我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyGNmdKCs8
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfOWf8sZTy
──直到那天遇見她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QDEsVLTIL
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSea8bzqTf5
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xR0DTfFos
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx7VeaQJPJ
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j4gyNwEbS
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhgmhkhMsQ
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF78oRJ1vPX
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPpWIDCws5
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ90Lz7zrQW
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHhagXnx9F
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinHe9Z5uVS
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8NjD5ccSq
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBWslVWAVX
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tHZJQo9Su
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QKeP84y2O
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofZIPZZox2
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67fjQlHUcF
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W7sUH7V3t
「你要不要來我家住？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdMWLWMYiw
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1yDBiuCRb
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWIm1S9IZA
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFHS6CKDtw
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nGvhsD7rw
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQetlpauEyl
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9t9UEHN78
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcPg4m8zMD
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sBGTXo7PA
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDrHP1LPdJ
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdFzO6sLbw
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSaYULij3c
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFiRNlTjms
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNNu4eOwqJ
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBea83RR5S
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4eSJeveZd
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi3xnwuiw9
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFCngiOJSf
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoeUvC3cKr
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ttQekT413
那一夜，她並沒有回來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlUUfOZlTh
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtNHAuR8Ds
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS9A619rJj
…不太對勁。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI5yTvhm9w
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYMxtf29yB
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5T6ZoPqco
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWGgdWBSTx
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQF7SqFgtR
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL91JHjzpr
她明明說過只喜歡我的！578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOorJTdPNP
她竟然背叛我！578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRB8bddDLL
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rQI66gmno
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──唉。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qNXMNfLoz
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEug0INGMug
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i25ZUE7MZ
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01O8cJwKJn
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CVzZIJUFZ
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBLBQFHz5f
可我不想就這樣放棄。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlknAQy4OTd
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mcuMhelcM
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjYKGpvOGe
反之，我會將她奪回來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZA3has754
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8JeK0c89M
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV8OTOpX5K
我深深嘆息。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qrA0PhXQV
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOS9WsdhWs
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHWTKIKDRq
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORXSVOh3ES
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S5RmnijO7
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiXZXOGjVw
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWbnWgPqSd
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgRe74YC1f
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMuAcog7mh
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqOGtmxQNF
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6vYakx3hA
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygdvJIufmX
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQrzgjmenK
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ4jCsl6gI
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2Z9BJX9NH
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UED55o66I
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmsoMBKDDB
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5hLbLrqVM
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSlyJAh4S0
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMOCb0ViCo
離開吧。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmPO66Bote
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmratJaC9JI
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEExvN08x7O
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgJxRlhP4b
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScxVbxe7Ct
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB30rpsMlyt
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj82MCHCYm1
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB047D6y1q
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJw2zmpUEQ
曾經…578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpobOhPIy2
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtlIcGTIMB
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeHC7n6l1e
喀嚓。碰。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi52DyFCCje
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc0r6NeAmU
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91k9ngxYFr
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a4IRF4H6B
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe0y2ZgZW6
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbtHRrZZwp
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdxGjK2Bmq
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQarnV23hbd
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZoBUGRUVX
……怎麼回事？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgHuPBSfLO
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtofODnK0c
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAmNUPhDO9
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyx6nnfCNJ
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqSUYA9ONg
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YH40xITs6
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsEIydBLKY
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6KuUA1iff
那是大約三年前的事。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT859NHYF1a
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578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaqhBIQ2nV
『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqhRQPxIZR
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2vvYglZ91
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JxpLYxB4v
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0doxIjZY1
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPPcWiNg46
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaRfmXcjX5
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGayoH1tEI
背後一陣劇痛。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBsuI47Coh
我被刺了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAbe4Muhmw
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVQQwlY4gU
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7Zfs32TRN
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──是你！是你殺了我！578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jFzWzU2BA
殺了我女友又殺了我！578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cFG6GGtYl
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ5tHdNkJI
無法原諒…饒不了你！！578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OVYFlzwUf
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEbucta003
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVCFaFZhj6
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MLngxqDtD
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32Y8svkG4u
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8MvPiltl5
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsl1x99a2g
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXLPS3g33s
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIw9SZzCIC
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEOoOM2miA
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRsUbEVsz6
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vKWtXAxE7
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkCcnLaqH2
妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzsoRN5DsK
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOpxGuEvQJ
……為什麼………578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDZvIzZe7w
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeugtiF0dL
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgaL4vTRoJ
為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLkIbNrGB9
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd44ia51sps
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjd3u51q5E
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1kb4gfpdg
……請不要怕我，好嗎？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQwzUlUWpB
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D1MOhEehA
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAhuf4wK2l
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『我愛妳……』578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j33DaF6Bz
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「汪嗚……」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvkUXWtUdV
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjNqOPijiT
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwq4sKNwEd
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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