我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIdrzhA1rb
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ34pW4Xy0M
──直到那天遇見她。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlXlwsWsdV
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHl5q9YB9B
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2OUuZ1enQ
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7yaxA2SJ3
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OoYtQSFX8
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mzPGcGdGD
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rQdg268v4
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWBOgeAjPZ
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGXUhv07oc
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zq1eAyxJ4
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRgs9ZDgfZ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVh8Mw8Ad9
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qfhChOszg
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYFAeo63aQ
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL9G7JgjEU
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCZbNKcb0d
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxlLlP1xnZ
「你要不要來我家住？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6QROgGrIj
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GxdHEXjMo
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfhQSfO1e3
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy2YjW9nto
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgmV6RJQab
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbFqrcxrUu
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09yt13jwFB
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIv6e3AiGF
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW38wlXMACe
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkBWOaIeJ8
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwT1d8NpQe
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvZLaqJGZ4
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zB8mvDLlN
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JRLAkOmAb
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYncOxTlXxB
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6rHct9598
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ019s91ehax
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwnwMhL2SV
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2Jxouutdy
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM9v3yowKI
那一夜，她並沒有回來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0BfD5z0kW
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzu09jO2Am
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rJQ0h2712
…不太對勁。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWpFRKVLqo
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXqdjPss3x
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYHR2uOLi6
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRboSpp6yu
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnhKU6iNMO
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3icXniNBY
她明明說過只喜歡我的！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSQ4He9U1z
她竟然背叛我！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gZIME6v5T
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDwN15azRA
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──唉。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wb5UHypr9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRlFBMfzkK
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3SyAklrXN
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5MpwQqfxC
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf7kMwZ4Jg
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ruf4yMigY
可我不想就這樣放棄。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx1sCakNHv
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhqcw5JH6t
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOgiSfVBoE
反之，我會將她奪回來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzVK3Ci1Ep
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANOLofUvZB
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw6clWyiXE
我深深嘆息。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxJuR7DNoV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XKNyT8F4S
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUmER4RmXi
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxcKcL6wKk
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvBCypIujy
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwllelMakl
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakdjavbVps
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLnUwhoVW5
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz1WQPjItv
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwMNK5M6wL
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGDvDHoJLp
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL8IUGaGoF
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz9msYR8UA
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVDMJaANG1
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgQZN0MGp9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZyG5Ioqrd
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9nge2j3cq
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ybQoYGOKG
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1pJjqqU6u
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC1MdcPf08
離開吧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsXz78WgSj
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHurG0XO32I
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPo66C52jg
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDzYhW0ZOy
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw84n3Zbe7
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl8QccnIId
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyzr1aMyea
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPYWSZDrBk
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkex9WCHCp
曾經…568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7xq4JWGy8
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgusPZLmkZQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCR3qgKc8e
喀嚓。碰。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X7TNh0xlx
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8yMUYREhZ
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPdhkiODm2
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h3Gk146Xq
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtaSaw5Pmb
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzddG3BEcv1
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ETtMKvP75
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80YYWlYYtj
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6h9Iy3LR3
……怎麼回事？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL1l9vqFkZ
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxsemlBU22
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt2D69Bfnj
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhHfkW7tYk
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYqoMZakhy
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1cjfCNWpa
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGaK5q92sL
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCHknAzctH
那是大約三年前的事。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Nlj06xYOP
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOeR33eQ2f
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZFPb4B8vq
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwevoLfosd3
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUlvpQ0Uoj
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6zuqgTgH3
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHpbsUM4uS
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PP7PUwFnG
背後一陣劇痛。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffhMWLhKlu
我被刺了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUUDudHkNg
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pho4dmdQv
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6gUp7jLNo
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──是你！是你殺了我！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP8VKxKd61
殺了我女友又殺了我！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B3ivG7FtY
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT6mn9QWDw
無法原諒…饒不了你！！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJLAYz64si
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnYp1w017Y
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtflhNeYkg6
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb05QEmZYss
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnKoE53N88
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRjZPSUsPp
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cfamZpdfk
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdlHSRN02a
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1de6Iuv72S
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJyVt9qsI9
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCJfsig4Sd
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHZv1hFd5g
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxmytanl1n
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rCWN2857t
……為什麼………568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREBQyBBOem
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpFCrcLiVu
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DWnijFafw
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS6zjxnKCB
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfKmNTA9tI
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoPvCJk0XP
……請不要怕我，好嗎？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67sN1q7BFj
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG65VgHR3k3
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe4I4zKfDu
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『我愛妳……』568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlACAzZA4KK
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「汪嗚……」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdzTGMaBkE
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SBFi9iz9l
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHJTsjggLq
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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