#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS01EOhzQmp
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIPe90kY6k
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz9RVrc50g
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NmdIMYHMh
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ92fQTtrEn
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcob0MEgGcO
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo49PWZ45P
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEbXXqBE0u
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly8DTPvJcj
...1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mA8WjC4Bw
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztsJXijHcT
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0yDUBAJiF
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9sWmNjkOP
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AvGxnMHb8
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJWzf2Z6bn
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PH9YtqT8E
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg6OmljloN
So calling it off, was it that bad?1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbcrjdcDho
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7Vi13TPFD
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWJpZfzZWY
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxgtpMxOjl
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JNnQKqtZG
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbhY1XsvGS
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkBZ6AgM2q
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4hn8ug01n
Henceforth, we have this. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKNGOliH5Q
Thanks for bearing with me. 1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW4FhqeTwf
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