Living A Lie658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqwraK066I
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB8smgG0QU
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zLzRbqJaT
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzByxj2lwN
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5CcbtGz1Q
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW65ZhsynPj
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNi1feiYu6
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0FIhYTpV2
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF3ucEiZQa
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrllrn4M58W
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe7F3PGypU
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EEZnv8KkU
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRufWxMYBm
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzQx5kospM
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklZzBX4RoX
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lCraHqzi4
She said, 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrc1rOMdcV
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdflpSAwO7
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS8BiK5rc6
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2rXZO22kR
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTugTGoseE
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdRUUmbQi1
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoofbMSOYXJ
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxHxXkr2Ky
"Psycho" and "Loser". 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphKHvZlqdo
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKDJXRYvgr
After i settled I asked him658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSLGca8uP5
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nbTyrW0lg
He looked at me in surprise and said658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDXmokj2E7
" Why would i tell any one"?? 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFJnZmHxOK
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hlpwCzEzA
"Then who told this"??658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszuFcYeEs5
He hesitated a moment and then said658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGi6LJfCnX
" Liz"!! 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlDbmSJseL
I was moved by this answer.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMeHRS66rx
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWyRoDUge4
My heart gave a loud Thump. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Y1yVVd1d
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN9hKpltxC
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytm3JUSoIb
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK79y8y62WG
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH5G4bfIWh
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcO7Jz7RsG
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXtgPXpj4n
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYfNBau7Tm
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMEzd8nKos
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQujkiMOf7
