306Please respect copyright.PENANA9wbef4Y3A7
舌頭動彈不得。306Please respect copyright.PENANApTNDXtt0mF
濕淋淋的手指鉗著舌,黏稠的水滴從大開的嘴角流出。306Please respect copyright.PENANAAnVrhAnF7o
而雙手早在最一開始時就被捆起,失去了作用。306Please respect copyright.PENANA6EpTj8BlD3
306Please respect copyright.PENANA4FhxzmJTZ3
「哈……嗚……」306Please respect copyright.PENANAWlz34r1PO8
306Please respect copyright.PENANAf3PI5zX0gG
一隻手臂從身後扣著肩膀,掌心的汗水貼著皮膚,陌生的呼吸搔弄著後頸的神經。306Please respect copyright.PENANAH8Nhj1UHKg
306Please respect copyright.PENANAu6FiyhoUbL
「乖乖聽話,看著前面。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAmnSQLFb8IA
306Please respect copyright.PENANAH5Gc7i8pDR
他搖了搖頭,將眼睛閉得死緊。306Please respect copyright.PENANADDlXgeACLP
身後的人對於自己的指令被無視感到不快,抓著他的腰,將性器抽出大截,重重的插入後穴,比快感更深刻的痛楚將壓抑著的眼淚逼出。306Please respect copyright.PENANAogWDnyLf1a
306Please respect copyright.PENANAPJbUVhHJx7
「還不打算聽話嗎?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAmGejNQVZKG
306Please respect copyright.PENANALk74zAYbMP
口中的手指探進喉嚨深處,難以抑制的嘔吐反射襲來,但身體卻被緊扣著,空無一物的胃裡只有酸意往上湧,難以呼吸。306Please respect copyright.PENANAPjrelWiEPd
306Please respect copyright.PENANAMvQHUMHxHy
他屈服的睜開眼睛,在模糊的水光之中,他看見被映照在玻璃上,唾液和淚水淌過下巴,渾身赤裸的自己。306Please respect copyright.PENANAmIA0EIktxT
身後鑿著他的性器重重的將他刻在玻璃上,屈辱的字跡被永遠的留在上頭。306Please respect copyright.PENANAMrysWXAl7V
306Please respect copyright.PENANAtC5GqgODft
「沒錯,就是這樣。只讓外頭的人看見,本人卻不看什麼的,不覺得很不公平嗎?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAHDrTAikMxD
306Please respect copyright.PENANA40OVyVIHBN
不是的,他根本不想被人看。306Please respect copyright.PENANALZJJs3WOOG
306Please respect copyright.PENANAY90HBRJdkh
「看,下面的人只要抬起頭就可以看到你現在站在這裡被人幹的樣子。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAArbi3sYBEF
306Please respect copyright.PENANACGWFlmW0DF
不,不會被看見的。306Please respect copyright.PENANA11K42usIjD
他時常經過這棟大樓,從外面根本看不見裡面的。306Please respect copyright.PENANAZm12hnLDli
一個穿著西裝的行人抬頭,不知被什麼吸引住視線,緊盯著這扇窗不放。306Please respect copyright.PENANAkouofjwyiy
306Please respect copyright.PENANAd5XPclZwRx
「你覺得下面那個人會是你的粉絲還是記者呢?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAi5sudQEiXB
306Please respect copyright.PENANAMf6gE1HK5N
不,不可能看見的……306Please respect copyright.PENANAtPwDCpm1Ap
306Please respect copyright.PENANAsVZiTcVCEb
「哈……你喜歡被人看著吧?平常在台上表演的時候總是笑得很開心的樣子。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAh7WaKsiyX1
306Please respect copyright.PENANASMrguMNVGm
不是這樣的。他再次搖了搖頭。306Please respect copyright.PENANAt5lIixBgVp
306Please respect copyright.PENANAPNHzNBGhh3
「我有說錯什麼嗎?你不就是為了你最喜歡的工作而接受條件的嗎?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAkz4fT8QLT2
306Please respect copyright.PENANAOeqCHelkfp
如果最近有除了我以外的人找你出去,你都要拒絕掉,不管是誰。306Please respect copyright.PENANA3bUiX2DgUd
306Please respect copyright.PENANA2v3E7AhF5j
他當然記得,那不過是幾小時前的事情。不單是他處於現在這情況的原因,還是更早之前經紀人的囑咐,他都記得一清二楚的。306Please respect copyright.PENANArJaMw6Lq4B
雖然說不管是誰一概拒絕,但當對象是遠比經紀人要來得高階的事務所幹部時,他跟經紀人都沒有反抗的餘地。306Please respect copyright.PENANAE8t58LdC7U
306Please respect copyright.PENANA0OWBPcwyEl
自稱是粉絲的幾人跟在後頭,示好的握手異常的黏膩,手指在手上揉捏著,眼裡的笑意讓人感到不安。306Please respect copyright.PENANASiUlKyHVMv
在耐著性子打過招呼之後,「我們想要你的初夜」,對面的人輕巧的說出這種話,然後事務所的幹部堆起笑容,代替他回答了「沒問題」。306Please respect copyright.PENANA7U8chCXxYl
306Please respect copyright.PENANAq0BJxuxpjF
這關係到事務所接下來半年的演藝活動,就麻煩你好好招待了。306Please respect copyright.PENANAEXZzlikY42
306Please respect copyright.PENANAj1EwcYpW7X
他把頭抵在玻璃上,看著下方的大樓下來來去去的人影。306Please respect copyright.PENANAFYgw90HsbT
有人抬起頭,看著牆上的螢幕;有人舉起相機,對著廣告看板拍照;有人的視線瞟過這扇窗。306Please respect copyright.PENANAe7ioIEmvvj
306Please respect copyright.PENANA3VtgpsFIbZ
「說起來,今天是你十八歲生日對吧?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAi67Kbo9445
306Please respect copyright.PENANA6pKxT4mFF5
有誰抱著包裝精美的禮物跑向另一個人;有純白色的雪落在灰色的柏油路上;有聲音在耳邊叨念著這個日子。306Please respect copyright.PENANAqw04cQcR23
306Please respect copyright.PENANAcnKPMmrRuG
不,不要提起這件事。306Please respect copyright.PENANA8K8cVGX6UX
想縮起身體,用厚實的棉被把自己裹起來;想藏起表情,用溫熱的洗澡水把眼淚蓋過。306Please respect copyright.PENANAtDMox5Qljg
306Please respect copyright.PENANALqsDvXk1cy
「官網上的資料搞不好是假的,在聖誕節生日也太剛好了吧。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAx9cdm07A7U
另一個沉默已久的聲音這麼說。那是他亟欲忽視的,這個空間裡存在著的第三人。306Please respect copyright.PENANAfVoYMuIbiR
306Please respect copyright.PENANASz8WlXJyHw
「但是滿十八歲是肯定的,事務所也不想冒險,對吧?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAYYo6hbEuf9
306Please respect copyright.PENANAmug9k5O4qj
「嗚……吚……不……」306Please respect copyright.PENANAGKmb4PwnY9
306Please respect copyright.PENANA2BH0lSfd8x
就算是說謊也沒關係,只要能解脫就行了。306Please respect copyright.PENANAljHgCaySms
想忘記今天,忘記這個瞬間和這個場所,以及外頭晃眼的雪和幸福。306Please respect copyright.PENANA0SqeIpCi3L
306Please respect copyright.PENANAuTkYx7QE10
然而被插入手指的嘴只能吐出動物一般的哀鳴,就算說了謊也沒有人會聽見,只有話語以外的雜音充斥著耳膜。306Please respect copyright.PENANAjMi4DV3RkO
306Please respect copyright.PENANAPIdaXzKZUH
急促的呼吸,肉體撞擊的聲響,體液在碰撞中產生的黏稠水聲。306Please respect copyright.PENANAou3m0K7J4r
306Please respect copyright.PENANA2wftNtSbv2
「讓窗外的人看了,也自己瞧過了,是不是也該讓我看看?我也是你的招待對象對吧。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAyO5PzupLtx
玻璃杯尖銳的碰撞聲,皮鞋踩在地毯上鈍重的腳步聲,逐漸靠近的另一個人的聲音。306Please respect copyright.PENANAOt33YXJiTZ
306Please respect copyright.PENANAripkb2ic4S
金黃色的烈酒在玻璃杯裡搖晃著,身後的手臂扣著他轉過身,下體的毛髮磨蹭著他的身體。306Please respect copyright.PENANAI5HUuC0EMu
306Please respect copyright.PENANAnvoyfBbDOb
「如果今天是你的生日的話,這就當做是慶祝吧。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAsTW7R8i805
苦澀的酒水在男人手裡搖晃著,混著冰塊從頭頂澆下。306Please respect copyright.PENANA3voKmgAB3y
306Please respect copyright.PENANAR1dZHJftSs
緊閉的眼皮擋不住酒精,刺激的氣味嗆的他難以呼吸,酒水順著身後人的手指流入口中。306Please respect copyright.PENANAaLoTaSrCiN
睜不開眼睛,不敢用鼻子呼吸,全身的肌肉被突來的寒意束緊,不斷的顫抖著。306Please respect copyright.PENANA1czBpT6pN8
306Please respect copyright.PENANA64tOjlhd7h
好痛,好冷,過去理所當然的呼吸和吞嚥如今變得異常艱難。306Please respect copyright.PENANAQiY2tm6o2e
306Please respect copyright.PENANALAviHIgi1H
灼熱感從眼皮滲進眼底,他睜開雙眼,睫毛上的酒滴就這麼落入眼中,將視野染上火焰。306Please respect copyright.PENANAiRtRBNtCrx
朦朧的視線裡,玻璃杯被倒扣在一邊,對面的人拉開褲鏈,將他的腿抬高——306Please respect copyright.PENANAJrvnE2FET0
306Please respect copyright.PENANAcBdCld194V
「咳……不……嗚……」306Please respect copyright.PENANAyQnf9JG0sH
306Please respect copyright.PENANApmbdrgluaM
不,不行,會壞掉的。306Please respect copyright.PENANAq6oYXknbXA
306Please respect copyright.PENANAFbp8vctv3s
身後的人的手指佔滿他的嘴,將他的恐懼壓回喉嚨裡。306Please respect copyright.PENANACEt09tRTM0
身前的人的性器將早已被填滿的穴口撐開,將尊嚴連同肉體撕扯開來。306Please respect copyright.PENANA9GtQmgDeL6
306Please respect copyright.PENANAHWnmXNHhED
好痛,好痛,眼前一片鮮紅,顫抖和呼吸被強硬的中斷,只剩血液在暴力的抽插中緩慢的流動。306Please respect copyright.PENANAYfO1MbcE7P
306Please respect copyright.PENANAb74QoJAIw4
我從今以後會變成怎樣呢?名為意識的線劇烈晃動,只餘下殘影。306Please respect copyright.PENANA76TnNkps3J
恍惚間,他的雙眼飄向窗外,灼熱的刺痛逐漸退去,只剩下窗外白色的雪景。306Please respect copyright.PENANAfYT89yj3NL
306Please respect copyright.PENANAGezLBG2y0K
下半身在最初的撕裂之後,似乎連尋常的疼痛都感受不到了,只是隱約的,有誰深入一點,退出一點,微小的痛苦交錯著。306Please respect copyright.PENANA7norvryfh8
306Please respect copyright.PENANAqv6EWl8wgL
只是像說好了一般,兩個人一起抽出,唯有膨大的前端留在身體裡。306Please respect copyright.PENANA3P2jJtdTig
306Please respect copyright.PENANAzSrWmZd3Un
我在離開這個房間之後,還能像原來那樣活著嗎?306Please respect copyright.PENANARVtEecoaOk
306Please respect copyright.PENANAyQqjIGTzoO
沒有形體的鐘數著秒,在倒數結束後,狠狠的撞進深處,純白色的聖夜裡響起血紅色的哭號。306Please respect copyright.PENANA93CUPAPA1U
從尾椎骨到髮絲都被純粹的痛苦佔滿,耳裡填滿了嗡鳴,眼前只剩下破碎的雜點。306Please respect copyright.PENANA7bxN1t34Ui
306Please respect copyright.PENANAobakWb8daU
這具身體最終連如何呼吸都忘了,意識在此刻遠離。306Please respect copyright.PENANAeQBA5I6XFd
306Please respect copyright.PENANAf0DrLAfWHk
——我還能離開這裡嗎?306Please respect copyright.PENANAlTKOUdpbaQ
306Please respect copyright.PENANAYO7O2Bdhzt
再次醒來時,整個房間裡只剩下他一個人。306Please respect copyright.PENANAMgVb9s3obd
地毯濕答答的,被各式各樣的液體浸透,烈酒和融化的冰,淚水、唾液、血液,以及事到如今才漸漸回想起來的難堪的失禁。306Please respect copyright.PENANAFP5s3Rs5mG
306Please respect copyright.PENANAcb0LkKYQ2Z
明明是躺在這樣冰冷的表面上,被冬季的空氣環繞著,不知為何身體卻很熱,就連思考和時間都被熱度熔毀,世界在眼前扭曲旋轉,306Please respect copyright.PENANALpKfgEZeG9
306Please respect copyright.PENANARVNh6zkoEc
最後變成雪一般刺目的空白——306Please respect copyright.PENANA5gZXFv1q0f