.PENANAWzfWehrjLP
從自己喉嚨裡發出的,是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。564Please respect copyright.PENANAfZLe3Wcw6B
啊,對呢,都忘了,我只是一隻狗。564Please respect copyright.PENANAbujB37nkwY
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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