Living A Lie711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHylzSk0N8q
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoARrzMZndB
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgVk6kMpxr
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6l1M3bbIX
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQuviCTKn9
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33ndmvWkUZ
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdjbHn1Q0s
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84EZptpCPW
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCFQBabte7
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFGgcJdJIE
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHifd9cd5R
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPj40uFjd2
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1T9bPIQ6A
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9psfY5zWR
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7piQnWA2Yo
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNhg6ZeLeg
She said, 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6Zh7JcjZG
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRlkkIIZWT
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA8qFXp006
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5DLFoWVnL
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d0uQjk5AA
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WCf9NqXiW
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHaIQVXFQx
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkVIOjAuWZ
"Psycho" and "Loser". 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpJpG65oS2
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTM6d9hbJ3
After i settled I asked him711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSPpxa7j3J
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMydafOFBE
He looked at me in surprise and said711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosQXNThiX5
" Why would i tell any one"?? 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wbDGacAjN
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIamPWoDPc0
"Then who told this"??711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM1v1Fa6Vh
He hesitated a moment and then said711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4U9BcdZcv
" Liz"!! 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoFjBOJFo2
I was moved by this answer.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZni6S1y0q
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCAwuV1L1I
My heart gave a loud Thump. 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO022Ak2P9G
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7sKoOym8Y
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6GeKzpzVp
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHSMfxKRbE
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk9DhBjtMt
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93x8f1Sh48
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NCHe0E95d
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMryavrwILx
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutPlNLxyRe
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DKilMhnxa
