打開家門,再打開燈,家裡還沒有人。419Please respect copyright.PENANABGw3l77ow9
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「我翻到屋企喇。」我第一時間WhatsApp Joe。419Please respect copyright.PENANAK0wNNMewa4
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「我今次早過你,哈哈。」他又再一次秒回。419Please respect copyright.PENANAE70G2qpVcM
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我回覆了一個「大佬好野」的sticker,然後把手機放在書桌上,先去洗澡。419Please respect copyright.PENANAag9Aeju70w
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洗澡,往往是思如泉湧的時候。水源源不絕的射在我的背,我用手把沐浴露塗抹全身,左手才碰到右臂,突然停了下來。忽而想起Joe那不大不小的手,強而有力但刻意輕柔的拉著我的手臂,五隻手指的形狀還彌留在臂上。我摸著那個位置,心裡本來平靜的海面因為一塊小石頭泛起了一圈兩圈的漣漪,加上熱水造成的蒸汽,我好像在夢裡。419Please respect copyright.PENANAlnbTQnblzC
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洗澡之後,我拿起手機,看了一下,沒有通知。419Please respect copyright.PENANA4VzoCgN0jF
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把頭吹乾後,我拿起手機,又看了一下,沒有通知。419Please respect copyright.PENANAoaFeCkqhpQ
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我躺在床上,上ig窺探一下其他人的生活,卻又忍不住打開WhatsApp,還是沒有通知。419Please respect copyright.PENANAF8c9qXkZYl
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玩著手機,不知不覺視線變得模糊,視野變得狹窄,手也不自覺的塌在床上。我掙扎的撐開眼簾,就幾秒之間,眼簾就像上下的布幕合起來,只剩漆黑一片。這一次,我也沒有力氣打開布幕了。419Please respect copyright.PENANAXzLbv6vkec
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一覺醒來,看看手機,還是沒有通知,昨晚發生的好像只是一場夢,很真實的夢。隨隨便便的梳理一下,換個衣服就趕著出門口。這一程回學校的路程,打開鎖屏,沒有通知,再鎖屏。再過十幾秒,又再重複一遍。419Please respect copyright.PENANAD7a7vzH0zo
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其實我在等待什麼?等待Joe的回覆?他會回覆我什麼?他會開一個新的話題?整個早上總是如此不安,卻又有點期待。我該自己打開話題嗎?卻又好像不知道怎麼開口。419Please respect copyright.PENANALk3u2A8NmJ