#1 Entry: Why I Started This.985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqGLNs4jmW
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWkHqUAehK
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQo65eVCND
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeQuo7Xccc
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQEfK4NqAn
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjI9PRvmmE
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLHk74MLU0
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNp1zpxbqt
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmm9nULOuW
...985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOsLwF5mO2
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ751yPNF9ze
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OS1NAhgTM
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawnYyBjBLP
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEakfmKxQEl
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJLfZLMki3
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSliZNxko6E
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4akBeS7wW3
So calling it off, was it that bad?985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGIjcNfyay
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXxKtlOSFZ
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mXsjqMIQn
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrtTwllcRz
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJq2kCvjlp
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLzrOOdSMV
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBotG8L9TQ
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmSPiX6q44
Henceforth, we have this. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD2MR71b11
Thanks for bearing with me. 985Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO9S7Qez8n
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