Flashes and more flashes814Please respect copyright.PENANAeBSvwoECb4
Shouts in the air, suffocating me814Please respect copyright.PENANAowRjeNW1yB
Their bodies closer and closer 814Please respect copyright.PENANALSiPE7G8mW
Until its so hard to breathe814Please respect copyright.PENANANPASueB1si
Everyone screaming your name814Please respect copyright.PENANAnRoRjn9MN7
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces814Please respect copyright.PENANAdg98qcvLvZ
The men around me take my arm gently814Please respect copyright.PENANAb4CTRh3K69
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes814Please respect copyright.PENANA0JqTgxV4pi
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life814Please respect copyright.PENANAYWfuindh3e
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down814Please respect copyright.PENANAhVGj9PKJIO
Faking a smile towards the ground814Please respect copyright.PENANAoM2pROJ1ae
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 814Please respect copyright.PENANArxcLSJiQfB
For fear that it will start over again814Please respect copyright.PENANAqkURar0Gda
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains814Please respect copyright.PENANAnSmJjPO4y7
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest814Please respect copyright.PENANA4h7NIH7SX0
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step814Please respect copyright.PENANAB1Xno0XJWq
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths814Please respect copyright.PENANA0QjWE905ll
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together814Please respect copyright.PENANA0EgvH3k4h9
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess814Please respect copyright.PENANAmAmpQbezIN
My feet seem to be moving on their own 814Please respect copyright.PENANAtjT8GcLuHQ
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?814Please respect copyright.PENANA34i39cVFWb
Cameras and fame and people all around me?814Please respect copyright.PENANAoD8C6fbJwq
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!814Please respect copyright.PENANAubjSHUYM7x
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!814Please respect copyright.PENANA8rabJzVokx
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another814Please respect copyright.PENANAJzx9LAl1ST
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some814Please respect copyright.PENANABOWG9LqxKh
But my life should've been peace and quite814Please respect copyright.PENANAkFLcmpb6Cn
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children814Please respect copyright.PENANAbixXzlJIOD
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion814Please respect copyright.PENANAyZsGaJ8abZ
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets814Please respect copyright.PENANAL8GOpXjhLx
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life814Please respect copyright.PENANAhDEuRrsKqw
When I stop and think of how blessed I am814Please respect copyright.PENANAyRR2sNbnCt
I realize how much I love my life814Please respect copyright.PENANAQWgWCNvLQ8
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through814Please respect copyright.PENANAq4QJG0BcHu
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model814Please respect copyright.PENANAxdCavt91Az
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on