星期二的晚上,我忍不住找他。195Please respect copyright.PENANA6HidFqbtTX
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「今日有咩搞?」195Please respect copyright.PENANAoICSRQUR9T
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「唉班朋友又食煙喇。」我能夠想像他內心很嫌棄,卻裝出沒事的樣子。195Please respect copyright.PENANApc3S3Q74uk
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「不如唔好去啦。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAgaEw8jaM1p
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「咁又唔得。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAf3vwioQIca
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「咁不如帶個口罩?」我只能為他想點辦法。195Please respect copyright.PENANA8ElxDOONlg
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「好似好奇怪,佢地實以為我病。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAdoXsvTrYNh
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「咁冇計啵。」195Please respect copyright.PENANA4HS1AB7Zy6
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人總是愛面子,因為害怕被別人排斥、害怕失去一同玩樂的夥伴,Joe會選擇默默承受。他是那堆抽煙的朋友裡面唯一一個不會抽煙的人,就像那漆黑的洞穴裡,有著一隻螢火蟲,一點還沒有被黑暗摧殘的光。195Please respect copyright.PENANAqHKS8RpEV6
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星期三的晚上,我決定再找他。我隨便找個討論區的貼文分享給他。195Please respect copyright.PENANAux23L1GUMf
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「我啱啱都見到啊。」他秒回。195Please respect copyright.PENANApyaCGr8xU1
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「有咩做啊今日?」195Please respect copyright.PENANAinfDnv41R9
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「班朋友又起到講上大陸食海底撈,講上面好發達,我都唔明點解咁都講的出口。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAMqB6zQgPvs
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「好多人都係咁翻大陸玩。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAoCVPXKEc5z
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「上去又要check手機又剩,又唔知自己食緊咩元素表,啲野又唔係平,都唔知點解要上去玩。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAJaR6IXk8MA
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「係囉。」195Please respect copyright.PENANA8uqguH3D44
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「你試下說服佢地囉。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAE3pTtdEKnz
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「佢地講都唔會明,全部都係港豬。」195Please respect copyright.PENANA3yEfAsZdRi
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Joe就像醒來的人,而房間裡的其他人都是裝睡的人。他努力的搖著他們的手,用電筒嘗試照著他們,甚至大聲在他們耳邊吶喊,而他叫不醒那些裝睡的人,最後他放棄了,卻選擇沉默的留在他們身邊。195Please respect copyright.PENANAbDRGcCREOQ
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他忍受著好多好多不情願的事,卻又繼續這樣過活,有時候我會想,是他享受在這種强迫自己的狀態下嗎?還是覺得為了迎合他人比較重要?195Please respect copyright.PENANAD3hUalwFeg
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「如果你係我,你會點做?」195Please respect copyright.PENANAP9cORxkP6h
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腦海再一次閃過他的話。195Please respect copyright.PENANA3ikW5nzsdd
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星期四的早上,Joe主動找我。195Please respect copyright.PENANAk0JsGKJLZn
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「啲朋友又諗住r source。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAy5J0OXF2Ce
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「咁你又願意比佢地?」195Please respect copyright.PENANAcEShiClLtD
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「冇計嫁。」我能想像Joe一臉無奈。195Please respect copyright.PENANAcAdrEA1YQy
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「唔好比佢地啦。」195Please respect copyright.PENANA17jRyT7hpR
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一直到下午,Joe還是沒有回覆我。於是我決定打開話題。195Please respect copyright.PENANA6BAKqmWS1z
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「Joe,其實我都好好奇,點解你可以起朋友入面堅持到唔食煙。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAJFEZNqJa43
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「因為我真係好唔鐘意」195Please respect copyright.PENANA25etOEjLuc
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「咁點解你容忍到佢地,你講到佢地又港豬,又食煙。」195Please respect copyright.PENANAei6VcH0DoV
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「冇辦法,咁我都要搵人陪我玩飛鏢」195Please respect copyright.PENANAQPYLgqzQd0
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「你會唔會覺得好慘,次次都要食二手煙?」195Please respect copyright.PENANAPJFEIpWcgD
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「我覺得冇人同我玩慘啲。」195Please respect copyright.PENANARApcSYvVdv
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「都係嘅。」195Please respect copyright.PENANANcprrO6NjS
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其實,我也不明白Joe為什麼要默默承受不喜歡的事情,和不喜歡的人一起,給朋友發source如是,跟吸煙、不問世事的朋友一齊玩樂如是。與其跟和自己不合的人在一起,那麼多看不過眼的事情,倒不如做一些自己喜歡的。就像Kenneth說的,那些求只為source而慕名而來的人,大可不給他們。反正source給出去,頂多換來女神一句「Thx」和「你真係好人」。195Please respect copyright.PENANAoByU2BWStf
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他不需要羨慕Kenneth,他也可以像Kenneth,做著自己喜歡的事情。195Please respect copyright.PENANAeD0F3704lX
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「如果你係我,你會點做?」195Please respect copyright.PENANAi6vhjVY2wI
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這句話不斷在我腦海中重複,卻還沒有答案。195Please respect copyright.PENANAzT5zct9npG
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他不喜歡抽煙,於是無數次拒絕吸煙的邀請,卻又無數次答應玩飛鏢的邀約,讓自己渾身煙味。曾經,我覺得他是蓮花,在淤泥中堅持自己的底線,不抽一根煙。然而,他不是蓮花,他有手有腳,他可以選擇不活在淤泥裡,對吧?195Please respect copyright.PENANAMaG4TKAoRC
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如果他是黑暗中唯一的螢火蟲,他可以離開這個沒有同伴的地方,去跟其他螢火蟲為伍,不用孤獨痛苦的存在?195Please respect copyright.PENANAiYVGl2jGY6