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「リンドウ,來的正是時候,我剛剛才在想你的事情。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAVtAKy6pxNF
他是在一間陰暗的劇場門前找到メノウ的,在他打算出聲叫住メノウ時,メノウ率先喊出了他的名字。259Please respect copyright.PENANAtF05IZLUOp
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「巡業有趣嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANApGX3MkyZ4Y
「嗯,因為是被客人指名的工作,每天面對喜愛P的觀眾,我……」259Please respect copyright.PENANA92sUwMjuHv
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リンドウ頓了頓,喜愛P的觀眾,但是這次去巡業的人卻不包括メノウ,在被人介紹時,那種拼圖少了一塊的感覺總讓他感到介懷。259Please respect copyright.PENANA9bgu2WYdQ8
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「但是沒有我呢,這跟リンドウ喜歡的『大家』不一樣對吧?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAb6sfjDMm2i
メノウ也看出他內心的矛盾,並和以往那樣點破他。259Please respect copyright.PENANAtT4w5V4XLx
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「對不起,メノウ。P只有你一個人要留在店裡……」259Please respect copyright.PENANAlixwBDTJlc
「而且還要打掃店裡,明明舞台沒有受到損傷,卻不能上台,好無聊。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAyqpgkJY8Z0
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リンドウ還為了打掃的事到處找我,接下來是打算命令我嗎?メノウ皺著眉,有些不滿的說道。259Please respect copyright.PENANA8h386OpooM
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「這次沒能帶メノウ一起去,我覺得很抱歉。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAX0hK73rGSr
雖然知道是無可奈何的事,但作為Top卻沒能為メノウ爭取些甚麼,把熱愛舞台的メノウ單獨留下的歉意並不會因此而削減。259Please respect copyright.PENANAYgCuP3T7fo
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「不是リンドウ的錯喔,只有唱歌的場合我去也沒意義不是嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAdckiKbQYKa
メノウ這麼說,突然轉變的溫柔口吻和剛剛的怨懟天差地遠。259Please respect copyright.PENANAhclVtDGXcX
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從這裡開始,リンドウ意識到メノウ現在與其說是在抱怨,不如說是進入了某種狀態,他現在所說的話是以某個角色,或是某個劇本為骨幹支撐著的——他總是一而再再而三地掉進同樣的陷阱裡。259Please respect copyright.PENANAFCjIVhkLeK
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リンドウ的視線撇向一旁的劇場,加上之前得知的關於メノウ正在找能上台的劇場的事情。對於メノウ接下來要提的要求,リンドウ心裡已經有底了。259Please respect copyright.PENANAjv1lnWd5b9
他握了握拳,指甲箝進手心,身體隱隱作疼。259Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4Y9OulHr8
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「既然リンドウ對我感到愧疚的話,作為補償陪我進去吧。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAzGCs0FL4JB
メノウ的手指貼上臉頰,他從那雙手上嗅到了化學香料和香菸的味道,而同樣的氣味也從劇場裡頭飄來,看來這裡已經變成メノウ近期中意的演出地點了。259Please respect copyright.PENANAUjn8Opa8rI
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「我以為メノウ會討厭這種味道的。」259Please respect copyright.PENANA5pMKkPUYzQ
「我不是說過了嗎?人在感到乏味時,靈魂就會往惡魔那方走近。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAafnOB04NK8
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惡魔……リンドウ將視線從メノウ身上移開,落在メノウ身後的垃圾堆上。259Please respect copyright.PENANA27PjrBf70m
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「但是我不會跟メノウ你進去的。」他冷冷地說道。259Please respect copyright.PENANACOZcjkErPr
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「嗯。我知道。」259Please respect copyright.PENANA7ex9CEiyw9
メノウ的臉貼近リンドウ,鼻子蹭著リンドウ的臉。259Please respect copyright.PENANAEw0JybuYvp
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從メノウ的髮上,他聞到了五光十色的夜晚,和平日慵懶的形象不同,此刻的メノウ身上帶著放浪的艷色。259Please respect copyright.PENANA7C2mXCIiPR
——那天也是同樣的氣味,那大概就是惡魔的味道吧?259Please respect copyright.PENANARnBvj0cI1E
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沾著氣味的雙手碰上リンドウ眼鏡的邊框,輕輕摘下。失去鏡片的遮擋,メノウ的睫毛擦過リンドウ的臉頰,而リンドウ的則掃過メノウ的頭髮。259Please respect copyright.PENANAqMWljKFGRg
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「只要不被人發現上台的是你就行了吧?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAkLoTWk38c2
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眼鏡被メノウ收到口袋裡,因為各種原因,他在店以外的場合都是戴著眼鏡的,像這樣被メノウ拿走眼鏡讓他感到很困擾。但現在的他並沒有辦法伸手從メノウ那裡拿回自己的眼鏡。259Please respect copyright.PENANAf5OjkCHXVT
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「把衣服換掉,髮型也稍微改變一下,最後蓋上面具,這樣誰也不會知道是你的。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAQOwOIArnoi
メノウ將穿著的外套脫下,披在リンドウ肩上,示意他穿上。259Please respect copyright.PENANAqr0ADnRjqR
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「為什麼メノウ會這麼希望我進去?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAr5WhG4378f
リンドウ沒有回應メノウ的要求,只是任由沾著陌生氣味的衣物披著,沒有穿上的打算。259Please respect copyright.PENANA8obaaOb41m
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為甚麼呢?メノウ輕飄飄地說,臉上掛著微笑,仰起頭,踮起腳用唇蹭了蹭リンドウ的唇。259Please respect copyright.PENANAntInKuw5k5
在狹窄的小巷,法外之地的劇場門前,メノウ吻了他。259Please respect copyright.PENANA7t62zqD7f1
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——為甚麼你會喜歡上我?259Please respect copyright.PENANAEZF6dtfVzQ
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リンドウ將雙手伸到背後,左手緊緊掐著右腕。259Please respect copyright.PENANA8mJg12J7b4
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——為甚麼那天,你會……259Please respect copyright.PENANAtxSvOMCcXS
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「那當然是因為我覺得這樣會很有趣。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAOAD948MH5Z
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メノウ從他身前退開,舔了舔唇。259Please respect copyright.PENANAeTqloVaLVp
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「リンドウ一定會喜歡這樣的,就像我們把名字變換成植物和礦石那樣,這次只是稍微改變一下外表而已。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAo9PXC3kiRA
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只是稍微改變一下……嗎?259Please respect copyright.PENANA6lBB60zSHq
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リンドウ嘆了口氣,將メノウ的外套還給他。在メノウ有些失落的目光中,將自己穿著的外套脫下,遞給メノウ。259Please respect copyright.PENANAMCHGhmn7Z5
「穿兩件外套反而會很奇怪不是嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAyUWRZCtSyZ
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在リンドウ這麼說之後,メノウ高興的笑了,將自己的長外套重新披上リンドウ的肩,而リンドウ的外套則被說是感覺太拘束了而僅僅拿在手上。259Please respect copyright.PENANA4d93dUu26m
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「今天是變裝的日子,不管說甚麼樣的謊,變成甚麼樣的人都是能被容許的。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAeYWb0qLOao
メノウ牽著他,進到那間傳出甜膩香味的劇場裡。259Please respect copyright.PENANAmfg5ir73Yi
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リンドウ將連帽上衣的帽子拉上,失去眼鏡的保護、被メノウ拉著手,種種要素讓他有些不安的低下頭,只能任由メノウ牽著他走到角落,並在メノウ鬆開手離開後,因為不知道該不該跟上而在原地動彈不得。259Please respect copyright.PENANAKCF8BL2g95
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リンドウ背靠著牆,看著剛才在門口被自己掐到泛紅的手腕,陷入沉思。259Please respect copyright.PENANA2A8P4olnN4
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「誰也不會知道是你的」,被這樣的話給迷惑。259Please respect copyright.PENANA6G0uLwL7T4
只是短暫的休假、難得的機會、僅此一次……大概所有犯下罪行的人心裡都是同樣的想法吧。259Please respect copyright.PENANAMBC0RCtWUU
一旦有過這樣的想法,後面發生的一切便都無法挽回,再無回頭的可能。259Please respect copyright.PENANABVTYHvPvQz
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「我回來了。」在リンドウ開始後悔自己的意志不堅之前,メノウ手上拿著假髮面具等東西走到他面前。259Please respect copyright.PENANAwc0ZMHq2ZG
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正如メノウ所說,今天有類似變裝的活動,店家也提供了各種小道具供客人使用。259Please respect copyright.PENANA9CAPXzIRM6
兩人擠進狹小的更衣室,リンドウ的身體緊貼著牆,任由メノウ替他打理外表。259Please respect copyright.PENANA0MfCbYuYPR
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套上長度及腰的假髮,髮尾被メノウ打上漂亮的蝴蝶結。259Please respect copyright.PENANAtOZkW5DR7F
右邊半張臉戴上面具,左眼眼尾則被メノウ畫上了幾筆。259Please respect copyright.PENANAC4nXHRiB88
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最後是服裝,リンドウ看著メノウ遞過來的裙裝皺了皺眉。259Please respect copyright.PENANASeFMdvH0tY
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「リンドウ不喜歡嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAlOheLyty1s
「嗯,再怎麼說,女裝還是太引人注目的。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAjPIRLyXgpj
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改變性別的話或許可以藏得更徹底,但以リンドウ的體格來說,女裝還是會有些突兀。259Please respect copyright.PENANAaWdGirGtnJ
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「但是我想看,不行嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAJtwBKumD0M
「不行。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAn9JAmGBen6
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那我穿吧。メノウ將遞出的裙裝收回,當著リンドウ的面開始脫衣服。259Please respect copyright.PENANA2bjGVT33J3
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不知道是不是因為地點的關係,明明在這之前就已經看過幾次メノウ的裸體了,但在這樣無路可退的近距離、更衣室昏暗的燈光和周遭濃豔的脂粉氣味中,此刻メノウ換衣服的舉動卻比任何時刻都要來的煽情。259Please respect copyright.PENANAorhBiRftJt
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「リンドウ為甚麼要摀住臉呢?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAnaLWTP8D9z
「不,メノウ……下次要脫衣服的時候可以先說一聲嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAYmWko1GltK
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「為甚麼?リンドウ又不是第一次看到我換衣服,這點程度對リンドウ來說應該算不上甚麼吧?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA5EqAPBkoXi
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覺得難為情嗎?メノウ一邊說著,一邊將リンドウ擋在臉前的手扳開,朝緊閉的眼皮吹了口氣。259Please respect copyright.PENANA4kLYsUgrYw
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「リンドウ,你看看我。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAhlGJxStkqT
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昏黃的燈光下,メノウ穿著藍紫色的細肩帶洋裝,黑色的細線在腰和裙襬上描著花朵的紋樣。259Please respect copyright.PENANAmUYtcZz6QK
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「メノウ真的要穿這件衣服嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAqNWKu2hWb9
這原本是メノウ要拿給他穿的衣服,以リンドウ的身高來說恰到好處的裙擺對メノウ來說有些太長了,讓人擔心他會不會不小心踩到裙子跌倒。259Please respect copyright.PENANA73ekbvIynd
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「リンドウ現在是在擔心我嗎?」メノウ將身體往前傾,貼在リンドウ身上,從他的角度可以看到メノウ領口下平坦的胸脯,以及靠著肩膀,隨著吞嚥而顫動的喉結。259Please respect copyright.PENANAxZDWSI4hrB
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如果將更衣室的布簾拉開,他們倆看起來就像是在角落偷情的異性伴侶。但リンドウ比誰都要清楚他跟メノウ之間醜陋的真實——恐怕連メノウ自己也不知道吧。259Please respect copyright.PENANAhsGahTANaK
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リンドウ深吸了口氣,閉上雙眼。259Please respect copyright.PENANAgFf0CTn6cC
他其實一點都不想見到メノウ,甚至因為能有一段時間不用跟メノウ同台而感到僥倖,對抱著這樣逃避想法的自己感到卑劣。259Please respect copyright.PENANAKhjexYD5Oe
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——リンドウ為甚麼不看我?259Please respect copyright.PENANAMCc270aYgS
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昏黃的燈光勾著身體的輪廓,影子壟罩著他,從邊縫漏出的光線尖銳的刺傷眼睛。259Please respect copyright.PENANA0l3wgEngCZ
因為眼睛被光照得發疼,再也無法不經掩飾地看著你了。259Please respect copyright.PENANAlgavjXEKDS
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——只有今天而已,沒有下次了。259Please respect copyright.PENANAMaQnzjLhSs
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僅僅一次的容許將他跩下,看著從裂縫中照入的炫目光線,再也飛不出深淵。259Please respect copyright.PENANAdas9ecfiVY
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「メノウ,把眼鏡還給我。」 259Please respect copyright.PENANA1K8rZ9OfNs
「為甚麼?現在的リンドウ除了我之外誰也認不出來喔。」 259Please respect copyright.PENANA02zLv49tMx
但是我認得出你。リンドウ想。259Please respect copyright.PENANAoAfxY49Lm2
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リンドウ摘下面具,將面具蓋上メノウ的側臉。259Please respect copyright.PENANAroanCLMBy3
「メノウ也戴上會比較好,畢竟這裡很危險。」259Please respect copyright.PENANA04Ee6qhtEt
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酒精、香菸、不知用途的粉末、不明來歷的客人,這裡過分的自由,到沒有任何人能為這裡發生的一切負起責任的程度。259Please respect copyright.PENANAtIAnFq8bVx
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「嗯~對我這種人,リンドウ真的很溫柔呢。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAx8RCrnD0Af
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メノウ將面具連同リンドウ的手一起按住,拇指摩娑著リンドウ的手腕。259Please respect copyright.PENANAbfew8qyqNk
冰冷的鱗片貼上身體,難以名狀的情感在胸口爬行。259Please respect copyright.PENANAIlp7mqTU45
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「擔心面前這個強姦你的人,你不覺得很不正常嗎?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAZes4tRMuIb
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——不,騙人的吧。259Please respect copyright.PENANA7OsCTETW2m
細長分岔的舌舔過皮膚,那在深淵裡引誘他的生物,名叫メノウ的惡魔。259Please respect copyright.PENANA52mQCNpFQM
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「為甚麼メノウ會……」259Please respect copyright.PENANANJDnAtFnZQ
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「リンドウ該不會覺得我永遠都不會想起來吧?」259Please respect copyright.PENANAGgy7WULDQ4
手被メノウ握著,無法抽回,在狹窄的空間裡毫無退路——就像那天一樣。259Please respect copyright.PENANAxaZiyFumrp
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メノウ,不能在這裡睡覺喔,你還記得自己家在哪裡嗎?259Please respect copyright.PENANAuzkeXppne8
不行,メノウ,不能亂親人,真是的……是因為喝醉了才這樣的嗎?259Please respect copyright.PENANAapAIdvsmVV
メノウ,放手,好痛。259Please respect copyright.PENANAFywpmH1EaV
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只要甚麼都不說,裝作不知道,那就只會是リンドウ一個人的祕密。259Please respect copyright.PENANAmBsYcjFUxo
但是,如果メノウ也記得的話……259Please respect copyright.PENANAnqieIpynHH
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「リンドウ,那天一直在哭呢。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAi4RNgTHIRv
燈泡是壞了嗎,本來就有些昏暗的燈光像是隨時都要熄滅似的,閃爍著明暗。259Please respect copyright.PENANA7B289ozDVv
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「我都已經表明企圖了,卻還是不當一回事,リンドウ明明很會察言觀色,卻總會在這種情況掉線呢。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAC1DeuX2q82
有甚麼東西從背後伸進褲子裡,溫暖的,某種冰冷的生物。259Please respect copyright.PENANAXxhZUfr5nP
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「來自他人的戀慕和追求,你是真的沒注意到,還是不相信會有這種事存在呢?」259Please respect copyright.PENANA988GuHgfsX
尖銳的嗡鳴聲在腦中響起,蛇信夾雜在其中,メノウ說了甚麼?259Please respect copyright.PENANAYJqTSlDsMM
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「而且還放任同樣的事情發生第二次,リンドウ真的是笨蛋呢。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAPt9ld0UUSr
有甚麼東西伸進身體裡,舌頭、手指、冰涼的某種物體。259Please respect copyright.PENANAeKn3e6Jmm1
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在封閉的更衣室,不堪回首的記憶裡,惡魔親吻了他。259Please respect copyright.PENANAv1cA2PyTGN
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「如リンドウ所願,我去拿面具好了。」259Please respect copyright.PENANArBhTyTEGaW
面前的人後退了幾步,將交纏的舌和手抽離,留下了腦中混亂的嗡鳴和身體裡跳蛋的震動聲。259Please respect copyright.PENANANPLU3Dow8k
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「リンドウ會在這裡乖乖等著對吧?」259Please respect copyright.PENANACHEGPSqA4t
長髮被メノウ捏在手上撫摸,明明只是假髮,髮尾的震顫卻清晰的傳到頭皮,滲進體內。259Please respect copyright.PENANA7QneRoFOuD
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布簾掀開後是走道上刺眼的燈光和メノウ的背影,而他顫抖著坐倒在地上,就算出口就在眼前,他也沒有離開的力氣,有的只是被メノウ妝點過的身體,以及被強硬塞入跳蛋的恐懼。259Please respect copyright.PENANAwkRkLTttms
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嗡鳴聲隨著メノウ的遠離逐漸放大,リンドウ抱著雙腿縮在更衣室角落,用メノウ的外套蓋著自己。259Please respect copyright.PENANA3Bd6IYMk9i
他甚麼都不知道,甚麼都不記得,只是會在某一天做一場荒誕的噩夢,感到沒來由的恐懼而已。259Please respect copyright.PENANAcvZOmVhILe
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誰也不會知道的……259Please respect copyright.PENANAbgLwBwInkk
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「但是我還記得喔。」259Please respect copyright.PENANAcRbpj512VB
他似乎聽見メノウ的聲音在耳邊呢喃著,那也是夢對吧?259Please respect copyright.PENANAGqbbIJGk9n