I looked at the gates of the school. The sky suited my mood perfectly. That drizzle, the cold air the clouds. I don’t like school. I really don’t know what I would do if Sam wasn’t here with me. We know each other ince we were early teenagers but really started hanging out about one year ago. Ali is a good friend too but she is not very lenient. She feels trapped here in our small city nothing is enough here, she thinks that life in the big city –any big city- would be perfect and glamorous. When I say to her that I will visit my father I feel she looks at me with envy and bitterness because I chose to live here with my mother.
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“I think Jonathan likes you a bit.” Sam said looking at me.
“I don’t think so he is polite”
Sam looked at me smirking.
“Yeah Blye sure he is so kind” She said holding her laugh emphasizing the ‘so’
I stunk my tongue out and she broke down laughing.
“Sam don’t tell me you are excited about school starting.”
She was looking around like she was looking for someone.
“So where is your twin?”She said
“He left early. I didn’t see him this morning.”
“Did you see Ali?”
“No Sam I don’t know where she is.” I am kinda angry with Ali . I mean we practically didn’t talk all summer. I was away she was away I think at least. I send her a few messages on facebook and that was that. I am not a big talker and I don’t chat all day with my friends on facebook.
Sam looked at me with question in her eyes. 531Please respect copyright.PENANAN88gMEywY1
“B. you ok? Is there something wrong?”
“No. I don’t thing so. No ready for school to start though.”
She smiled at me. “I know you never liked school that much. Come with me I need coffee.”
“Coffee sounds nice.”
As I was waiting on a table for Sam to get her coffee and mine I looked at my phone. I started my blog some months ago I think and I got hooked on it. I was on there reblogging and uploading pictures that I had took. People liked them and some and me nice messages about them. One day I found a blog with pretty much everything from weird art just to fandom. It was very atmospheric and easy to scroll around. I stayed there for hours . It was created by a boy named Alex seeing from his personal age he was 23 studying film . As i saw from his pictures he was kinda cute. I found a link for a short movie he made a year ago with a few friends. It was very nice and the story was heartbreaking. After a few days of stalking his blog I decided to send him a message telling him that I liked his movie and all. From his blog I can see that he is sweet but ruthless with the haters. I wasn’t expecting a reply because he has a huge follower count and a lot of people fangirl over him. I don’t know why I even bothered checking my messages i just had a feel that we are alike. We listen to the same music and watch the same tv shows . My photographs look like his films. I feel a connection which makes me feel weird and out of place. Do I really have a crush with a boy from tumblr?
“So did you had a good time at your grandmas?” Sam said putting the hot coffee in front of me.
“Oh you know how she is.”I said looking at the cafeteria. People started coming inside ordering breakfast and coffee.
“Why did your mum took you and Peter there again?”She said sipping coffee.
I looked at her and she continued. “I mean after the last fight. Why would she drag you there again.”
“Oh she didn’t. I just like it there and needed a break .Peter didn’t came with us.”
Her eyes shinned “He didn’t? What did he did instead?” She asked
“I don’t know Sam. He sat home went out with mates. He didn’t really tell me.”
“Oh…ok. So how long did you stayed there?”She asked nonchalant
“Two weeks I think.”
“And Pete was alone for two weeks?”
“Sam what’s with you and Peter? Do you fancy him or something?” I teased her like that a lot. I knew she was curious and all but I got really annoyed with all the interrogation. I smiled at her but she wasn’t looking at me. She was looking at the door behind me. A sad look appeared on her face. That was weird a minute ago she was smiling teasing me .
I turned my head and locked eyes with Pete who to my surprise was holding a girls waist. Not the way friends hold each other. He smiled at me, us and turned his face to the girl. I felt my heart skip a few beats. Ali was kissing him on the cheek and going towards his mouth.
I turned around. I didn’t want to see that. Gross. Sam was still looking at them and I her.
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A few things were clear now.
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