星期二的晚上,我忍不住找他。363Please respect copyright.PENANAixfescQfml
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「今日有咩搞?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAG00UvpBqMF
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「唉班朋友又食煙喇。」我能夠想像他內心很嫌棄,卻裝出沒事的樣子。363Please respect copyright.PENANAtESFgJwQZC
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「不如唔好去啦。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFYcbjD2jS3
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「咁又唔得。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAVPE9tcizZr
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「咁不如帶個口罩?」我只能為他想點辦法。363Please respect copyright.PENANAwvls7IngKm
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「好似好奇怪,佢地實以為我病。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAQeH4IIlKKY
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「咁冇計啵。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFNy2N0pgcn
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人總是愛面子,因為害怕被別人排斥、害怕失去一同玩樂的夥伴,Joe會選擇默默承受。他是那堆抽煙的朋友裡面唯一一個不會抽煙的人,就像那漆黑的洞穴裡,有著一隻螢火蟲,一點還沒有被黑暗摧殘的光。363Please respect copyright.PENANAKPLCG5hxZI
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星期三的晚上,我決定再找他。我隨便找個討論區的貼文分享給他。363Please respect copyright.PENANAzwwGkar1Uc
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「我啱啱都見到啊。」他秒回。363Please respect copyright.PENANA98LqKzjRA5
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「有咩做啊今日?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAulHLxHG8rm
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「班朋友又起到講上大陸食海底撈,講上面好發達,我都唔明點解咁都講的出口。」363Please respect copyright.PENANA1sZuy30TU9
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「好多人都係咁翻大陸玩。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAT2zGH9IpSw
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「上去又要check手機又剩,又唔知自己食緊咩元素表,啲野又唔係平,都唔知點解要上去玩。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAwPmSsI5GQA
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「係囉。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAxu4yLL6AEe
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「你試下說服佢地囉。」363Please respect copyright.PENANA9OITvWrNgr
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「佢地講都唔會明,全部都係港豬。」363Please respect copyright.PENANASPgiJRonnN
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Joe就像醒來的人,而房間裡的其他人都是裝睡的人。他努力的搖著他們的手,用電筒嘗試照著他們,甚至大聲在他們耳邊吶喊,而他叫不醒那些裝睡的人,最後他放棄了,卻選擇沉默的留在他們身邊。363Please respect copyright.PENANANrIs9U11Wo
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他忍受著好多好多不情願的事,卻又繼續這樣過活,有時候我會想,是他享受在這種强迫自己的狀態下嗎?還是覺得為了迎合他人比較重要?363Please respect copyright.PENANAk0bxguGELC
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「如果你係我,你會點做?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAMUvjR74kxU
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腦海再一次閃過他的話。363Please respect copyright.PENANAR4EUtp3q6H
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星期四的早上,Joe主動找我。363Please respect copyright.PENANAOdE8gCxgSF
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「啲朋友又諗住r source。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1cBo7NSZE
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「咁你又願意比佢地?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAhGJZ9DpjEr
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「冇計嫁。」我能想像Joe一臉無奈。363Please respect copyright.PENANA3b6ek2zqj2
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「唔好比佢地啦。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAukYwkYyWnD
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一直到下午,Joe還是沒有回覆我。於是我決定打開話題。363Please respect copyright.PENANAk3gRECJRey
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「Joe,其實我都好好奇,點解你可以起朋友入面堅持到唔食煙。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAeVkv7xF6sF
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「因為我真係好唔鐘意」363Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4u7QE122Y
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「咁點解你容忍到佢地,你講到佢地又港豬,又食煙。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAlXma4r86Ju
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「冇辦法,咁我都要搵人陪我玩飛鏢」363Please respect copyright.PENANAv2r1aknoDK
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「你會唔會覺得好慘,次次都要食二手煙?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAgPHWqtX4c7
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「我覺得冇人同我玩慘啲。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAZJDd6S9249
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「都係嘅。」363Please respect copyright.PENANALjIAgwnymq
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其實,我也不明白Joe為什麼要默默承受不喜歡的事情,和不喜歡的人一起,給朋友發source如是,跟吸煙、不問世事的朋友一齊玩樂如是。與其跟和自己不合的人在一起,那麼多看不過眼的事情,倒不如做一些自己喜歡的。就像Kenneth說的,那些求只為source而慕名而來的人,大可不給他們。反正source給出去,頂多換來女神一句「Thx」和「你真係好人」。363Please respect copyright.PENANAY53Sguyu6I
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他不需要羨慕Kenneth,他也可以像Kenneth,做著自己喜歡的事情。363Please respect copyright.PENANAckHbLtHfN1
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「如果你係我,你會點做?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAXlJb5FFPil
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這句話不斷在我腦海中重複,卻還沒有答案。363Please respect copyright.PENANAZG2robLcIj
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他不喜歡抽煙,於是無數次拒絕吸煙的邀請,卻又無數次答應玩飛鏢的邀約,讓自己渾身煙味。曾經,我覺得他是蓮花,在淤泥中堅持自己的底線,不抽一根煙。然而,他不是蓮花,他有手有腳,他可以選擇不活在淤泥裡,對吧?363Please respect copyright.PENANAJQ3vlJ97g6
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如果他是黑暗中唯一的螢火蟲,他可以離開這個沒有同伴的地方,去跟其他螢火蟲為伍,不用孤獨痛苦的存在?363Please respect copyright.PENANAvjPcZgxXVT