// Mark's P.O.V //696Please respect copyright.PENANAg89fizpjE8
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?696Please respect copyright.PENANAQV6bXxSn5m
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.696Please respect copyright.PENANALixzA8Fj8V
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 696Please respect copyright.PENANASMt5jbmaef
"Sean…"696Please respect copyright.PENANAdWcpbLfF7F
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.696Please respect copyright.PENANAjzaVMzeQHB
"Mark? You okay?"696Please respect copyright.PENANAN8JoEyy3IS
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."696Please respect copyright.PENANAcUhuknLHdX
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."696Please respect copyright.PENANAmn4XbXwa4V
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"696Please respect copyright.PENANAu01TDUHFJ0
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 696Please respect copyright.PENANAiglWQn1OAY
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"696Please respect copyright.PENANAr8FgO76QLO
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.696Please respect copyright.PENANAOa1eEgEDBn
"I'm moving in with you."696Please respect copyright.PENANAHPiAoGXfC8
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"696Please respect copyright.PENANADyPwBtWzeE
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 696Please respect copyright.PENANAFAVdhp9pHT
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."696Please respect copyright.PENANAfptzElQ1Eg
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 696Please respect copyright.PENANAx1RrGeCwyV
"Love you too…"696Please respect copyright.PENANAM9gGesqbuf
He loves me?696Please respect copyright.PENANAf6Zy98pwq8
I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 696Please respect copyright.PENANAVaDpc9se1z
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.696Please respect copyright.PENANAVjjrOqM7eY
"I'-In a minute!"696Please respect copyright.PENANAdQbZ2n0pDd
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 696Please respect copyright.PENANAEm3STptVN2
"Mark!"696Please respect copyright.PENANAgRrP0eWKlr
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.696Please respect copyright.PENANAWffsHJ6fno
"Yes Jack?"696Please respect copyright.PENANAVVulOkUTmD
"Come 'ere please."696Please respect copyright.PENANATbGkQiG8Hg
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.696Please respect copyright.PENANAx7cWOX4reW
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 696Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ1SUIlupg
Sean smashed his lips into mine.696Please respect copyright.PENANAfBUK8iozzR
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 696Please respect copyright.PENANAYwG4G75DYu
Our first kiss.696Please respect copyright.PENANAk8aFWTJEnh
That was amazing...696Please respect copyright.PENANAFVcS6Sgqrb
"That was…magical.."696Please respect copyright.PENANAkVPZ7Oe9Ng
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."696Please respect copyright.PENANAB6q1sEjfqa
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.696Please respect copyright.PENANAWsRj8gKVMl
"Please don't do this ever again…"696Please respect copyright.PENANAZc3ECDBWXi
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.696Please respect copyright.PENANA0zP78oZih1
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