我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。332Please respect copyright.PENANAs0A6336zMl
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象,無論是異性還是同性,覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。332Please respect copyright.PENANA2UBzP7J5MM
──直到那天遇見她。332Please respect copyright.PENANAx6yFGYTAFN
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那一天,我很早就醒來了,想去附近找點東西吃,於是在經過的公園碰見了她。332Please respect copyright.PENANAYsBAjFxiXN
她看起來像是個大學生,留著及肩長髮,偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛,令人不禁想捏一把。332Please respect copyright.PENANAakC2es667d
一開始吸引我注意力的,是她的歌聲。332Please respect copyright.PENANA42u6kb2P2v
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清晨的公園裡,她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上,用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。332Please respect copyright.PENANAVtbBW6L0pj
雖然偶爾會走調,但她依然不以為意的一直唱著,似乎非常開心的樣子。332Please respect copyright.PENANAzugJqByVtI
剎那間,我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。332Please respect copyright.PENANAbcnyfsWcEf
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感,我感到臉頰發燙,心臟也加速跳動。332Please respect copyright.PENANAAPIM1a92Rf
在猶豫好久以後,我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。332Please respect copyright.PENANAqqLTZRgJSc
她看見我以後,有點不好意思的笑了笑,想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。332Please respect copyright.PENANAThz1H5JR3B
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從此之後,我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩,每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她,迫不及待地等著她出現。332Please respect copyright.PENANAsfnu9dFA0q
我就是如此喜歡著她,這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。332Please respect copyright.PENANAyMhh7NS537
但由於某種原因,我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。332Please respect copyright.PENANAZvhF6sndRK
就在我意識到這個事實,正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──332Please respect copyright.PENANA3DCzct7lij
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「你要不要來我家住?」332Please respect copyright.PENANAacMwgTRW0K
她輕輕握住我的手,誠懇的說。332Please respect copyright.PENANAd9sCWrdYKj
332Please respect copyright.PENANAXx1qksE5BE
神啊!這是怎樣的一個奇蹟!332Please respect copyright.PENANAoU3VnBpOoz
不過是同居的邀約,我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。332Please respect copyright.PENANAyssJTKPNEL
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAn5tlUYo9e2
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。332Please respect copyright.PENANANEkXvE1S2a
就這樣,我們開始了同居的生活。332Please respect copyright.PENANAwe5MVK4wRk
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她是獨自離開家,來到外地求學和打工的,住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。332Please respect copyright.PENANAUfeNfTl1q9
她的生活極其簡單,早晨我們一起出門去公園散步,她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了,我會送她到學校去,晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。332Please respect copyright.PENANAdFX7bYOL0h
日復一日,沒有什麼太大的變化,可我感到相當幸福。332Please respect copyright.PENANAKWXra8ktBP
只要她在我身邊,和我說上幾句話,我就能開心好幾天。332Please respect copyright.PENANApvuX3Vo9Pt
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多,打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽,這時我就會露出苦笑,與她額貼額,說出安慰她的話語。332Please respect copyright.PENANA1UWF2A3Sxt
然後她就會笑出聲,說:「我就只有你了,有你在我就很安心,覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」332Please respect copyright.PENANAffIRUKM6xC
每次聽見她這麼說,我總是臉上一紅,心花怒放。332Please respect copyright.PENANAOb4DSaHVwa
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。332Please respect copyright.PENANAsz33spM3Wc
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始,我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班,她卻跟我說了要加班,讓我回去不用等她。332Please respect copyright.PENANAr0axEkKOoo
我沒多加懷疑,只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。332Please respect copyright.PENANA9wcplnP1BC
那一夜,她並沒有回來。332Please respect copyright.PENANAnTvjj6eKFY
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧?我這麼對自己說。332Please respect copyright.PENANAVImAWqKZuY
隔天早上她回到家,什麼也沒解釋,拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAzt6NJ7bnXd
…不太對勁。332Please respect copyright.PENANAyLHkUnbxmO
我天生視力不好,但除了視力以外,其他感官都異常敏銳。332Please respect copyright.PENANAkMpRFFq4GQ
例如嗅覺,是一般人的好幾倍。332Please respect copyright.PENANAfP8QHEo03z
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的,別的男人的味道。332Please respect copyright.PENANAmCuazCFily
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怎麼回事?難道她在男人家裡過夜?這不可能啊!332Please respect copyright.PENANA4LY9WK5fOF
她明明說過只喜歡我的!332Please respect copyright.PENANAu4wbA5F6e6
她竟然背叛我!332Please respect copyright.PENANAPcHg1GVdqh
……不不不,冷靜,說不定只是個誤會,可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…332Please respect copyright.PENANAD5MTsj2PUy
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──唉。332Please respect copyright.PENANALk0iWR06Pk
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就算她愛上別人,我又能如何呢?332Please respect copyright.PENANA2PsSxi989Q
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深,這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。332Please respect copyright.PENANAvmOkhiDkmD
但,還是淪陷了,再也爬不出這個無底洞,只有愈陷愈深。332Please respect copyright.PENANAaAHOaAunLp
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧,可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂,也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。332Please respect copyright.PENANAZhbn3Iwisn
可我不想就這樣放棄。332Please respect copyright.PENANA7RpzcS1e6G
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。332Please respect copyright.PENANA25zpz3E7eh
如果他真心愛著她,將她捧在手心上呵護,我自然會甘心退出。332Please respect copyright.PENANALDanzxMHeu
反之,我會將她奪回來。332Please respect copyright.PENANAIOhchTBB3B
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今夜,她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。332Please respect copyright.PENANAgBuLbVRDzk
望向牆上時鐘,午夜一點半。332Please respect copyright.PENANAIOiVtP5xRc
我深深嘆息。332Please respect copyright.PENANARuZYZiBEFB
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已經一個月過去了,這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。332Please respect copyright.PENANA1jxFZ4p1td
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事,又會不由得退縮,返回家裡。332Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5COvAJNVz
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去,至少我知道她平安無事,要不根本無法入睡。332Please respect copyright.PENANAoREYbOG1PT
最初只是偶爾晚歸,之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。332Please respect copyright.PENANAHmuZMvNReG
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡,後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了,那令她相當困擾。332Please respect copyright.PENANAQVI8zWlSsd
而現在,我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。332Please respect copyright.PENANARU18veeU3m
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了,她不知因何事非常高興,笑得比平常還要燦爛。332Please respect copyright.PENANARsz6eYPJTA
那時候我好開心好開心,因為她又願意理我了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAq3P5CSjUCh
她肯定不知道,當時我感動得溼了眼眶。332Please respect copyright.PENANAl79kx1en6j
我就跟寵物一樣,只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。332Please respect copyright.PENANAXLRxpLdbQV
自尊是什麼?能吃嗎?332Please respect copyright.PENANA3pBMaSuZ4j
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度,令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。332Please respect copyright.PENANAec1T9cRkV9
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內,我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。332Please respect copyright.PENANAgwakcWKd9U
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。332Please respect copyright.PENANA4OeqgRRcyO
對比以前幸福的日子,我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。332Please respect copyright.PENANAwptD0x8ihh
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離開吧。332Please respect copyright.PENANAcPbBRVCnDA
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂,即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬,我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。332Please respect copyright.PENANAuaCKPYEvQa
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種,最後看了一眼她的臥室。332Please respect copyright.PENANAdakeA5IHmw
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子,輕聲一句「好夢」。332Please respect copyright.PENANAtVpMzE8cH7
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷,然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。332Please respect copyright.PENANAe3R5uTs9ZI
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。332Please respect copyright.PENANAWXCzG3KEHN
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上,聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。332Please respect copyright.PENANAh0XkcsbaZ0
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。332Please respect copyright.PENANAvwYmnZPUNk
曾經…332Please respect copyright.PENANABR5wes1njo
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。332Please respect copyright.PENANAWyEzy0WREH
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喀嚓。碰。332Please respect copyright.PENANAaYopU6bJyG
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。332Please respect copyright.PENANAjtrUhMxwqk
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。332Please respect copyright.PENANAL77iqx0LMS
「平常沒怎麼整理,可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞,是我從未聽過的語氣。332Please respect copyright.PENANAe5PHUXMBkF
「沒關係,我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。332Please respect copyright.PENANAaY6TsWgWpr
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過?332Please respect copyright.PENANAFftmpXEr13
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。332Please respect copyright.PENANAPT1BImiVVo
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隨著他們越接近我的位置,我的心跳得更加猛烈,感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來,並且令我有些忿怒。332Please respect copyright.PENANA58kgQgOVyu
……怎麼回事?332Please respect copyright.PENANAJvZCBfZ9rn
很明顯的,我並非是因為她,而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。332Please respect copyright.PENANA0m4oVXAd9S
332Please respect copyright.PENANAbbX0QUHYks
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了,拐個彎就能見到我。332Please respect copyright.PENANASfzMkpBekD
「這裡是我的臥室…咦,你在啊!」她踏進房間,差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。332Please respect copyright.PENANAosjg2TDLq9
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。332Please respect copyright.PENANAnTD3zEV0Ug
男人身材高瘦,氣質斯文,細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。332Please respect copyright.PENANAAyVrscnpES
與男人四目交接的剎那,某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAhxyIKBlBUY
那是大約三年前的事。332Please respect copyright.PENANAazQzCIdlQe
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『你……你為什麼要殺人?』我不敢置信,望著眼前的好友。332Please respect copyright.PENANAszTYKikYKb
地點在我的房間,地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩,一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴,死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。332Please respect copyright.PENANATCxHzVUy3g
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的,怎麼回來就變成這副景象?332Please respect copyright.PENANAy4GBDcauEH
『是她不好!誰叫她選擇的是你不是我!』好友怒吼,手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。332Please respect copyright.PENANAQitxMbWmTw
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了,失去理智了。332Please respect copyright.PENANA2WSshyUAdM
『你…簡直瘋子!』我轉身想奔出門,慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃!』332Please respect copyright.PENANAuiBYTPigMw
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背後一陣劇痛。332Please respect copyright.PENANA6cPTAq6b0T
我被刺了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAVffmbnWZxh
接著好友把刀拔出,又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。332Please respect copyright.PENANATAiyv4RWCH
一刀又一刀,如此反覆無數次,直到我失去知覺……332Please respect copyright.PENANAFElviEdqFO
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──是你!是你殺了我!332Please respect copyright.PENANAxtaNQTmZP7
殺了我女友又殺了我!332Please respect copyright.PENANABCfuRDN428
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人!332Please respect copyright.PENANAQfOkxUIThl
無法原諒…饒不了你!!332Please respect copyright.PENANAsBQszjAgkM
332Please respect copyright.PENANAzjEiDk380C
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲,我將好友撲倒。332Please respect copyright.PENANAHx2EhjVcG9
奈何他體型比我壯碩,雙手被牽制住了,於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。332Please respect copyright.PENANApxLHM9ZNwX
「好痛…!媽的…快放開我!」332Please respect copyright.PENANAnI79TlE75G
好友死命掙扎,我咬得更加深入,牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。332Please respect copyright.PENANAmmLAxiLAL1
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔,精神反而更興奮,我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。332Please respect copyright.PENANAaOakTVRYN9
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱,最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。332Please respect copyright.PENANAwdbi3uSH59
我鬆開嘴,確認好友已經死亡。332Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8KPJvH68p
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這下子,我也成了殺人犯…。332Please respect copyright.PENANA7VT5QlfXdq
他肯定認出我了,絕對會想再趁機殺掉我,以後一定也會傷害她,我這是正當防衛。332Please respect copyright.PENANAbOrC5nxp8I
我保護了她,保護了我珍惜的人。332Please respect copyright.PENANA3XyNAGUXdK
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身,正想這麼對她說──332Please respect copyright.PENANAEk1jQBsf9H
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。332Please respect copyright.PENANA9On09DGDh4
……為什麼………332Please respect copyright.PENANATSCvIHje5K
腳一軟,我往旁邊倒下,模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。332Please respect copyright.PENANAUB4snQtmHk
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為什麼這樣對我…?是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人?332Please respect copyright.PENANASnaiTPqTnI
這傢伙真的有這麼重要?332Please respect copyright.PENANAIs8k4y8ofO
別哭…我可以道歉……所以,妳原諒我好嗎?332Please respect copyright.PENANAuetzjSnykV
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。332Please respect copyright.PENANABJaZ0cqaim
……請不要怕我,好嗎?332Please respect copyright.PENANAMnPKPaWvp2
意識已經開始混亂,我大概就要死了吧。332Please respect copyright.PENANAolLvN4AKoc
那麼,最後,至少想把這句話告訴妳…332Please respect copyright.PENANAImlAePsit1
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『我愛妳……』332Please respect copyright.PENANAatf1CFZk6e
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「汪嗚……」332Please respect copyright.PENANA54oXeBtLkx
從自己喉嚨裡發出的,是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。332Please respect copyright.PENANArSjB5wkW4G
啊,對呢,都忘了,我只是一隻狗。332Please respect copyright.PENANAIw6Y769S20
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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