我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVxKUVbZ20
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7zKCK9wau
──直到那天遇見她。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6xokUaaCM
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKzKQam8oA
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZzjUVNecJ
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9t5N0QEy2
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SvpsBHCiB
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD7g9krUxJ
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktyE7PCmsF
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXwQJwcMk5
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BWF96vwJ3
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm7XyYqBEs
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIGDtcXyC2
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAIp24Ft8I
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T0avsxRFJ
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64HXRFCAuk
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwhlt4RG0j
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「你要不要來我家住？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ0ksJg0D5
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqEYa88KUc
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXoeKweEFp
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4PjMiseU2
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9enGhjGumE
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVwyxxDjwQ
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIt3Oy5F14
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2b20GTsIk
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjbaFTATPq
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYajEUgOFK
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXGv6G5Oc9
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyChAWFOSc2
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjZLbOJAb4
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdzbQosZZz
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBSAp8NrTr
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R3mfp0lqr
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8rVtu3OHU
那一夜，她並沒有回來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUvJDWFfoC
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp08CFUROkZ
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2QRHMLI4B
…不太對勁。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcsbWN5YpW
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOgBH0PttR
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zyu6VGSoZ
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9RUQRFVjU
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw2ID6QCgF
她明明說過只喜歡我的！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjPMOi1yF8
她竟然背叛我！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDbQ1iE9JH
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b5mF6kRKD
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──唉。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1Eco7EcAE
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKD5uBCnuQ
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gSpIN2wqx
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5QVc0PWex
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LNmaRcpoD
可我不想就這樣放棄。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORMfGMyRuf
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUrM4xvtTr
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2MZbuJtQd
反之，我會將她奪回來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3dlhVn7oE
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5EXGbmBt5
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPL1siGWzk
我深深嘆息。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2wDZNPlX2
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCxoYiC0Au
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPMRn1sEgK
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b4zik8N6J
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7jJR7IeCg
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV852E08y0
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvADQiLGpn
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQNGNmNWV5
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLV1FDusnc
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsssaQ7jLX
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzqYbBJOT6
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfpkudihC9
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJd12BXMSz
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6YvntJasD
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMCDMf2VNA
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjrwMKiHSa
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKUYGDpmY6
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNQFZfMmtQ
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離開吧。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgHiLXgdmI
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNflQLuyQ2z
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj5aeOeP8R
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlSjxeGoVi
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17tiUNZMzu
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LH3OwZviU
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N1lCEVMKi
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CWAHmYeyE
曾經…517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOuHl2IPMe
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0DNLycxwa
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喀嚓。碰。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghkdKWXuwZ
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLRP8FSHg6
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0JEkIukSI
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh4vAhX3t5
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRe3ldbfEe
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rgqVxSDXa
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLqfjGpNNs
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYrjAXJPZD
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnPUFWFGuG
……怎麼回事？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg78JIXmqi
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Dc3vvzKlz
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AHIFn5swL
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyPfEFiNu1
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe388gTx11M
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIq0YJnfnR
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpPQ5D1JaS
那是大約三年前的事。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW00kQyJyJ
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0urkrSlul
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPsF5QUyzh
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWQucdM7d7
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJn5saIOEc
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRegFROdEU4
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGvWJCDLpt
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背後一陣劇痛。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1pNruBNeU
我被刺了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihlYd7MYGa
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIZrQ8GCHd
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5dJyBDmwk
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──是你！是你殺了我！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv77nklZOjp
殺了我女友又殺了我！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1IFx63FuY
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IOf4wUOOL
無法原諒…饒不了你！！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQt2vWPKEv
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcLv1k7QDR
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKq8Ixpb2n
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk18VesWqLs
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoEeSIfpGl
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kgcHtI7q2
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPCNDcMkJG
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4fKcvhUAV
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQWXaIGFQa
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EAPwsSZqa
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSiZwL51tB
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxynqmF9X5
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubZX9S8z4R
……為什麼………517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye4ZKdfw40
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa26w6cQVUf
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcZsqz4CAk
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflwtu7NlWp
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsCnhaShyT
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU8kJlCwcX
……請不要怕我，好嗎？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHvm8Wr2A8
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMzzSyO6tR
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiMJsM8IVi
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『我愛妳……』517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtA6ynek4E
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「汪嗚……」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfmb6JTi7y
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTvFFp5fvg
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA8nMMiwRJ
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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