Living A Lie667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IJHgtUDwE
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntsQiKd0SA
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSBdmSpYJp
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oQn9fj09m
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrTPeVUSUt
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFdTMkQnGR
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WjkSuOYcr
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC15sCEWXdL
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn8Z6IMSoY
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCCzyiGcz5
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxD1ET03CO
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOcwaCwSj1
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7Rf96S0K0
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAVaGhoOSg
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA3A3GuGFx
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVglMMhch3
She said, 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9W6Xjpkjw
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiy3rIck2q
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7uvch33dM
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfNhZIxZOg
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz944VdI7c
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUlirOVsJ1
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt7a40Pddf
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6BQ2dOb17
"Psycho" and "Loser". 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7olHpPhOgW
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SncShDnep
After i settled I asked him667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkLHGcbibr
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTfaX9xqOY
He looked at me in surprise and said667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0NOey88ym
" Why would i tell any one"?? 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZcvuqBoZm
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgducETfDpi
"Then who told this"??667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XAGlBl89S
He hesitated a moment and then said667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6PjLVt2Gs
" Liz"!! 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnzxL6D7nu
I was moved by this answer.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyFF2fF0mo
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH1ZscQZkY
My heart gave a loud Thump. 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE4gD20kzK
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczR7cXSicM
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGzyOYYtnn
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4O8MiWYRA
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMXe9iiQHY
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhczEMJBMwx
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZItYDOv82
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDFThlOMSF
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKYW388Jo0
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!667Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX3AhHVaV8
